He wanted to extinguish the physical and mental loneliness and pain to the greatest extent possible,
He is currently sitting at a square table in the center of Kaiyuan Pavilion, with a stage directly in front of him.
He served pot after pot of vegetables, delicacies, and strong wine.
The lively environment on the stage seemed to have little to do with him.
Later, when his consciousness became numb, he felt that everything in this world was an outsider to him.
In the afternoon of that day, the hospital held a grand year-end celebration in the eastern suburbs of Hu City.
Shen Jie has never been to such a remote place. He doesn't know how he got here. Anyway, he just remembers that the journey took a long time.
The celebration was huge, at least the venue on the east coast, which was the size of two basketball courts, was completely booked.
More than half of the more than 4,000 people in the entire hospital have come to do research in the hospital for so many years, and have collaborated with many people here.
It was like there was a big red sticker on the wall next to the exit, with more than a dozen names written densely on it, "Sun Jing, Zhou Qiongfang, Zheng Ying, Gu Yan,"
These names were very familiar to him. They were the new batch of people who were going to be the leaders of the Suzhou branch.
He is still a young researcher,
It's like there are so many people here watching this big red post with him, and he has become an ordinary member of this big hospital.
There are many gifts on a long table outside the door. In a transparent bag half the size of a person, there is a soft little doll.
This 30-year-old woman named Zheng Cui said loudly to her colleagues at the hospital who were passing by: "Come here, just tell us what contribution you have made to the hospital this year and you can get a big package of gifts. Come and take a look!" "
"Does it count if I go to the west to aid the border this year?" It's Zhou Qiongfang. I didn't expect to see her here.
"Forget it, let me give you a bag." Zheng Cui took out a large bag of warm-colored plush toys from the table behind and handed it to her.
"Thank you" Zhou Qiongfang was surprised.
"I have treated five children with the rare disease PWS this year," said the deputy director, who is in his thirties.
"It turns out to be Doctor Luo. Come on, which one do you want? I'll get it for you." Zheng Cui said with a smile.
"That one is Pikachu. My son likes these things the most." He pointed.
Shen Jie saw a transparent bag with two arms and thick bright yellow plush exposed, and he suddenly wanted it. If he gave it to his little sister, she should Like it very much!
The place was bustling and crowded with a lot of people, and he felt that he was a low-key person, so he didn't try too hard to compete and didn't want to attract people's attention.
When we got outside, it was past eleven o'clock at night, there was no light in the sky, and the air here, which is close to the sea, was cold and biting.
A large number of colleagues who were about to leave gathered at the door. Some of them knew each other and drove away together.
He suddenly discovered a very serious reality: he had no means of transportation to leave.
He still couldn't remember how he came to this place,
Only people he knows, no one familiar with him,
He suddenly felt like he was on the crowded street, surrounded by unfamiliar faces.
In such a cold wind, he thought about how to wrap himself up tightly so that the numbness from the cold could subside.
Obviously it's not that simple,
He really wanted to go home and lie down in a warm quilt,
It was hard for him to imagine how far it would be to walk from here to the other side of the Pu River.
It was an extremely long distance, and the only thing in front of him was this long row of bicycles.
Even though this was an outlying suburb, in his mind this road should turn inland. On both sides of the long road were villas that had been built for many years.
When he saw that three of his colleagues were already riding on the smooth road ahead of him and were about to enter the alley with deep street trees, he did not hesitate any longer. , immediately followed him on a bicycle,
The dim yellow light shines on the asphalt road below. The villas on both sides may have experienced too many years of wind and rain. They are very similar to the village in Fei'er's hometown. They all have three floors like this. houses, there are no lights shining from those houses at this time,
It's like there is no one living there naturally,
When the voices of the people in the big field behind me couldn’t be heard clearly,
The loneliness in my heart came to me again out of control,
There was no one to accompany him. In front of the bend where shrubs and trees were stacked up, the figures of the three people suddenly disappeared from his field of vision.
The horrifying roars all around him seemed to get louder in his ears in an instant.
He hurriedly pedaled the bicycle, and the cold wind rushed into his neck.
And there were so many people facing him that he almost couldn't breathe.
He didn't even feel much. The extremely cold air penetrated his body, and he found that the three people had fallen more than thirty meters behind him.
He saw the three of them looking at him who was whispering with obvious ill-intentions. There was a man who had met him several times and looked at him with sharp eyes. .The profitable ones seem to want to kill themselves in this place,
And the distance between me and myself is getting closer and closer,
He followed the direction of his memory and turned the car sharply towards the path in the middle of the villa complex.
It was hard not to see their shadows,
He opened the navigation and wanted to locate Huale Jiayuan in Hui District on the other side of Pujiang River.
But as soon as I input the pinyin of these words, the grid starts to disappear.