He felt like he had fallen into an abyss. He had felt like this a long time ago.
It's so deep and heavy in his mind,
This is clearly a section of subway that runs underground.
He looked around, looking from the first section to the other end, and saw not a single figure, which further confirmed his idea.
'I came to the wrong place, why did I come to this place? '
Shen Jie remembered that he had jumped into this place with Ruolin and her family just a moment ago, but why did they enter an underground space several meters long and wide?
And as soon as I stepped into the underground track, I came to this familiar yet terrifying underground space.
The air here still has the same smell, maybe because he has been to this place before, but he can stay where he is calmly now.
So he felt calmer. It was impossible for him to sit in this place so comfortably.
The air is filled with the smell of violence,
It's thicker outside,
He felt lucky that he had personally experienced everything that happened here. Instead of making feeble attempts, he would rather sit in this place and think about some illusory techniques.
From the perspective of scenery, many people on this road like to stand at the front of the car and look at the place where the lights are flashing in front, and the front of the track appears quickly in front.
"I didn't come here to watch." She was sitting at the back of the bus on Line 15,
9:13 pm,
What a familiar time,
Every time she sees these three words, she thinks of her own miserable life.
'Others are three, leaving means that my future and destiny are completely no longer my own. '
I am a master's student in this city who just graduated,
I live a life from 9 to 8:30 every day. I hope so much that all this never happened.
I never thought I would have such an experience before. Just because my supervisor had a bad relationship with the doctoral supervisor, he ruthlessly kicked me out of my academic career.
As a female student, studying for a Ph.D. is not necessarily the best arrangement in life.
But no one knows what I went through as a child,
At that time, this country was so poor and impoverished. My life was so bad that I moved to several places within a few years.
A homeless person, living with parents who can't make any money, is humiliated and no one thinks highly of me.
She clearly remembered that dark night, the beetle on the beam fell from the beam and fell on her face.
When she touched it with her hand, the thing moved very fast in her hand.
It scared her so much that she was so young at the time. As soon as her father turned on the light,
There were many big black bugs crawling around on the cement floor throughout the house before they had time to hide.
You never had a good time following them.
She could only rely on herself, so Ji Yu, a hard-working and progressive person, worked hard from junior high school to a master's degree.
Then before she started studying for a Ph.D., she met someone from a foreign school who was much worse than her, and he successfully squeezed her out of the Ph.D. circle.
If it is based on this social level: it is also squeezed out of the elite circle.
Even when she didn't know what fast promotion and performance meant, she hastily entered such a private company.
Internet company,
But the salary is not high,
Same thing, I have to work overtime.
But why is the monthly salary only over 7,000 a month?
She also had to keep typing on the keyboard from the moment she sat on the stool all day long.
In less than half a year, the mouse hand that she had never thought about before came to her unceremoniously.
When I see things with my eyes, there are flying, mosquitoes, and floating around.
She felt like she couldn't learn anything, had to do repetitive work, and had to wait another six months to get a salary increase of more than 10,000 a month.
She didn't want to work for a day, let alone stay in this company for one more day. No day was happy.
From the moment she stepped out of the door in the morning, her heart had already closed in on itself.
In this huge city, with this salary and such hardworking people,
The emotional accumulation in the past few months has caused her body to show signs of collapse.
She was very aware that she was getting tired more easily than before.
No one will come to help you,
She saw yesterday that her senior sister who works in a public institution got married.
'How could she get married? '
A senior sister who didn't even have a boyfriend in Ji Yu's eyes suddenly had something like this happen to her.
Ji Yu felt that the woman had escaped from the same predicament as himself.
'Ah! It's my wishful thinking. '
"It's so good to find a job, but why do I believe that the company's salary will be high?" Whatever I do, it’s not in my professional field. '
In order to meet the basic needs of survival, she had to endure.
Thinking of all this on so many nights, she felt so painful in her heart. When she was forced to have no choice but to do so, the only thing she could do in the future was to commit suicide.
I have thought about it so many times and tried it many times. Every time I take a knife and lightly scratch it on my wrist, a white mark is already very painful.
If I had been as determined as I was when I left home in the morning, I might have succeeded long ago.
She has always been so convinced that only suicide can end everything now.
