By the time Gu Chengyan came back from outside, Li Muhan had already changed the medicine and re-bandaged the wound.
Li Muhan, who was deep in thought, naturally raised his head and looked over when he heard the noise, and saw Gu Chengyan walking in quickly with a large box of strawberries in one hand and a bouquet of flowers in the other.
"I bought the best strawberries you asked for!"
Gu Chengyan first handed the strawberries to Li Muhan, and then handed the flowers in his other hand to Li Muhan. He looked at her and said sincerely,
"Give it to you, hope you like it!"
Li Muhan raised his eyes and saw a large bouquet of red roses. The meaning... was a bit obvious!
But she didn't dare to reach out and pick it up. If she did, would it mean she had accepted Chengyan's love?
No, I can’t answer it!
She didn't dare to answer it either!
Li Muhan Express looked away, pretending not to see it, and just picked up the box of strawberries.
"Thank you for the strawberries!"
Seeing Li Muhan's obvious rejection reaction, Gu Chengyan's originally excited mood suddenly dropped by more than half!
Mu Han doesn’t want to accept it!
His eyes dimmed, but immediately filled with joy, he sent the flowers directly into Li Muhan's arms without giving her a chance to refuse.
Then he took the strawberry from Li Muhan's hand and said in a brisk tone,
"I'll wash your strawberries!"
Then he went to the small kitchen on the other side of the ward and started washing the strawberries he bought for Li Muhan!
In fact, this ward is equipped with a small kitchen, but it is relatively simple and is good for heating things.
Moreover, Gu Chengyan was also afraid that cooking here would affect Li Muhan's rest, so most of the three meals a day were cooked by Mrs. Lin at home and then brought over.
Li Muhan saw Gu Chengyan washing the strawberries very seriously after entering the small kitchen, and he also carefully removed the stems from each strawberry.
Seeing this scene, her heart was touched.
People who may have never even entered the kitchen on weekdays are washing strawberries for themselves so seriously at this moment.
But what he didn't know was that when he said he wanted to eat strawberries just now, he just wanted to get rid of him, mainly to prevent his anger from scaring the little nurse.
But thinking about Chengyan's cheerful acceptance and his very happy look just now, she felt even more uncomfortable.
They've all been ordered around, what's there to be happy about!
Really, are you stupid?
But Chengyan not only bought himself the best strawberries, but also bought himself such a large bouquet of roses!
He is trying to prove to himself how much he cares about his heart!
He is trying to treat himself well in his own way!
But I’m not worthy!
Not only that, but she was constantly rejecting him and hurting him!
He lowered his head and looked at the flowers that were forced into his arms. Every flower inside was blooming so delicately, so fresh and beautiful, just like Gu Chengyan's love, so dazzling and dazzling.
But her heart became more and more bitter!
At this moment, Li Muhan was really hesitant. Is it really okay for him to keep rejecting Gu Chengyan like this?
Is it a little too cruel for him?
In his life, he finally fell in love with someone, and this person was his legitimate wife!
It was supposed to be the beginning of a romantic and beautiful marriage.
But his 'wife' has been rejecting him and rejecting his love thousands of miles away.
This is mainly because the Li Muhan in front of me is no longer the 'Li Muhan' before!
At her core is Shen Yiqiu, who was deeply betrayed and wounded.
Her heart is dark and full of revenge.
The real Shen Yiqiu is a married woman who is over thirty years old, not the young and energetic college graduate who is as clean as a piece of paper.
How could such a self be worthy of such an outstanding and dazzling endorsement?
He is so beautiful, so gentle, he deserves better, like the previous 'Li Muhan', anyway, it shouldn't be the same Shen Yiqiu who he is at this moment!
Li Muhan reached out and carefully touched the flower in his hand. This beauty was very tempting, but he couldn't have it!
He quickly withdrew his hand and put it on the cabinet nearby without looking at it again!
She warned herself in her heart that things that were not hers could not be taken, let alone owned!
She has her own world to face!
And this world, full of infinite beauty and warmth, should be regarded as a kind of consolation for her misfortune!
It's a blessing to be able to feel it. She shouldn't expect too much!
After confirming his inner thoughts, Li Muhan's eyes became extremely firm, and at the same time, they were also full of coldness!
