Ji Youyou helped her mother Lin Cuizhi back to the room and watched her take the medicine and fall asleep again before walking out of the room.
Seeing Lin Huainan standing in the living room, I didn't know how to face him for a moment.
When I saw the mess in the living room and no way to start, the feeling of powerlessness in my heart suddenly surged into my heart like a tide.
She quickly cleared the single sofa, asked Lin Huainan to sit down, and left a message,
"I'll boil some water for you, wait a minute!"
He quickly walked into the kitchen!
There was no chance for Lin Huainan to say no!
When she got to the kitchen, Ji Youyou filled the kettle with water. After pressing the switch, she squatted on the ground helplessly. She could no longer hold back her tears and started to shed them!
After everything that happened today, especially after Lin Huainan came in, the strength she had been trying to maintain was completely shattered in an instant!
She didn't dare to let herself cry, so she buried her face deeply in her arms and cried out all her grievances and helplessness!
She was really fed up with this kind of life. Starting from high school, she had to work everywhere to replace the guy who had accomplished nothing and got into gambling.yi
, the father who owes a lot of debt must pay off the debt!
She didn't want to pay it back for him, but if he didn't pay, he would come back home and make trouble.
He would take away all the valuable things at home. If there was nothing left to take, he would beat his mother, ask her to give him money, or directly threaten him.
My mother's poor health was largely due to his beatings, and the resulting depression!
But I can't get rid of it, I can only be forced to endure it!
It's not that she hasn't thought about divorce, but her unreliable father not only disagrees, but can't find anyone at all.
Later, he was nowhere to be found, but debt collectors came to his door every day.
In order to prevent those people from making trouble at home and hurting her mother, she had no choice but to work for him to pay off his debts!
But this result made him become even more serious. Every time he owed money, he would directly ask his creditors to come to her.
It's not like she never tried not to pay back the money, but the result was that her mother stayed in the hospital for more than half a month!
At that time, she really wanted to kill this man, but she couldn't even find him. How could she really kill her father?
Finally, I paid him back the money!
If they don't pay it back, it will only bring unrest at home, and they can't bear it!
Later, during the year of her college entrance examination, the world suddenly became peaceful. There were no debt collectors, and her father never came back.
I originally thought it was Ji Chengliang who found out, but it wasn't until the college entrance examination that he got the news that he was fighting with others outside and was seriously injured.
After staying in a hospital for a while, he was locked up again for gathering a crowd to cause trouble!
However, I haven't contacted the mother and daughter. I don't know if it's because of conscience or something.
And the more than two years that he was locked up were also the two years that their mother and daughter lived most relaxedly!
But he never thought that after he was released at the beginning of last year, it didn't take long for him to start his previous life again!
The debt collectors came to the door again. First, they took away all the valuable things in the house, and ordered them to pay back the money as soon as possible, otherwise they would burn the house!
Helpless, she started working again to pay off her debts!
She really didn't want to face such a life, but she had no choice but couldn't escape.
When she was most helpless, she thought that she would just die and be done with it, so that she wouldn't have to face this kind of life again!
But thinking of her mother who was still in pain and suffering, and thinking that even if she endured hardships, she still wanted to give herself a better life, she gave up again!
She couldn't leave her mother alone, let alone escape her death and let her mother bear all this alone!
She took on those debts and went out to work as long as she had time. She tried to find a job with high wages and free working hours, preferably hourly and temporary work.
Because she still has to go to school and take exams!
No matter how hard and tired she was, she never gave up her studies because she knew that this was the only way to get rid of her current life.
Furthermore, architectural design is really her passion!
But there are times when she can't bear it. She also wants to have her own life like those ordinary girls and live freely and casually.
In other words, live only for yourself and be free and easy!
However, she could not even guarantee the most basic life. In addition to buying medicine for her mother and the most basic life, all the money she earned had to be used to pay off debts.
But no matter how hard she worked, she still couldn't keep up with the speed at which her rotten father borrowed money!
She really couldn't bear it!
She really doesn't want to live such a life anymore!
Just like this moment, she was so helpless and uncomfortable, and just wanted to vent!
Lin Huainan outside did not sit down and wait for him as Ji Youyou said. Instead, shortly after Ji Youyou entered the kitchen, she felt worried about him and walked into the kitchen to check on her situation!
Then he saw a scene like this. The girl who had always been confident, arrogant, and extremely tough in front of him was squatting on the ground helplessly, crying silently!
But maybe because I didn’t want to cry, my whole face was buried in my knees, and my body was shaking constantly because of crying!
When Lin Huainan saw Ji Youyou like this, he felt pain in his heart for the first time, and it was very serious!
He walked over, knelt down, and without a trace of hesitation, took the crying Ji Youyou into his arms!
He wanted to hold her tightly, and even more, he wanted to comfort her!
