Every morning around 7:37,
I remember this time clearly,
When I was catching the 7:42 subway and rushed to the subway station,
Then turn a 90-degree bend on the right and you will be adjacent to the subway platform.
In front of a slightly wider sidewalk at the bend, there were seven or eight white-collar workers waiting to go to work.
"Isn't she going to work today?"
I started to feel disappointed. I turned to the right and was about to enter the subway station, but I still didn't see her.
I suddenly thought of a possibility: 'Did she resign?' '
I chose this guess not because I thought of it out of thin air, but in the past nine months or so, many familiar faces in my office and even our unit have suddenly resigned.
Then after a month or so,
Many familiar figures and familiar voices around me just disappeared.
What it brought me was the accumulation of a large number of work tasks.
When I was working during the day, I could still plan a way out for my other future.
By this time, I had no extra memory of anything other than my work,
It’s so easy to throw yourself into your current job,
A job I don't like!
On the first day I came to work here a few years ago, I had a strong intention to leave here.
But forced by life,
Or more of a threat to livelihoods.
It's a clear sky again, with blue clouds, and along the tree-lined path, the warm late autumn and slightly cold wind blows all over the body,
There is an indescribable comfortable feeling,
I have always loved autumn.
I just walked out of the community gate and walked to the slightly narrower tree-lined path outside.
Scattered ahead, there are already many oncoming office workers.
A nineteen-year-old girl who was about 1.6 meters tall was carrying a small cloth bag with her hair disheveled. She quickened her pace and walked towards this side. I saw her anxious face because the ninety-year-old girl had left. The steep curve and the distance of more than 100 meters are already a bit red.
As early as the moment I stepped out of the gate of the community, I was already looking forward to seeing that girl.
A boy who is about to have his third birthday,
Let me call myself a boy,
Because I am an engineering boy, the most important thing in my class from high school to college is brothers.
A boy with the best grades in his class lowered his grade after his graduation exam for the goddess he liked and went to the same university as her.
And I always thought that girl was very thin and not tall.
Even though there are not many girls in the class, I still think she is average-looking.
"I see you!"
I almost said it to myself,
the voice very low,
At this moment, walking in front of me was a girl carrying a small canvas bag and wearing rose hair. She was very young and wore a mask, but I could see her skin in front of her eyes and above. It can be seen that she is much younger than me,
She looks very much like a girl from the same grade I met when I was in school.
The family is well-off,
Her scholarly family background gave her a soft, delicate and graceful character.
Of course that's my classmate,
I don't know anything about this girl wearing glasses and walking towards her.
Anyway, since the first time I met her, I have been attracted by her water-like eyes.
I instinctively felt that she should be a girl like my classmate.
She was wearing a pair of navy blue jeans, which looked quite loose compared to her slim figure.
An off-white velvet sweater, mine still looked like hers when I walked past her completely!
…
When Shen Jie woke up, his ears were ringing very hard.
Especially the left ear, when the left thumb and index finger gently rubbed the ear a few times, only some subtle sounds could be heard.
He opened his eyes, and his vision in front was extremely blurry.
This feeling also occurred when I woke up from a deep dream with wonderful stories and deep feelings.
In other words, in the dream he had just a moment ago, he was already the engineering boy.
An old man who is thirty years old and has never been in love.
'buzz buzz buzz'
It was always in his mind, making him feel particularly bad.
After walking in the jungle for a while, he felt that his body was obviously lighter.
He still clearly remembered that the last time he fell asleep, his body was so heavy that his soul could not carry it, and he was so tired that he passed out.
I walked in the forest, heading down the mountain,
The field of vision in front of me is getting wider and wider,
I walked out of the woods,
A piece of simple and unpretentious countryside stretches before my eyes,
Why use this adjective? Compared to my hometown village,
Almost all the houses here are thatched houses.
Slightly better is the wooden house.
A large area is scattered in the middle of the canyon, forming several zigzag-shaped groups of houses on the slightly wider flat land.
I have to say that from this angle and looking at the large area, it can be described as 'beautiful'.
Although Shen Jie doesn't know what kind of world is outside the mountains,
But because of its closure, this area maintains the most natural and simple rural scene like an ancient village.
Just don’t know the people here?
It is early morning now, and the crowing of cocks echoes in such a mountain valley, accompanied by rising smoke.
I can already smell the fragrance of grains mixed with vegetables in this fresh and spotless air.
This made me, who was already full and hungry, impatient to wait.
And I simply couldn’t restrain my original desire for food.
…
This has been Jiahui's three years here. She is now twenty-two years old.
Two years ago, I gave birth to a daughter for the Liu family. At this time, the house was full of chaos.
Which man's family doesn't want to have a son to inherit the family business?
After Jiahui gave birth to this well-behaved and sensible granddaughter for the old Liu family,
Jiahui never came to Huaihe again,
Maybe really bad people will be punished by God.
She has become a member of the village, feeding pigs, plowing fields, and raising chickens. She is even better at these farm tasks than her "mother-in-law".
She spoke standard Lingnan dialect,
Go to bed without washing your face at night,
Don't wear Wenhuan,
Wearing a bellyband that smells sour,
The cheeks are tanned,
Her body is also much stronger than that of ordinary girls.
However, she still has the appearance of the beautiful girl three years ago, with a hint of simplicity of a hard-working woman in her soft roses.
No one is worried that she will run away anymore. She has completely adapted to the life here, not to mention that there is still a child tied to her.
Finally, after so many years, Jiahui was able to move freely.
Men's health was not good to begin with, but now it is getting worse and worse.
The children at home needed to be taken care of, but he hardly helped at all. Every meal had to be served by Jiahui in front of him.
'Mother-in-law' is older,
Jiahui discovered that all of a sudden, the only two adults in the family were destroyed out of thin air!
Traveling long distances to haul coal, and going to the city to sell chickens, if she can't do this kind of work, who else is capable?
It can be said that the family is basically supported by her alone.
What an irony!
Sometimes she thought that she was just bought by others and abducted!
How come you become the backbone of the family just by sitting around!
I go out more often,
Jiahui then remembered the escape route,
We were going to the village market again, and on this day, my mother-in-law asked her to catch two chickens to sell.
She said I should take Xiaozhi'er with me.
Let her go out and watch the excitement,
Zhi'er is her daughter,
In the past, her 'mother-in-law' would not allow her to take her children far away, and this day her 'mother-in-law' did not let her go either.
Just like that, in the early morning of this day, I made breakfast for the family.
Jiahui once again took with her the more than 600 yuan she had secretly saved in the past two years.
Carrying a sack containing two chickens and a few handfuls of blueberries,
Holding hot sorghum buns in my arms,
Set foot on the muddy road to the village market.