Since you can't respond, then don't give hope, don't have any hope at all
After Gu Chengyan came back from washing the strawberries, he saw the bouquet of flowers placed on the cabinet nearby, and Li Muhan had already laid down and closed his eyes.
"Mu Han? The strawberries are washed, get up and eat them!"
Li Muhan didn't move or open his eyes. He just said lightly,
"I don't want to eat now, I want to rest!"
Gu Chengyan was a little confused. Why did he say he wanted to rest when he had just woken up not long ago?
Moreover, I just said I wanted to eat strawberries, but why didn’t I eat them?
The most important thing is that there has been a clear change in tone and attitude, and he seems to have become more distant.
What's happening here?
It was fine just now, but why did it end up like this just in between washing the strawberries?
Gu Chengyan was full of confusion and glanced at the bouquet of flowers. Did Mu Han not like roses?
It’s possible, then I’ll buy other flowers and try them tomorrow!
The reason why he bought flowers was because he suddenly thought of what a love expert said before. He said that girls like flowers very much, and sending flowers can express their love and what they want to say more directly. Promote feelings.
So on the way back from buying strawberries, I saw a flower shop, so I went straight in, followed the boss's advice, and bought this bouquet of red roses, saying that this would be the most suitable gift for the person I like.
But it seems that Mu Han doesn’t like it very much!
Then I will try other flowers tomorrow!
Seeing that Li Muhan had no intention of getting up, Gu Chengyan thought, maybe he really wanted to rest!
Without thinking any more, he put the washed strawberries down where Li Muhan could reach them and said softly,
"I put the strawberries here. If you want to eat them, you can reach out and get them!"
Then he took the bouquet of flowers away and placed them on the small dining table nearby. They couldn't waste it, just use it as decoration!
He turned back and picked up the computer he placed next to the hospital bed, and then sat at the small dining table to continue the unfinished work, so as not to disturb Li Muhan!
But in fact, Li Muhan didn't want to rest at all, he just didn't know how to face Gu Chengyan!
Hearing the familiar sound of typing in his ears, Li Muhan slowly tightened his hand on his side, while silently reciting in his heart:
Sorry, Chengyan, sorry!
Please forgive me for my indifference. In fact, I can't bear it, but I have to do it!
I can't repay your love for me, but I hope to repay your kindness to me in other ways in the future!
I hope you don't blame me, but in fact you should blame me. People like me don't deserve you to be so nice to me!
A drop of clear tears slowly flowed out from the corner of the eye, slid across the cheek, then flowed into the hair and disappeared without a trace!
In the next few days, Li Muhan's attitude towards Gu Chengyan changed obviously. He was not particularly distant, but he was not particularly close either.
Although he can occasionally make a few jokes, he has a very good sense of proportion and does not cross the line or become charming at all.
Not to mention Gu Chengyan himself, even Mrs. Lin and Lu Ziyu, who had never been in love, noticed this change in attitude!
Lu Ziyu would come over every day these days to report on his work, and bring some documents that needed to be signed for Gu Chengyan to review.
Even though he didn't stay long every day, the atmosphere was really different, and he felt it right away!
Mrs. Lin will spend more time every day, and her feelings will be stronger.
Today, she even called Gu Chengyan outside and asked worriedly,
"Master, what happened between you and Mu Han?"
She wanted to ask, was it a quarrel?
But then I thought about it, how could this be possible?
How could the young master quarrel with Mu Han? The young master's attitude towards Mu Han can really be described as doting!
As for Mu Han, he is even more considerate, considerate, and unlikely to quarrel with the young master!
Of course, the most important thing is that these two people have nothing to quarrel about!
But she really couldn't understand. There was no quarrel or conflict, so why were the two of them so different when they were together?
To be specific, it seems that the attitude on Mu Han's side has changed more obviously, while on the young master's side it has been business as usual.
Gu Chengyan couldn't answer Sister Lin's question because he didn't even understand what went wrong or what he did wrong that caused Mu Han's attitude to change so much.
The current state of the two of them doesn't feel as natural as when they first got along!
At the same time, he clearly felt that Mu Han was deliberately avoiding him, or did not want to have too much communication with him.
