When he stayed at home alone, his mind was filled with images of being with Li Yue.
That kind of heart-wrenching longing made him have countless thoughts of committing suicide every day.
But if you really die, it will be painful if you don't die with Li Yue and can't walk on the Naihe Bridge together.
Daxia is so big and there are so many people in the world! !
After he visited those cities, he realized that there were thousands of villages in just one city. It was such a big place that even if he broke his leg, he didn't know how long it would take him to walk through the entire city.
Moreover, people are mobile and will not stay in one place for you to find!
He felt that he might never see Li Yue again in his life.
If this is really going to continue, it would be better to die right now. It would be best if I could be wiped out in ashes and no longer have to suffer such lovesickness!
Once that thought occurs, it can no longer be suppressed.
His parents heard their son talking to himself at home every day:
"Zi Sha, I don't want to live anymore."
A voice came out of his mouth at every turn:
"suicide"
Sometimes the voice is very loud, and he yells out, and even says his name is Shen Jie, and he can’t even remember his name. Isn’t this a mental illness?
His parents enlightened him more than once. His old father also had a bad temper. Instead of going out to make money, he ate salty food at home. This really brought the old Wang family to shame for decades. From time to time, he would scold Shen Jie.
But this Shen Jie is also tall and powerful, and he is already uncomfortable.
The one who was noisy and beaten broke a lot of things in the house.
Later, they had no other choice, so the old couple asked relatives at home to try their best to help him get a blind date.
If you meet a good girl, after a long time, you will forget about the previous one.
But it's not that easy to go on a blind date, especially since the previous generations of his family were all born and raised, and the conditions are so poor.
The more he thought about it, the more he felt that Li Yue left because he thought his family was poor. Yes, he was poor. He, Shen Jie, was very talented.
Oh, what a pain!
A few days ago, the second uncle in the county introduced him to the eldest daughter of a cadre family.
But when people heard about his parents' situation, they refused without thinking.
Of course, the second uncle also concealed the fact that 'Wang Bo' had been married once before, but the second uncle also said to his parents privately: "If you don't get a marriage certificate, no one will know unless you tell me. If you tell me, with your family's conditions, you I want your son to be a bachelor for the rest of his life."
It's really embarrassing to join, get a wife, and run away with a rich man,
I found another one and ran away too.
Speaking of which, some people in the village still think that he is "Wang Bo".
This afternoon, in the middle of summer, he was sweating all over while walking around the town. There happened to be a bathhouse that had only been open for a few days and there were some colorful decorations in front of the door. He didn't bring any change of clothes.
Originally, I didn’t come here specifically to take a bath, but went to the other side of town for a blind date.
I heard that he is still a college student! !
I was quite looking forward to it.
But after waiting for a long time, the girl didn't come at all.
It was really boring. The weather was so stuffy that he wanted to kill himself.
Walking out of a poor village even worse than his own, Shen Jie murmured the word "Zisha" many times.
The water from the nozzle poured down from the top of his head. He felt that it was not hot enough, so he turned the switch to the left. The scorching heat made his whole body almost no longer have any restraint.
At this time, he once again devoted all his thoughts to 'missing her',
'How on earth can we find her? '
'I have to think of a way. '
'What's better? '
This has become almost all of his thoughts and murmurs since Li Yue left.
He was unwilling to accept it, even if he didn't hear any news from her for several months,
Knowing that the years may pass like this, the possibility of seeing each other again is extremely slim.
After spraying for more than ten minutes, he suddenly thought of something. There were still a few photos of Li Yue that he had not taken away from the rental house he rented in Dongwu City.
Seriously, there are even pictures of her.
He missed Li Yue like crazy,
No matter how good his memory is, he has almost forgotten Li Yue's appearance. Anyway, he remembers that she is very beautiful and the time with her is the best day in his life.
It's said to be a photo, but it doesn't really count.
When she found these photos from Li Yue's backpack last year, she thought they were very good.
The background is a small mountain village with beautiful mountains and clear waters. The person in the front of the photo is Li Yue.
One was wearing a short-sleeved shirt made of brown cloth with many small flowers evenly embroidered on it.
The first time he saw it, he was very moved. It was only in such a beautiful place that a beautiful and simple girl like Li Yue could be born! ! !
