We went to the stepped chairs on the left side of the main stage of the playground and sat down in a less crowded spot. There were many students running at night on the playground.
He told me: 'I had a girlfriend when I was at school and they got along very well.
But after we got together in Danjing City for half a year after graduation, we both felt that it wasn't a good fit. She still chose to go back to their hometown city.
I heard from my classmates before that the children were born! '
I don't understand. There are very few girls who like this prosperous life and are willing to go to a hometown with nothing.
Of course, that's not to say there's nothing wrong. At least the quality and good-looking people in the Whale City are much better than those in remote cities.
In the night sky, the wind was strong and there were no dark clouds. The moon illuminated the fast-moving clouds very clearly.
The whole world around is so quiet,
I turned my head, looked at his side face, and said, "The sky is very beautiful tonight. Let's go to the grass to look at the stars in the sky."
I said it very tactfully. After all, we haven’t been together for very long, and I don’t want to sound like that.
We were lying on the grass, with the white, pure sky above our heads.
I said to him: "At this moment, I feel very dreamy."
When I think of what I have experienced over the years, I can't help but feel the tenderness of this moment.
"When you talk to me, your voice is a little hollow."
The young man next to me turned to look at me on the left, and I looked into his eyes.
I think he really moved my heart and made me feel the kindness of life towards me.
"Really?" I didn't expect this. "Maybe today is really beautiful."
I looked at the night sky and wanted to stay with him until dawn.
"Actually, you can tell me whatever you want to say. You have been unwilling to talk about your hometown before. In fact, it might be better if you tell me."
He looked at me when he said this, as if he also saw displeasure on my face.
"Hey~"
I sighed. The distant starry sky seemed like a dream at this moment.
"I'm telling you, don't laugh at me. I don't want others to laugh at me, and neither can you."
"What's the matter? Even if I tell others, my classmates won't know you. Be bold."
He looked calm and indifferent,
Sometimes it is always full of excitement for life,
At least this more than a month of getting along with each other, if I can describe it: it is the happiest period of my life.
This trip brought me so many wonderful moments and memories.
I am really willing to share my past with him, or I hope it resonates with him.
~
"How could I possibly take it out? You just want to make it difficult for me, right?"
I feel really aggrieved just thinking about it.
But I know that these words are useless to people without Qing.
Just as I thought, of course, I never treated my stepmother as her.
'Aunt Zhao', ha! This is already the best 'respectful title' I have for her.
"You yellow-haired girl knows how to lie to people every day. The handbag you use is worth a lot of money. Don't think that I didn't see that there are several wads of cash in it. If you lie to us again, be careful I will slap your face to pieces."
Aunt Zhao looked fierce and yelled at me, "Isn't it too little after so many years?"
I heard what she meant, and she obviously searched my little white bag. I didn’t know when this happened, but I still managed to calm down and said:
"I don't have any money left. If you really want me to send you some money every month after I graduate from college, I can agree to this. Just think of me as repaying you for your upbringing."
Maybe it was because I forgot to change my leather bag into the most common canvas bag, and I felt a little guilty.
Because what Aunt Zhao said is right, it is indeed very valuable.
How could my 'father' not see this? This wasn't the first time he forced me. He was too lazy to listen. He put his hands on the table, palms up: "Take out all the money. And the bank." Card!"
"I don't."
I continue to deny,
A thousand dollars is not a big deal, but that card is my life.
Where did all that money come from? If they knew, based on my understanding of him, this old man would probably beat me to death.
Even if I don’t die today,
This Aunt Zhao will definitely threaten me with this matter for the rest of my life.
She smiled particularly evilly at me. When I just came back a few days ago, the 'kindness' she pretended suddenly broke out.
She slapped the table, stood up and shouted in a high-pitched voice:
"You are telling lies with your eyes open."
"No means no."
I didn't expect her to be so mean to me during the Chinese New Year, so I didn't care and just glared at her.
