The weather is very warm today. It is still evening in the north in February, which is really rare.
The boy looked at the girl next to him who was already immersed in the night and unable to get out. The corners of her eyes were filled with fear, or more because of the Bo Qing of her father and that family.
Her tears could no longer be suppressed and wet her cheeks.
He knew that today he was once again stopped at the edge of her story, unable to hear what happened next anyway.
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My heart is very painful. Every time I think about this, I feel as if I will be sucked into the "darkness of the tomb" that night, which once again plunges me into extreme fear.
When I needed comfort most, he said to me with a magnetic and gentle voice:
“I want to paint a unique memory for you that will live in your mind like what really happened and allow you to move on from that horror.”
He said this with a very serious expression.
I thought it was ridiculous: "What are you talking about?!"
This was not the first time that he told me some of his own assumptions. After he finished speaking, I felt that it made sense and was very comfortable to listen to.
This may be the sweet talk used by boys to chase girls. At least for me at this time, I don't reject it.
He seemed to sense my thoughts, and I felt more like he was telling me his story:
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"I hope my life is very colorful,
In my limited life, I will try my best to achieve my goals.
I don't want to be a mediocre person.
I still remember that in that remote village, I was only five or six years old. When I heard that my cousin who was teaching in the county town came that day, I told him: I wanted a pen. No, I want two. "
He promised to give me two pens next time he came over.
For a long time after that, I often told my friends in Murakami that the relative and teacher would give me two pens.
I felt that the pen was very precious. It could make me become a powerful person like this cousin.
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When too much information is stored in the brain, the same experiences will automatically be forgotten.
Of course, maybe not!
For example, if you work overtime for a long time doing scientific research in an office, doing various tasks that must be completed, you will feel trapped by your work.
You really want to escape,
At this time, when you look up outside, the sun is shining brightly, and it is the time of spring when everything is in bloom.
You just really want to go outside for a walk,
Or maybe you want to take a quick trip.
Even if I was walking on an ordinary street at that moment, this place was far away from the city where I worked, and there was a beautiful woman in her twenties accompanying me, it was definitely a very beautiful thing.
If you let this kind of trip continue once a week, for example, this week you went to Yesong Ridge on the edge of the big lake.
On the endless sea-like water, when the cruise ship left the port, there were flocks of seagulls flying spontaneously around the cruise ship.
Tourists surrounded by railings on both floors of the ship, of course, most people will choose this place.
They threw small pieces of bread and small rice balls towards the area where the seagulls were flying.
In your distant vision, the sails of the ancient ship are swaying in the wind in the center of the great lake.
It's a wonderful journey,
After the trip, I walked with her through the long streets at night in a corner of the city that I had visited many years ago, looking for the cheap and delicious Tujia cuisine in this city.
There is a bustling shopping mall opposite it. We followed the navigation along the corners of the city, crossed its cross-river bridge, and finally found the hotel we booked last night dozens of miles away.
When you think about being stuck at work again the day after tomorrow, you will cherish this moment of life.
After opening the window and looking outside, the orange light shines on the wet cement floor, darkly reflecting the moving cars.
You will think in your heart, or say to the girl lying there in the room watching the show on her tablet: "That place is so beautiful today. Do you think this journey is very exciting?"
You smile happily because that’s what you feel in your heart,
She may be dull, but you really want to have such a trip, so you appear on a strange street corner in this city.
The next week, on that Friday evening, you once again felt that your work had covered your eyes with a layer of fog, blocking your ability to see clearly this increasingly prosperous country and its cities.
You expressed this emotion painfully on your face, and then, with all your heart, you bought a high-speed train to another 5A scenic spot that was far away and very expensive.
Didn't even talk to her.
When you return home with a gray world,
I didn't even take a rest in the early morning, worried that a relaxing weekend would go by in such a meaningless way again.
You hold her, both of you are carrying luggage,
Heading towards the distance that I almost gave up on last night.
In the space outside the subway where you are transferring, you look at the gloomy sky, and those annoying little 'mosquitoes' have become much lighter.
Do you think the world is gentle to me at this moment? At least it didn’t give you much of a blow at this moment.
You can look at its sky with a little freedom,
Maybe it was the scene in front of Yesong Ridge last time that made you fall in love with the island.
There was even a time when I thought I wanted to be an island owner, on a hill covered with forests that even covered your view in front of the green sea.
Such a scene can no longer be described as beautiful or spectacular;
But from the perspective of sound and physics, the 'shadow' cast in front of your eyes is completely invisible.
Travel is wonderful. If it appears so frequently in your life, it will lose its initial excitement and excitement.
Of course, if there is her, my Wei Jing, on the journey, I can talk to her freely on the road, to any remote wild forest,
Under the hill where no road can be seen, we stayed until the sky became dark,
Then head to the bustling downtown of the small county town.
In the memory of so many years ago, such a long journey always leaves me with such nostalgia in the days after it ends.
Let our feelings for each other reach the point where we can't live without each other. We just want to immerse ourselves in the strange and thrilling distant scenery with you in our limited free time.
To stay, to wander, to experience our longest companionship.
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