I never thought I would be so profoundly affected by a relationship.
At this moment, when I look at Lei Lei outside, what I think of is basically that 'Wei Jing'. Every moment I spent with her in the past,
It's really like God is joking,
Of course, it was through so much hard work that I was able to come into contact with such a profound skill as the 'Obstacle Yi Gong', so I had a second chance to go back to when I was six or seven years old. The key now is that this return is short-lived. Or whether he would go back after a while, he couldn't be sure yet.
To be honest, the current situation is something I really don’t want to happen in this world, so it has a negative effect on me.
But for me, who had saved my previous life, it was an opportunity!
Such a young age!
What is the main purpose of my coming here?
I often find that I seem to be teased by fate. In some worlds, I can improve my magic power, but in more planes, it is more like letting me taste the torture of fate.
Since I started practicing, many exercises have mentioned the problem of inner demons, such as the block and drag exercise. I don’t know how many times I tried to replace my original self, but I was pushed away time and time again.
I don't know how many times I have a very strong feeling of sleepiness. As long as I relax, I may fall asleep forever and die completely.
But it was fate that struck me. With the help of the system, it was not difficult for me to cultivate to an otherworldly state. I did it all over again.
Once again, my state of mind has been greatly improved after so many hardships.
But fate or the ego still feels that if we advance to a higher level like this, we will probably fail to overcome the tribulation.
Just like this, my life encountered another setback. I became a little boy, with all my consciousness, but everything I cultivated in the past seemed to be automatically restricted to a certain place.
In other words, I suddenly thought of a possibility. I felt like my heart was beating incredibly hard. Could it be that I was going through a tribulation at the moment, and what I was going through was a heart tribulation.
However, I can't be sure!
I'm missing 'Wei Jing' again right now,
Thinking about it, it’s a bit unbelievable to me. It’s a voice coming from the soul!
Therefore, I had to focus on this direction, otherwise once I deviated from my original intention, my six or seven-year-old self would not be able to bear the hardship caused to my soul.
I bear all the memories that 'I' of this age will have with 'Wei Jing' now and in the future:
My family's Shenzhuang group is nearly ten miles away from the market town. At this age, the farthest distance I have ever traveled is probably Guantang Town, which is twenty miles away from the market town.
I have never been outside again.
In my current impression, those who go to the streets are only at Xiaozui Street, which is five miles away. Even the market town is a very far away place. People in the entire village rarely went to the town before.
Not to mention the county seat dozens of miles away.
The family is very poor!
When I look at this house now, what is there? A dilapidated thatched house.
On the left side of the wooden bed is the cooking pot, which has a special atmosphere of the countryside more than ten years ago.
There are two large iron pots set on the pot platform. Behind the pot platform is a large chimney, which leads directly to the top of the roof. There is a big upside-down word "福" on it.
At this moment, I am very interested in this corner of the 'fu' that has not been stained and has been pulled off. There is a lot of dust on it, and it is very white. It looks like it has been there for many years, and there are only some scattered places stuck on it. If it's on the wall, it should be easy to tear off.
Just as I was looking at this old house with a very rural atmosphere, and it really had a sense of age inside, a very tall small grid-shaped vent on the right side lit up with a flash of white light.
I was fucked so hard that I couldn't even block it in my ears, and there was a loud bang.
"How scary!"
No wonder I was so afraid of lightning later on. It must be the psychological shadow left by my childhood.
I feel that God is not that simple.
For a while, the memory of my previous life made me think in the direction of 'Wei Jing'.
What a profound emotion it is to be so strong!
Because I learned the 'Forgetting Skills', many of my previous experiences are no longer so profound. I have been to many worlds before and encountered some emotions, but they are simply not comparable to the memories of my previous life.
He only has one real relationship, which is with 'Wei Jing', and this girl is really nice.
I remember 'Wei Jing' once said to 'me': "Don't blame me too much. Just because I have experienced several relationships, I cherish you very much. I understand that it is not easy for two people to be together."
Indeed, later on when I got together with her, she was always very kind to me. She looked at the cooking app and thought of ways to cook the most delicious dishes for me.
I like traveling, and she always accompanies me everywhere.
She likes to smile at me, often looking at the bustling streets and remote dense mountains outside,
Every experience is worthy of me using photos and diaries to remember it completely.
Whenever I recall it, I feel that meeting her was the happiest time in my life.
Later, she was often annoyed by me, and many times it was really small things. I just deliberately made things difficult for her.
I feel like a girl, she comes to coax me, I am only responsible for working hard to improve my knowledge and skills.
When I recalled this, I felt like I couldn't control my consciousness, so I desperately thought about every moment I spent with her!
So I want to see 'Wei Jing' soon, what should I do? ?
However, at this moment, I remembered what she once said to me when I was very angry: "And I am in a normal relationship. I met you later, so it is not a return."
Every time I hear these words and see her angry, I feel an unspeakable hatred in my heart!
