Li Muhan really didn't know how to respond to Xu Ning's words, and she didn't expect that the first thing she could say would be this.
After hesitating for a while,
"You don't have to say things like that!"
But to Xu Ning's ears, this meant that he was still blaming himself.
But how can we not be surprised?
I have never fulfilled my responsibilities as a mother. Now that this child can come here, it is already very good.
However, if I don’t talk about this now and seek forgiveness from this child, I’m afraid I won’t get another chance in the future!
Thinking of this, Xu Ning became more and more anxious,
"You deserve to blame me. I was the one who abandoned you back then!"
He tightened Li Muhan's hand and started talking, beginning to regret that he shouldn't have done that back then.
"I know that no amount of words can make up for my debt to you, but I really miss you and miss you all the time.
But the more I miss you, the less I dare to go back. What shame do I have to go back to see you? I am an irresponsible mother! "
Xu Ning's words were a bit choppy because she was able to speak at the beginning, but she couldn't wait to speak out immediately.
Because of his excitement, he coughed violently after finishing the last sentence.
"Cough cough cough~"
"Don't get excited!"
Li Muhan immediately stood up to comfort him.
Lu Ziyu on the side quickly handed over a glass of water.
At this moment, there were only three of them in the ward.
Today, Xu Zirong had a very important meeting that he had to attend, but Xu Qing was called to school by his teacher, saying that he had something important to explain, but he was not there.
However, with Li Muhan here now, they are naturally relieved, but they also made it clear that they will return immediately when the matter is over.
So only Li Muhan and Lu Ziyu stayed in the ward, and Lu Ziyu was also by his side just now.
Xu Ning also knew his identity from the previous introduction. In addition, all her thoughts were on Li Muhan, so she naturally had nothing to hold back from, so she just said what she wanted to say.
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After drinking two mouthfuls of water and calming down for a while, Xu Ning finally recovered and calmed down.
Li Muhan was afraid that she would get excited again, so he spoke quickly and took the lead in expressing what he meant.
"Listen to me first, okay?"
How could Xu Ning say it bad? She couldn't ask for her daughter to take the initiative to talk to her.
"Say it, say it!"
"First of all, you just woke up and your body hasn't fully recovered yet. You can't get excited. If you faint again, Uncle Xu and Xiao Qing will be very worried!"
"how about you?"
Xu Ning asked this hurriedly, and then looked at Li Muhan eagerly, waiting for her answer.
Li Muhan choked. To be honest, worrying was really not enough, but he really didn't want her to faint again, but he couldn't say this clearly, so he had to,
"nature!"
She must be very happy if she says this.
Sure enough, as soon as the words "naturally" came out, Xu Ning's eyebrows were filled with smiles at a speed visible to the naked eye, and she was even more excited.
My daughter said she was worried about her!
When Li Muhan saw it, he felt helpless in his heart, but he was also somewhat moved.
He opened his mouth and continued,
"Everything in the past has happened. I know you didn't want it at the time, but what happened happened, and there's no point in dwelling on the past. When I was a child, I did resent it, hate it, and didn't understand it."
When Xu Ning heard what Li Muhan said, her expression suddenly turned bad. She even wanted to express something eagerly, but was stopped by Li Muhan. She continued,
"But as I grew up and learned more, I gradually became relieved and understood the reasons why you did what you did in the first place and the situation you faced.
I no longer resent or blame anyone. Instead, I have learned to be grateful for my grandfather’s upbringing and the care my friends have shown me!
In short, I'm living a good life, so you don't have to worry about the past anymore.
Let her let go of the past. Your first priority now is to take good care of your body. This is the most important thing! "
After Li Muhan said these words, the ward fell silent. Xu Ning's face was full of disbelief. It felt like Li Muhan was coaxing her.
Seeing this, Li Muhan said with certainty,
"Everything I said is true!"
Then he stared at Xu Ning and stopped talking.
Xu Ning, who was on the hospital bed, also looked at Li Muhan with her eyes. She was thinking about the authenticity of these words.
And Li Muhan's appearance clearly showed that what she said was true.
Thinking that his daughter didn't even resent him, although this was the outcome he hoped for, it also showed that she obviously didn't care about him at all, and he felt even more uncomfortable. Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes across his thin and somewhat pale face.
Seeing the tears, Li Muhan was stunned. No, why was he crying again? Didn't he say that he no longer blamed her?
This should be what she has been looking forward to, why is she still crying?
Li Muhan felt helpless in his heart.
Originally, she didn't know how to communicate with Xu Ning or what to say. After all, she didn't have those true feelings.
But she can also do something for Xu Ning, as long as she is happy and recovers her body as soon as possible.
Li Muhan took the tissue and took the initiative to wipe Xu Ning's tears.
"Don't cry!"
Regarding this act of wiping tears, Xu Ning's heart was still very warm and touched.
She saw Li Muhan's panic and held back her tears to prevent herself from crying again.
"Okay, I won't cry!"
