There is nothing more painful and torturous than thinking about such illusory things.
Shen Jie is in this state now,
He has always had a strong sense of crisis in his heart, which comes from the world where Zhuo'er lives.
He has this awareness that if he does not seize the time now to improve his strength, he may not be able to cope with the huge crisis from the future.
He might die,
This feeling was so unprovoked and ethereal that he simply couldn't understand it.
Xiaobi's loss of contact with herself may have a lot to do with this.
Just like now, when you turn to the side wall of the first house on the east end, the 40 to 50 meter long and wide field is full of snow, with weeds exposed from the snow. The withered and yellow leaves themselves emerged,
"Do you think there is a consciousness? It exists there. I can't catch it no matter how hard I try." Shen Jie suddenly said this to her.
"What are you talking about? I really don't understand your world at all."
Jiuyuan saw that he had a frown on his face, as if he was in quite a lot of pain.
"Whether you understand it or not, just help me analyze it. I'm really going to collapse from this."
Obviously the environment here can easily arouse people's desire to calm down and think, but he can't calm down no matter what, his brain is in a state of confusion.
Just like now, he subconsciously described the outline and appearance of the small village he saw in his mind, as well as the people here, one by one, as if they were really present in front of him.
He just felt that when he kneaded them into a ball and wanted to clearly figure out his next trajectory, his brain suddenly became confused.
With his 1.5 centimeters of spiritual consciousness that he can now put out, he considers things much more thoughtfully than ordinary people.
His mind is so confused now that he can hardly breathe.
Just like when I was sick before and my nose was blocked, it felt very uncomfortable. I was still feeling overwhelmed and a little tired of the world. I felt that life was meaningless and I wanted to commit suicide and escape from everything. .
She could clearly see his state at this time. Originally, she was not interested in this, so she just wanted to chat with him casually.
"Did you not sleep? Okay, do you want to go back and rest? When I was very tired before, I would feel better if I slept for a while," she said.
"No need." He shook his head, suddenly remembered something, and said to her: "Do you still feel like you were so cold that you were going to die this morning?"
"What are you talking about? It's so cold now. I haven't recovered yet." She said.
He knew that she might not understand what he meant, or that she might not have expressed it clearly.
But it doesn’t matter now. At the end of this east-facing field, forty meters away, are several rows of evergreen broad-leaved trees more than twenty meters high. It’s hard to see what else is on the other side of the trees. The cold wind kept shaking the leaves.
Now I can see that there is a very red morning sun shining on it. The top section of its branches is also very red.
Keep looking up,
"It's a sunny day today!" She said with some surprise, but the wind made her mouth dry, so it wasn't very comfortable anyway.
"It's pretty good." He looked at the sky farther away, where the sunlight illuminated the surrounding strips of altocumulus clouds, which turned from red to light layer by layer, while the clouds above his head were white before. White.
He saw a lot of stones laid out neatly under the corner of the side house, covered with snow.
He found a long piece, dusted off the snow, sat on it, and said to Jiuyuan who stood there looking at him:
"I'll stay here."
"Is he a bad person?" she said.
"Yes, I have to wait here for the sun to shine," he said.
She squinted her eyes slightly and glanced at the sun. As long as the wind blew a little bit on her hands, her face, neck, and face would be frozen. It would hurt. ,
"I can't stay any longer, it's too cold. I'm going back first," she said to him, hissing and exhaling softly.
"Yes." He nodded and leaned against the yellow soil mixed with stone wall behind him.
She walked back, only about ten meters to the corner, and looked at him several times.
"He looked really tired," and he raised his head slightly to look at the sun.
If other people were like this, she would probably say: "You idiot."
"Fool."
She simply ignored him.