Why?
Why is this happening?
This change seems to have started from the day when I said I wanted to support her for the rest of my life. The specific change happened after I came back from buying strawberries that day.
Originally, after saying the words "I will support you for the rest of my life", I could see that Mu Han's attitude had changed, and he even meant to agree. However, after being suddenly interrupted, his state suddenly changed. An eighty-degree turn.
She was obviously about to promise herself, but for what reason did such a change occur?
Gu Chengyan really couldn't understand!
He originally wanted to ask in person, but Li Muhan didn't give him a chance to communicate at all. He either turned around and did other things, or simply lay down and closed his eyes to rest on the grounds that he needed more rest to recover from his injuries!
He had no choice, and he didn't want to force Mu Han to be too impatient, for fear of having the opposite effect.
Anyway, she is still recovering from her injuries, so just be more accommodating to her!
It would be even worse if the effect of healing is affected because of a bad mood!
Aunt Lin saw that her young master also looked troubled, so she didn't ask any more questions. She just hoped that the two of them could recover as soon as possible!
In the room, Li Muhan, who had almost recovered, could now move around freely.
The wound has almost healed in the past two days, but during the healing process, itching will appear from time to time, and then she can't help but want to reach out and scratch it.
The doctor said that this is a normal reaction of wound healing. It is called the proliferative stage and may last for about a week.
It was fine in the first two days, just a slight itching, but gradually it became serious in the past two days, and she always subconsciously wanted to reach out and scratch it.
When Mrs. Lin and Chengyan were around, they would keep a close eye on her and not let her scratch.
But this taste is really unpleasant!
But when it comes to Chengyan, Li Muhan feels uncomfortable!
Looking at the bouquets of different categories that were almost filling the entire room, she could say that one was as big as two.
Starting from the bouquet of red roses that day, Chengyan would send her a different bouquet of flowers every day.
Even if I don't accept it, even if my attitude towards him has changed, the cold conversation still continues.
She had also made it clear that she should stop buying and giving them away, but it was of no use at all.
Not only that, he also said that he would send it to the day he was willing to accept it!
She really wanted to say, why bother?
You've already treated him like this, why do you insist so much?
Isn't it good to just give up on her?
But now, both of them are insisting on what they insist on. No one can talk to the other, and neither of them gives up, let alone lets go!
Just like that, two days later, Li Muhan's wound has reached the critical period of healing. If there are no problems in these two days, then she can be discharged from the hospital!
This period of hospitalization was the most painful time that Li Muhan had ever lived, not only mentally, but also physically.
She found that the itch was more unbearable than the pain. She almost tied her hands to prevent scratching the wound on her abdomen!
But she couldn't. If she accidentally scratched it, the healing process would start all over again, and the pain she had suffered would have to be suffered again.
She absolutely didn't want to experience it again, she was trying her best to endure it!
But during the day, it is easier to control it, with a clear consciousness in control, but at night, after falling asleep, this unconscious instinctive reaction is the most deadly and distressing!
Gu Chengyan knew that Li Muhan endured the itching very hard, and he didn't dare to sleep at first.
But no matter how hard he was, he couldn't resist the strong sleepiness instinct, and finally fell asleep!
Looking at Li Muhan who finally fell asleep, Gu Chengyan felt both distressed and a little funny!
I felt sorry that she had to go through such a painful process, but seeing her cute look wanting to sleep but not daring to sleep, I felt so cute and wanted to laugh out loud!
Seeing that Li Muhan was asleep, Gu Chengyan naturally held her hand, firstly to prevent her from scratching the wound, and secondly, only at this time did he dare to hold her hand so tightly and not let go!
Looking at Li Muhan who was sleeping soundly, Gu Chengyan said softly, as if talking to himself,
"Mu Han, why didn't you agree to me? Instead, you rejected me thousands of miles away so cruelly? You clearly have me in your heart, I can feel it, why do you still refuse?
Is it because I don't trust you enough, or do you have other concerns that you can't express to me? But no matter what it is, you can tell me, can't we solve it together? Why do you torture yourself and me like this? "
But Li Muhan, who was sleeping, naturally couldn't respond to him, and all these were just his mumblings!
