Shen Jie felt very hungry at this moment.
It only caused him slight discomfort at first.
After a while, it turned into general fatigue caused by hypoglycemia. I began to think unclearly, and I eagerly wanted to find a restaurant to have a full meal.
But he knew very well that from the time he rode at noon to now at 7:26 pm, he had not encountered a single house for nearly an hour and a half.
He still underestimated how desolate the Gobi Desert was in this remote western town.
At this time, he still remembered that there were several boxes of biscuits in his backpack, but he really didn't want to eat that one.
It would be great if we could have hot meals.
But then he thought of a very scary thing: there was no money.
Nothing in this world is more terrifying than poverty!
He only has more than 1,400 yuan in his hand now.
Now one point is used, one point is lost,
Because I followed my parents around and worked outside since I was a child, just thinking about those poor days is terrifying.
If there is someone in the family who can make money and can take some responsibility for him,
Now, only the moonlight illuminates the Gobi Desert, and everything around us only leaves a small patch of light in the wilderness in front of us.
The feeling of being at the end of his rope lingered in his heart, leaving him with an indescribable pain and depression.
This emotion seemed to have a hand around his neck, making him almost breathless.
He was obviously very hungry, but when he ate the biscuit and scratched the place where he was holding back due to depression while swallowing, it was really unspeakably uncomfortable.
"I have to eat enough. Only when I am full can I be energetic and strong."
He asked for nothing more.
He still clearly remembered that the woman named "Qian Liling" rushed towards him for no reason in the afternoon.
In the situation at that time, as long as I couldn't react, at that speed, I would definitely be killed.
Anyone who has suffered a series of blows and faced such a life and death crisis, and is about to kill himself for no reason, the pain and despair fill his entire heart at this moment.
The wind at night is very cool, blowing on the body and brushing the face, making people feel very gentle.
In fact, after so many blows, he no longer asked for anything.
"Really, just this gentleness is enough."
He almost said this sentence with a cry,
The tiredness and depressed emotions in this vast Gobi Desert were like an iron ball weighing thousands of dollars, pressing on him, making him really want to...,
To be more precise, at this moment, he had taken out the kitchen knife from his backpack and lightly scratched his wrist. A cutting pain so intensely stimulated his nerves,
By the moonlight, he could see blood overflowing from his wrist.
Only then did he remember that because his strength had increased a lot, the little strength he had just now was already a lot.
"God has been very good to me."
He has lived in this world for so many years, but he understands that for an ordinary person to make even a little progress, he has to work hard. How could someone like Shen Jie and He De suddenly increase his strength so much at once?
With these chaotic emotions, Shen Jie reluctantly showed a smile on his face and took a breath.
The gas traveling down his choking trachea made him uncomfortable, but it also kept him alive.
It was obviously very hot during the day, but not long after, it was already like the wind in late autumn, getting into his bones through his short-sleeved shirt,
Really, after traveling another few hundred meters like this,
From the corner of his eye, he saw a concrete hut in the wilderness on the right side of the gravel road.
If his vision hadn't improved during the day, it would have been impossible to notice.
"Could there be a ghost?"
In his eyes, the world dozens of meters away was completely pitch black, and the world a little closer was also very hazy.
When he thought of this, he felt goosebumps appear on his back and whole body.
"Come on, I don't want to live anyway. If you want me to die, just do it."
He roared feebly into the wilderness, his voice seemed very sad,
This feeling has surpassed that of his childhood when his parents were so poor that they had to give him even meals so that he could barely eat enough.
He imagined that the large and full grains of rice filled a small bowl. If he could take a bite, he would definitely chew it for a long time, letting the pure sweetness of starch fill his heart.
