On this Tuesday evening, with a temperature of 6 to 7 degrees Celsius and strong winds blowing for two days and one night, the whole world appeared so clearly before his eyes.
This allowed her to see the lipstick-shaped building at the end of the street from a farther distance than usual when walking on a busy street, surpassing the two iconic lipstick-shaped buildings here.
There are two local vocational colleges nearby, and it seems that there will never be a shortage of beautiful young people ahead.
At this moment, I was passing by a pedestrian bridge that only allowed me to cross to the opposite road.
Going down from the height, there is a central strip of two to three to four to five meters wide in the middle of the road. In addition to the dense old trees, it is full of colorful small flowers.
It was so colorful that it fell on the green land, making people reluctant to go around the iron fence in the middle to block it.
At this moment, she really felt that her time in Dongwu was so good.
It made her unwilling to leave easily.
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Perhaps because of the dual pressure of going to class and going to work, Shen Jie has been chattering like a Xianglin's wife these days.
I also understood his hardship and did not get involved with him. I just patiently listened to what he had to say and I have been serving as his emotional trash can these past few days.
It was raining lightly that day, and in the dark night, cars on both sides were speeding by. I was on the verge of collapse because of his complaints, until he said those words: "You are the worst woman I have ever seen! I really regret getting to know you." !”
Like a person floating in the sea who has lost the last straw, I felt suffocating despair and collapsed in an instant.
I knocked the umbrella he was holding to the ground, and the fruits in my hands were scattered all over the floor. He looked at me in surprise, and I squatted down to pick up the fruits that fell on the ground.
As I picked it up, I felt like I was losing my mind. I wanted to cry but there were no tears.
Before he had completely picked it up, the red light turned green and he walked forward on his own.
She didn't want to go with him and stay where she was, not knowing where to go.
After a long time, he seemed to feel her disappearance. He turned around and found that she was really not there, so he turned around to look for her.
When I saw him coming back, I felt a little happy in my heart, but I was more dominated by the fear I just felt. I stepped over him with an arrow and ran away as fast as lightning, fearing that he would catch up with me, even if I tried my best. He continued to run with all his strength until he disappeared into the dark night.
I ran to an abandoned house that was sheltered from the wind and rain to rest. The dim light from the street lamp shone down, and I saw a cat curled up aside and barked at me, with eyes as pitiful as mine.
Thinking of my husband who stays alone in the empty house at home and my parents who are aging day and night, I feel like going back to my hometown.
And I live here with Shen Jie, and I have to pay high rent and living expenses every month. I almost have very little left at the end of the month, so I can’t save much money.
Recalling the scene where I met Shen Jie, those days together appear so clearly in my mind, which makes me reluctant, and often makes me unwilling to lose him easily.
I still remember one day when I got off work early, in order to pass my boring free time, I went to the famous bookstore Gu Shuge, which I had longed for.
On that day, Shen Jie and I had not made an appointment at all. We actually fell in love with the same book at the same time. Only then did we realize that we were each other.
I feel that as long as he wasn't pretending at the time,
Of course, now that I think about the scene that happened that day, and his expression, I think it must be true, not a deliberate encounter.
That is God is keeping us together.
Shen Jie is tall and handsome. The first time I saw him, I understood the meaning of love at first sight. This was something I had never felt for Zhao Tao from my hometown.
And Shen Jie feels the same way about me,
He later said to me: "When I saw you for the first time, I felt like I was hit by an arrow in my heart. I was sure that you would be my only one in this life."
We were like-minded, had the same interests, and talked about the same type of books. After leaving the bookstore, we still chatted happily on the way he sent me back. We were able to maintain the same attitude as when we first met for several months. a feeling of.
In the days that followed, although I would think that I was unethical and sorry for my husband back home, on the one hand I couldn’t stand being alone in a faraway place, and on the other hand I really liked Shen Jie. Every time he asked me out for dinner When shopping and reading, I always can’t bear to say no.
In this way, our feelings for each other became deeper and deeper, and we became more and more inseparable from each other. In order to save rent, we lived together.
But life is never that easy. After we were together, the pressure of life made us unable to lift our heads.
Sometimes he starts talking to me. I can't bear it anymore.
I remembered that although Zhao Tao was incompetent, not tall enough, not handsome enough, and had no lofty ambitions. He guarded an acre of land at home every day, but he obeyed my orders and always silently gave me what he thought was best.
But I always disliked him in the past, thinking that he was just a submissive in the village and had no future, which made me even unable to hold my head high.
So when I used to get along with him in my hometown, I always found trouble and lost my temper with him every day.
Thinking of this, I felt very sorry for him. Thinking of all the good things he had done, guilt flooded into my heart. After struggling with it for a long time, I finally called his phone: "Are you okay?"
When he heard my greetings from far away in his hometown, he choked up and said, "You actually took the initiative to call me, and all the bad things have become better."
Hearing this, I felt even more heartbroken. Maybe I had let him down. I comforted him: "Don't cry. When I make some more money, I will come back and live a good life with you, and never come out again."
Zhao Tao was so moved when he heard this that he cried with joy: "Really, that's great! I'll wait for you at home."
I nodded unconsciously, only to realize that he couldn't see me.
I hung up the phone, got up and didn't know where to go. I walked aimlessly and passed by a restaurant and ordered a fish.
Looking at this fish and taking the first bite in my mouth, I burst into tears. It tasted very much like what Zhao Tao cooked in my hometown. He knew that I loved fish, but he was afraid that I would get tired of it, so he always thought of ways to do it. Make it for me, steam it, braise it, fry it, as long as I am happy, he said: No matter what I pay, it will be worth it.
A call came from Shen Jie on my cell phone, but I hung up again. He sent me a series of apology messages explaining that he only said those words out of anger.
Recalling his kindness to me, I gradually lost my temper. I walked back and forth for a long time and had nowhere to go, so I had no choice but to go home.
