Every Friday, after I finish my work for the week,
In other words, from eight o'clock to 11:46 noon the whole morning, I was like fighting, typing on the keyboard non-stop.
Read the literature,
write an essay,
Read the article,
Look at the topic,
Then do the interpretation,
Many times I cannot find the innovation I want for a long time.
In other words, when a person with a master's degree arrives at a relatively well-known scientific research institute, his skills are mostly basic and repetitive tasks.
If things go on like this, life won't be that interesting anymore.
At this time, because I had been looking at the computer for a week, the stripes of small floaters in front of my eyes were obviously more numerous than last week.
It's the kind that can be seen,
When I walked out of the scientific research building and walked outside under the scorching blue sky,
What I see is not the vast sky,
The increasing amount of floc made me so tormented that I didn’t even feel excited about going to a famous university twenty or thirty kilometers away.
What I am thinking of is when, maybe not long after, my eyes will be blind,
Even if I am a few years from now,
As a graduated Ph.D., both in terms of status and status, I will be higher than what I am now.
If the eyes are blind, there will be nothing,
The sunshine outside is very warm, but my mood is very sad,
I really can't see the future,
I even think about how I can still be like last year during the Chinese New Year in a few months.
With my sister and Wei Jing,
The three of us were watching a movie that had been promoted for a long time in a movie theater in a small county town, and I was looking forward to it with great anticipation.
I thought of that crowded scene in my mind,
I had to squeeze in and wait in line for a while to get the movie that was about to start.
On the side were two of the most important girls and women in my life, chatting happily and waiting for me.
They won't say bad things about me later.
I feel that the time here is the softness and beauty that I look forward to most deep in my heart.
But at this moment, I saw countless flying mosquitoes under the vast blue sky. They filled my field of vision, depriving me of the mood to play at any time and in any sky.
I remember before, the year before I suddenly got this disease,
Most days when I have a free weekend, I will think of ways to take the high-speed train to an unfamiliar suburb of a city.
Then pass through its densely packed industrial park,
All the way to the city center,
See the most simple rural old people in it, to the beautiful people in their prime of life.
I was full of memories, but they were all scattered by what I was seeing in front of me, on the worst and most tiring journey.
For an hour and a half, I swear, I didn't even open my eyes for a second.
How I longed to rest by closing my eyes for a long time,
Suddenly I looked out again at the increasingly beautiful world, and there were fewer flying mosquitoes.
Each time I took the subway for 16 stops and arrived at Dalian Road Station.
The female voice in the broadcast would be particularly touching and graceful:
'The song of victory is sung here...'
These words are particularly contagious.
At least I slept on the wall behind me for more than ten stops each time,
Your overall condition will be much better at this stop.
It's like leaving all the depression and depression caused by the morning's work behind.
But I know that I may receive a new task at any time, which requires me to use my remaining vision to work with my eyes open.
I need this job to maintain my respectability in this city,
I also have to provide some living expenses for my home hundreds of kilometers away from time to time.
Of course not many, they are also able to earn a job to support themselves,
But we bought a house in a fairly prosperous city.
After transferring to a brand new subway,
Later, I stood on the sidewalk outside the school, with the fence to my left, and I saw the lush garden on campus that had been lush for decades, with lush branches and leaves swaying in the cold wind that had just begun in spring.
They make most of my field of vision green and lush,
It made me forget the bad view that the research institute gave me,
Of course, it’s also because I took a serious rest for more than an hour.
So in front of me, there was a steady stream of girls from this school.
They seemed to be automatically exaggerated by the elegance of this Jiangnan place.
Of course he is also talented,
My mood suddenly became much lighter,
When walking along the old library on campus, a strip is fifty meters long. The camphor trees on both sides are tens of meters tall and have accumulated branches and large leaves over the decades.
The entire relatively wide road is covered under the shadow of a faint tree.
I really wish this road could be longer and connected to the third teaching building where I will start class in a few minutes.
This period of time is more like a dream to me,
Every afternoon from 1:30
Up until 5:10,
Of course, this is a theoretical course arrangement.
I always feel that this course takes a long time, and I need to worry from time to time about the heavy tasks assigned to me by the leaders of the institute.
Then I still have to listen to the class.
Therefore, I really try my best to cherish every moment of listening to the class during class time.
These talented teachers talk about philosophies that I have heard countless times on the news.
But I found that there were many stories that were not part of what I originally knew.
So I often forget a few hours, that unpleasant day that started four days ago.
When the teacher asked: "Do you have a doctorate who is under twenty years old? Raise your hand for me to see."
In the beginning, he was just a sporadic young master.
Later I found out there were many.
They will not know: I am a man in my twenties sitting in this classroom,
I really devote myself wholeheartedly to the teacher's class.
