I have a dream,
I hope to be under a sunny sky,
On a cloudy street with an approaching rainstorm,
I can be like the most ordinary people, I don’t need to look at the sky,
Because of those floating, swaying black dots and various oval flocs, I was in such a bad mood.
It makes me unwilling to be in such a prosperous city,
Obviously there is so much excitement and excitement,
There are also various exhibitions and river rowing races under white light.
All of this is something I have seen with my once pure and flawless vision,
She is the girl who is most fanciful to me,
I once thought that as long as I got through the complicated and complicated work, I could spend my free weekends like this with her, going to another city I had never been to.
Or maybe it’s the mall in a remote corner of the huge city in front of you,
On my weekends, I can just get in a car and spend a month before the Chinese New Year,
Let's go together to experience the flavor of the New Year in that sparsely populated town.
Or in the late summer and early autumn, in the fields covered with pink and white grass,
Quietly feeling the cool autumn breeze blowing by my ears and the sea of reed flowers nearby,
Take a lot of photos of the young and beautiful Xiaojing standing among the flowers.
It records this situation, and at some point in the future, whenever I see a photo, I will be shocked: It turns out you were so beautiful back then.
Fortunately, it was me who was standing next to me!
The sea of reed flowers that is taller than us,
In the distance beyond her sight, there were sea geese and many unknown birds flying up and down in the low sky and in the green sea.
On a common morning in late autumn, I took a woman with me who had just walked in,
Walked down the high-speed train with her where there were not many people around,
Heading towards the lake I hope to see,
She said to me at that time: "There is no restaurant you mentioned here. If I keep going like this, I will definitely starve to death."
I looked at Jing'er's young and beautiful face,
If she hadn't been attracted by my excellence in the library and took the initiative to come to me, we would never have had the opportunity to continue to contact each other.
I remember every moment she and I were together. What she said on October 9th a year ago: "We didn't have anyone to follow us, so we just naturally got together."
She told me what she had said when she had dinner with Sanben's classmates that night.
Indeed, when two people like each other, from the moment they are together, it is difficult to have the power to separate them.
I often complain that I am very unhappy now that I have just started working.
On a sunny day, the sweet-scented osmanthus trees on both sides of the road are fragrant,
I had just finished running more than two hundred meters in the deep woods on the side of the road, and the cold wind blew against my body.
In the corner of my vision, there are blue skies and white clouds,
I have my own ambitions. I want to do the most high-end work and make a lot of money.
Money is just one aspect for me. I want to have some identity and status when I graduate.
She was on the other end of the phone, and I endlessly expressed my extreme dissatisfaction with the current situation.
She said to me: "No matter how bad your life is, you still have a healthy body."
I didn't think so much at the time, and I couldn't imagine that one day in the future, my body would suddenly suffer irreversible damage to another eye that is most important to me after getting sick. .
I have always had this picture in my mind: the warm sunshine hanging in the sky, Jing'er and I, walking in front of her on the long cement road along the East China Sea,
To my right is the first barrier between this land and the sea,
When I looked towards the sea, in the vast sky, the roar of airplanes could be heard far away above the sea.
It did not appear directly at the end of the sea, but appeared in the sky, where it formed a quarter of the semicircular dome with the sea surface, and its sound and shape appeared.
So, later on, we walked on this long concrete road that was brightly sunlit for a long time.
Many times we will look at the sky that is so hot that it reaches our bodies,
Then a few very light clouds declare that she is not blue and leaves nothing else.
Behind me is my girl,
When I turned back to look at her, a tall woman who was only eight centimeters shorter than me was squinting her eyes, her face was sunburned and looked harsh.
The woman complained to me: "You also said that there is farm food here, look around, I am either exhausted from being led by you, or I am going to starve to death."
I took out the small piece of egg pancake left in my arms that I had eaten in the morning.
It's far from the hot weather in the morning.
At this moment we share together,
It can already support us walking in this world full of light.
Now I just think about that scene,
The extremely terrifying flocs and black dots were shaking so wantonly in the clear sky,
It could have been a place that I yearned for so much,
But I have already discovered: I can no longer face such a scene,
When I was still young, I had already so easily lost this clear world that I would live in for the rest of my life.