But his actions shocked Ji Youyou.
Ji Youyou didn't expect Lin Huainan to come in, so she sat up straight. When she saw it was him, she felt even more confused and embarrassed when she saw it was him.
He stood up quickly, turned around and wiped the tears from his face, pretending as if nothing happened, turned his back to him and said,
"Why did you get in?"
Seeing that the water had been boiled, he bent down to get a cup from the cupboard, ready to pour water for Lin Huainan!
She didn't want others to see her fragile side, let alone such a terrible life, but Lin Huainan saw it all at once!
She really didn't know how to face him.
Especially Lin Huainan always looks for opportunities to embarrass himself. At this moment, he should be very proud in his heart!
She didn't know why, but that was what she was thinking.
But Lin Hai Huainan didn't think so. Not only that, he felt even more uncomfortable when he saw Ji Youyou pretending to be fine and trying to maintain his usual appearance!
He walked forward, grabbed the water glass he just got from Ji Youyou's hand, and put it aside vigorously.
Then he forced her to look at him and said angrily,
"Cry if you want. Why are you pretending that you are fine? Do you think you are cool and powerful like this?"
The tears that Ji Youyou had finally held back burst out in an instant.
Then he cried with some grievance and some catharsis,
"I don't think I'm cool, nor do I think I'm powerful. Instead, I feel that I'm useless and worthless. Crying can't solve the problem, but sometimes I really want to cry!
I also want to ask why, why me, why do I have to deal with such an irresponsible father.
Why should I bear all the money he owes and repay it? Not only did he fail to fulfill his responsibilities as a father, but he also caused us so much trouble!
My mother was sick all over because of his beatings, and because of him, I had to work non-stop every day to make money, work, and make money. I'm really fed up with this kind of life. I really want to ask him, face to face, why!
Why can't I have a happy family like others and a life of my own?
I don’t want to work, and I don’t want to have no time to rest every day, but what can I do, what can I do, who can tell me, what should I do? Say, can you tell me? "
The more Ji Youyou talked, the sadder and angrier she became. She vented out the grievances and helplessness that had been suppressed in her heart. Tears fell in large drops, completely uncontrollable!
Ji Youyou didn't say any more, but lowered her head and cried silently again.
Lin Huainan looked at Ji Youyou who was crying so sadly, and his heart began to throb in pain.
He finally understood why she lost her temper when he asked her if she was short of money!
He was simply adding salt to her wounds!
This was the pain she least wanted to face, but it hurt her again and again!
For the first time, Lin Huainan felt so regretful for his unscrupulous words!
He took the crying Ji Youyou into his arms and comforted her softly,
"Cry if you want to. Cry freely and let out all the frustration in your heart. It's okay. I'm here. Don't suppress yourself anymore!"
It was the first time Ji Youyou heard Lin Huainan speak to herself in such a soft voice, and also comforted herself!
She needed to vent, but she couldn't bear it anymore, and immediately cried loudly and wildly in Lin Huainan's arms!
Lin Huainan's ears were filled with Ji Youyou's cries of grievance, and the clothes on his chest were soon soaked with tears!
He tightened his arms around Ji Youyou, feeling the helpless emotion of the girl in his arms, and for the first time he had the idea of protecting someone!
Ji Youyou cried in Lin Huainan's arms for a long time, until she cried out all the grievances in her heart!
When her mood calmed down, she returned to normal, but when she saw the large area on Lin Huainan's chest that was wet from her crying, she became completely at a loss.
She said very apologetically,
"I'm sorry that your clothes got wet!"
Then he saw that the two of them were still in a half-hug position, and their faces started to heat up as they rubbed each other. They quickly took a big step back, widening the distance between them.
Lin Huainan didn't care about his wet clothes.
"Do you need this piece of clothing?"
He said it very casually. What he cared about was Ji Youyou's quick move to avoid him.
What does this mean, do you want to kill the donkey?
Pooh!
He is not a donkey!
He was afraid that Ji Youyou would still mind getting his clothes wet, so he quickly emphasized,
"Really, I'm going to throw it away when I get home at night. My grandma always says that my colorful clothes don't look good, and I look like a gangster, and she tells me not to wear them again!"
Grandma said it, but he didn’t take it seriously at all!
Wear it anyway!
Ji Youyou heard this and glanced at Lin Huainan and his clothes.
Ever since I met him, he seemed to have always worn this type of clothes, but...
"Actually, it looks pretty good on you!"
This is the truth. She rarely sees anyone wearing this style of clothes like him, so handsome, and with such style and charm!
This was the first time Lin Huainan heard words of praise from Ji Youyou, and he was shocked and surprised!
When I heard her complimenting my beauty, I instantly felt proud again.
"That's right, you don't even look at who is wearing it. With my looks and temperament, I, as well as those young talents in the entertainment industry, have to step aside!"