I was still worried that the old father next to me would come up and slap me. I knew he wouldn't be able to help me very much.
"I'm still a student now. It's good if I don't spend any money. How can I give you money? You don't even think about it."
I didn't show any weakness at all and yelled back at her with a straight face.
"No?"
She was so angry when she said this, she said these two words to me through gritted teeth, and after she finished speaking, she was going to slap me in the face.
I have suffered from this before, but now, I will not let her beat me again. As soon as I raised my arm, I hit her hand with the slap.
'Pa! ' A crisp sound.
"It hurts so much!!"
I thought in my mind,
We tried our best, and I guess she wouldn't feel well either.
"You little kid, Ni. Mom is a lonely traveler, and you must be too, otherwise how could you have so much money in your bag! Let me beat you to death."
She was completely crazy and wanted to rush over and hit me again.
I didn't give in at all. I was really angry. She has hit me countless times over the years. I had to endure it before.
Now I am not the silly girl I used to be! I have grown up and am taller than you. Do you still think that you are an elder and you are really allowed to hit me casually? ridiculous!
"enough!"
My dad yelled all over. I have to say that for a guy like him, who is 1.8 meters tall and very blessed, and could kill a dog with just a swing of his arms, his voice was really scary.
Even Aunt Zhao on the opposite side was so frightened that she stopped there.
Why did she stop there? She probably also saw that I was going to go crazy and fight her to the death, which might not lead to a good outcome.
She just took this opportunity to take the next step.
I thought of this southerner with heavy makeup. He had never used such mighty physical strength to protect me before, but instead beat me to death!
"If you are really rich, give half of it to your family!" He looked at me and said something I couldn't even imagine.
"Zhen Jueqing." I felt like my heart was about to die.
He is still the same as before, showing no affection towards me at all.
No matter how broken my heart is and how tired I am physically and mentally, I am still only a 19-year-old sophomore girl.
"If you don't let me live, you won't have to worry about me if I die outside."
I was talking sadly with almost tears in my eyes. I was already thinking about how the two of them would come to help collect my body after I die. That would cost money.
Sure enough, my understanding of him has been engraved in my bones after so many years of painful memories.
This 'father' said coldly: "It will cost a lot of money to hire a funeral car when you die.
It also costs money to burn your body. "
I can't believe how a person can be so cruel. I'm your biological daughter!
I felt so much pain in my heart that I really wanted to explode on the spot right now. It would be best if I could blow this entire home into ashes.
Aunt Zhao might have seen how desperate I looked, and might do something to threaten 'their whole family'. Maybe, I think she was trying to push me too hard, and might not give me the money, thinking I was in vain that their family spent less than 30,000 yuan on me from elementary school to college.
"Don't really force her to death, the money hasn't been given yet!"
She didn't speak loudly, and she obviously wanted me to hear it on purpose, wanting to piss me off to death!
Just this sentence, I actually think it is the most 'kind' sentence she has said since I came home. After all, she said it softly, without any obvious yelling.
Her sideways glance, her insult and disrespect towards me,
I immediately looked at her coldly and laughed at her while looking at her.
Aunt Zhao didn't know if she was fooled by me, but she didn't get carried away and tortured me again like before. Anyway, how could they make me live a bad life, miserable, and without dignity? How could they come here?
At this moment, I actually feel that time is gentle,
hehe!
Really are!
I thought of something a former classmate said to me: "From the first to the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, and then the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, several of my uncles' families take turns treating guests to dinner. Basically, whatever is delicious is eel, fish, and turtle. Anyway, I will burn whatever is delicious. On the last day of the New Year, I just want to peel some fruit and drink some porridge. Everything else is boring."
I am in this situation now. I have been endlessly humiliated, scolded and tortured. They suddenly became quiet, and I actually felt that the time was beautiful.
However, I never expected that the old father would suddenly rush up and slap me in the face after listening to the aunt say a few words.
"Pa!"
The sound is very loud,
But I couldn't hear it.