I think wearing a mask is really boring.
When I think of today:
'After a busy day at work, I hurriedly took the subway for more than an hour to get to school as soon as I got off work.
I tried every means to reward myself by ordering my favorite dishes in the school's three brand-new cafeterias.
Then climb to the fifth floor of the teaching building,
From 6:30 pm to about 9 pm,
Then catch the subway home for more than half an hour. '
This is my life yesterday.
If I wasn't so tired after get off work tonight, I wouldn't skip class, and I'll repeat it again,
The content during the day is very similar, except that the content of the evening class has been changed.
I feel very tired, both physically and mentally!
At this moment, the sky was gloomy, and people on the road seemed to have picked out the subway train a few minutes ago.
There are many people coming from that direction around me,
At the last corner of the subway, I saw that familiar person.
I prefer to call it a beautiful shadow!
I don't know if she noticed me,
Anyway, the first time I saw her, I had already focused a lot of my attention in her direction.
Through the gap between several people on the two floors in front,
I moved myself to the far right position near the shared bicycle.
When the people in front moved to the left because of the girl on the opposite side,
Suddenly, the person I wanted to see every morning and I met at this corner.
I'm looking at her,
She is looking at me too,
I can feel that we are looking at each other deliberately,
Today is different from any other time,
On her left is a companion,
Another girl may also be seen many mornings,
I won't pay attention to anyone but her,
When I also felt this other girl looking at me from the corner of my eye,
I saw that she was speaking with her mouth covered in the mask.
They are familiar.
Maybe it’s really because of so many years,
always alone,
When such a woman suddenly breaks into my world,
I meet you almost every working day morning,
In my almost boring life,
I already regard her as something I don’t think about the most when I go to work every morning, but I also look forward to it.
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A memory has been with me since I saw the 'village woman' in front of me.
Repeatedly circulated in my mind,
After experiencing so many dreams where reality and illusion intertwined,
I know very well that all this has the meaning of their existence,
This village woman is so similar in appearance to the one who appeared in my mind.
Even if I become darker and older,
Unless you're in a TV show, with your hair tied up, you can't tell whether it's a boy or a girl.
There is a picture in my mind: a girl wearing white shoes and dark brown corduroy pants is walking past me on the right side.
The way she walked was gentle and graceful,
Just walking there, she has a beautiful temperament that is different from many other girls.
Her elegant coat, paired with her different clothes every day, will show off the beauty of a woman so well.
"Why are you following me? Are you hungry?"
A female voice sounded in my ears, and immediately after, the picture in my mind was like a mirror being shattered.
When I raised my head, I felt nothing but weakness and fatigue,
On the forest path going up the mountain in front of me, a dark-skinned woman was looking down at me.
I didn't see the smile and gentleness on her face that an adult usually has when looking at a child.
I felt the tension and confusion in her eyes.
I nodded to her.
I'm really hungry. I haven't eaten in I don't know how many days.
Just now in the forest, I smelled the smell of rice from the direction of the village.
At this moment, I can even imagine: if I have a mouthful of white rice, I will be able to fully chew out the sweetness of the starch.
The plump millet grains magnified infinitely in my eyes.
Birds chirp in the forest,
The morning sun lit up the dew in the middle of a cluster of small flowers next to me.
This village woman with her hair tied up in a cloth was taking out a cloth bag from her pocket.
He took out a piece of white cloth that was neatly wrapped with some moisture, and opened a few layers from the inside out to reveal the warm white steamed buns.
Jiahui was still a little reluctant when she saw the child swallowing saliva.
This is her ration on the road!
The little boy stared at the steamed buns eagerly, almost coming to grab them.
She was so determined that she turned back and walked forward.
"I, Chen Jiahui, am a college student from a prestigious school. I was kidnapped just to teach you children."
She whispered it out because she couldn't control her feelings.
At the same time, she secretly swore that she would never be soft-hearted.
When she thought of the beatings she had suffered over the years, she really didn't want to care about anything.
She quickened her pace and walked up the mountain,
With such a fast speed, even she felt a little tired.
When she looked back,
The little boy was far away from me, but he was still following,
She just wanted to run,
She ran for more than ten meters,
I already feel like I'm leaking a lot of urine.
There is no postpartum care in this backward and poor place.
On another hilly road that turned around, an old man about fifty years old was riding a tricycle in this direction.
There was also a young man of eighteen or nineteen years old and a little boy of about ten years old pushing a cart in the back.
The car was packed,
No need to think about it, it’s just vegetables grown at home, chickens raised, etc.
She had no impression of these people, but she had met them once or twice. They were from Murakami next door.
Not to mention how nervous she was at the moment: "You probably didn't see me running." '
She immediately calmed down her mood at the moment and looked at the tricycle approaching with a calm gaze.
All three people glanced at her,
The eighteen or nineteen-year-old young man felt a little embarrassed when he passed by him.
In the past few years here, she has seen it on the faces of several teenagers or young people, and even some middle-aged people in their forties,
'What's the use of being embarrassed?
Will I look at you one more time? !
hehe! '
However, when she thinks about the disgusting and ugly man at home, she has nothing to be proud of.
'However, maybe I will leave this ghost place soon and never come back. I will find another one! '
When the car and the three people were a little further away,
She immediately breathed a sigh of relief,
'Another pass! '
Although this level only appears by chance,
You don’t have to show up.
But she knew very well,
As long as you don't handle it well,
So many painful lessons in the past are no joke.
She was still thinking about this when she suddenly felt her clothes being pulled.
This moment scared her.
When she turned her head to look to the right, her movements were extremely stiff!
Everyone can see it.
But when she saw clearly who he was, she finally relaxed a lot.
"You scared me to death. Why did you come here? Auntie's buns are for the road. If I give them to you, Auntie will starve to death."
Perhaps it was because the excitement brought to her by the aftermath of the disaster was so great that she was particularly light, bold and bold when she said this.
It's rare to find someone she's not afraid of at all.
Her voice was much louder when she spoke.
"Auntie, I'm hungry."
Shen Jie said this sentence almost subconsciously,
In his opinion, there is nothing he looks forward to more than taking a bite of hot steamed buns.
He almost achieves this goal by driving his survival instinct.
How could Jiahui not feel it?
At first she thought he was just sallow and thin.
Now just looking at it, I have a thought in my mind: 'If he doesn't eat, he will starve to death. '
She thought of her daughter: 'If I don't feed him, will God also make my woman hungry?'
She now believes in karma!
"Release your hands and I'll peel some off for you."
She immediately beat the little boy's dirt away from his body,
He turned around and tore a small piece of steamed bun out of the cloth bag and handed it to him.
The little boy took it and immediately started to devour it.
Only about one-third of the whole steamed bun was eaten by Shen Jie, and the sweetness was tasted.
It’s really delicious!
Shen Jie finished eating this small piece, how could it end like this?
He looked at the woman who had walked more than ten meters away.
Followed again.
The woman heard the sound of branches being stepped on behind her and said without looking back:
"You want something to eat, and I've already given it to you. Why are you still following me?"
She didn't get a response.