Ji Youyou burst out laughing when she saw Lin Huainan's arrogant energy and the stinky expression on his face!
At the same time, I felt in my heart that I really couldn't praise him, and when I did, I became even more narcissistic!
Lin Huainan smiled when he saw Ji Youyou. He felt that she looked better like this.
"Okay, if you can smile, it means you're fine, but your eyes are a bit swollen. If you don't want to go out to meet people like this tomorrow, you can apply cooled black tea bags to your eyes. Apply three to four times and the swelling will subside!"
A very serious professor.
"I didn't expect Master Nan to know this!"
Ji Youyou felt very incredible.
"You look down on me, don't you?"
Lin Huainan instantly became serious.
"Master, I'm very powerful!"
"Yes, yes, you are the dignified Young Master Nan. Of course you know a lot more. How can I dare to look down on you!"
Seeing Ji Youyou being able to joke, Lin Huainan felt that it was really okay!
Ji Youyou, who was slow, didn't remember to ask Lin Huainan why he appeared here until now.
"By the way, why did you come back again and come to my house?"
When Lin Huainan heard her mention it, he remembered the so-called business of his visit this time. He took out Ji Youyou's mobile phone from his pocket and handed it to her.
"I left your cell phone in my car. I was afraid that you would be anxious if you couldn't find it, so I sent it to you. I didn't expect to run into it..."
I didn't expect to encounter such a scene by chance, it was unexpected!
Ji Youyou took the phone and looked at it. It was indeed hers!
She didn't realize when it disappeared, and when she returned home, she encountered debt collectors and a series of things that happened!
Seeing the mobile phone, Ji Youyou suddenly remembered and shouted,
"Oops!"
Lin Huainan was startled by Ji Youyou's sudden voice.
"What's wrong?"
I asked her, but saw her walking out in a hurry.
He also followed her out, grabbed her, and asked in confusion,
"What happened? What's wrong?"
"It's too late to get to work!"
"You still want to go?"
When Lin Huainan heard this, he immediately frowned. This kind of thing happened at home, and she still had to go to work?
"Of course I want to go. If I don't show up, my bonus will be gone. It's 5,000 yuan! There are only the last two days of this month. I can't just watch the money I got disappear!"
Speaking of money, Ji Youyou thought of another thing. She turned around and said to Lin Huainan seriously,
"By the way, I will definitely pay you back today's money, but it may take some time, okay?"
"No need for that..."
Lin Huainan was about to say that there was no need to pay it back, but he immediately thought of Ji Youyou's strong temper. In order to avoid hurting her self-esteem, he changed his mind temporarily.
"Don't worry, you can pay whenever you want. There is no time limit. I don't need that little money!"
"It's your business that you don't lack, but it's my business to pay back the money! Don't worry, I will never default on the debt. It's just that I don't have enough money now, so I may have to pay you in installments in the future!"
Now she still has to pay off the remaining 20,000 yuan, and the day is coming soon. She must pay this back first before she can pay back Lin Huainan's!
Speaking of this, Ji Youyou was afraid that Lin Huainan wouldn't believe her, so she immediately said,
"If you don't do this, I'll write you an IOU, which will be considered as evidence!"
After Ji Youyou finished speaking, she was about to find a notebook to write an IOU, but she was stopped by Lin Huainan.
"Okay, you can still run away, I believe you, why are you writing an IOU!"
How much you don’t trust him, even if you don’t pay him back, there’s no problem!
Thinking that she was in a hurry to go to work at the club, she quickly changed the subject.
"Didn't you say you were going to be late for work? My car happened to be outside. I'll take you there!"
"Isn't this bad? I've troubled you many times today!"
"No trouble!"
Lin Huainan was afraid that Ji Youyou would feel embarrassed, so he opened his mouth and continued,
"I happened to be going there too. I made an appointment with some brothers to watch the game there. We just happened to be on our way!"
Lin Huainan didn't give her a chance to refuse.
"Stop talking. If you don't leave, it will be too late. I won't get the perfect attendance award!"
Upon hearing this, Ji Youyou immediately stopped refusing.
"Yes, leave now!"
After that, he said thank you again!
"Okay, you've told me thank you many times this night. I'm tired of hearing this, young master, so hurry up and leave. My brothers are still waiting for me!"
"OK!"
Ji Youyou found her backpack, left a note for her mother Lin Cuizhi, and went out with Lin Huainan.
The mess that was swept all over the floor when closing the door should wait until I get back from get off work to tidy up the house!
At the same time, Lin Huainan took advantage of Ji Youyou's opportunity to send a note to her mother and quickly sent a message to his brothers, asking them to gather at the club immediately. The sooner the better!
In order to prevent his lie from being exposed, he can only ask the brothers to gather together urgently!