After a pause, he asked again with some anxiety,
"Then can you recognize me? Call me mom!"
His tone and eyes were full of expectation.
This question completely confused Li Muhan. This...
In the end she said it truthfully,
"I can't scream right now, but I will stay here to take care of you!"
Xu Ning's eyes showed disappointment visible to the naked eye.
Li Muhan said another sentence immediately, which ignited Xu Ning's hope again,
"Let's get along first and take our time!"
Immediately, he said as if explaining,
"After all, this title is too unfamiliar to me!"
This is rhetoric, but it is also true. If she is asked to directly call a stranger her mother, she really can't do it.
After hearing this, Xu Ning understood in her heart that this was the truth. She had not had maternal love for more than 20 years, and she had never seen herself.
Right now, Ken can't do it just by asking her to call herself mother.
However, Xiaohan also said that we should get along slowly, which is giving him a chance, and she should cherish it. He indeed felt very happy and satisfied, and nodded in agreement hurriedly.
"well!"
The two of them had reached a consensus. Not long after, Xu and his son came back one after another. They were quite surprised to see that the atmosphere between the two had obviously improved a lot.
Xu Qing quickly asked Lu Ziyu, who had been staying in the ward,
"Brother Ziyu, what's going on?"
Lu Ziyu saw that the father and son were looking at him closely, with a "tell me quickly" look, so he answered their questions and repeated the conversation between Li Muhan and Xu Ning just now to them.
Everyone felt very happy when they heard this ending. This is undoubtedly the best outcome.
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In the next two days, Li Muhan took full responsibility for taking care of Xu Ning.
Under her careful care and heart-to-heart communication, not only did the relationship between the two become much closer, but Xu Ning's health also recovered quickly.
This surprised everyone, but even more so, they were delighted.
The attending doctor also said that if all indicators are normal after another day of observation, you can go home and rest!
This is undoubtedly the best news. Not only the Xu family and his son were overjoyed, but even Li Muhan was very happy.
In the past two days, her relationship with Xu Ning had become much closer. Although she still couldn't call her "Mom", she felt a little more intimate!
The two of them chatted a lot, as if they were elders or close friends.
Xu Ning asked her about her past and told her what happened to her over the years, especially her relationship with Xu Zirong.
It can be seen that their relationship is really good. When Xu Ning talks about Xu Zirong, there is an uncontrollable smile and happiness on the corners of his eyes and lips.
After talking about his own affairs, Xu Ning asked Li Muhan,
"That husband of yours, is he good to you?"
At this moment, the two of them came downstairs, taking a walk, basking in the sun, and chatting.
When Li Muhan saw Xu Ning asking about this, he immediately returned,
"Chengyan treats me very well, very well, and gives me the most meticulous love and care!"
Speaking of Gu Chengyan, she didn't realize that the look on her face at this moment was exactly the same as that of Xu Ning just now, full of happiness.
Xu Ning saw Li Muhan's expression at this moment and knew that this was really good, otherwise he would not show such an expression.
She never expected that Xiaohan would get married so early. When she learned the news, she was shocked and puzzled.
Originally I wanted to go back and have a look and ask questions, but something happened to my body at that time, and it kept happening over and over again, so I never got back.
She only found out the reason after asking yesterday. When she learned that Li Yaoting was ill, she hurriedly asked about the situation, and Li Muhan quickly replied to her,
"Grandpa is fine and has fully recovered. Don't worry!"
Only then did she feel relieved and understand the old man's reasons.
Now that she knew that Gu Chengyan treated Li Muhan really well and that her daughter was very happy, she felt even more relieved.
Speaking of Gu Chengyan, Li Muhan thought of one thing.
"By the way, we will hold a wedding next month. You, Uncle Xu, and Xiao Qing must go in advance!"
I think she will be very happy to be able to attend her daughter's wedding!
What's more, at this moment, she also wanted them to go, and she already treated them as important people.
Besides, grandpa will definitely be very happy and relieved when he sees it!
I talked to my grandpa on the phone last night and talked about the situation here. I learned that her relationship with Xu Ning has become much closer. Grandpa said that he was very happy and felt happy for her.
As for this daughter-in-law, her attitude towards her is much better than that of her own son Li Zheng. Of course, there is also guilt in this.
Now that he sees the close relationship between the mother and daughter, his inner guilt has been reduced a lot.
Xu Ning was excited when she heard Li Muhan invited her to attend her party, and she immediately expressed excitement,
"Go, be sure to go there early!"
In her heart, she was thinking that when her daughter gets married, she must make good preparations for her, especially the dowry.
I heard from Xiaoqing that the other party's family background was very prominent. She could not let her daughter be inferior in front of them, and she had to prepare a beautiful and outstanding dowry list.
This can be regarded as a way to make up for the debt he has owed to his daughter over the years.
I have made up my mind to talk to Zirong later and discuss it carefully.
But Li Muhan was completely unaware of these thoughts in her mind.
After walking for a while, the two returned to the ward.
