After Li Muhan ran out of the ward, he ran all the way downstairs to the inpatient building, found a deserted place, and sat down!
Her thoughts are very confused now, and her heart is also very confused.
It felt like there were many threads in her mind, constantly intertwining, but she couldn't figure them out.
She couldn't understand why Chengyan fell in love with her!
The time they actually spent together, if calculated carefully, might not even be a month.
Moreover, I deliberately kept a certain distance from him, and did not cross the ambiguous boundary, just getting along with him normally.
The closest relationship between the two was during those nights when they returned to Jiang'an City!
The two of them lived in the same room and lay on the same bed, but neither of them broke the rules. It was always normal!
But Chengyan said that when he returned to his old house and were in the same room for the first time, he confirmed that he liked him!
That also means that he had a good impression of himself before that!
But before, apart from helping him finish his thesis in the study together, he also went to the company to help him with the design project.
But it was only a few days. Could it be that in this short period of time, he had a good impression of himself?
is it possible?
Li Muhan couldn't understand, she thought it was impossible, but the facts were right in front of her!
Li Muhan couldn't figure it out, so he simply leaned aside and continued thinking!
Perhaps, there is another important factor why Chengyan will fall in love with him, that is, their starting points are different!
What she wants is to try not to have anything to do with him, especially emotionally!
But Chengyan was different. From the beginning, he said that he would not joke about marriage and would take it seriously.
During the time the two of them were together, he may have really taken the relationship between them seriously based on mutual understanding and contact.
In the process of getting along, I slowly developed feelings for myself!
If you put it this way, it makes sense and seems normal!
She could feel that his sincerity towards her and the extent of his sincerity were not just words.
This liking, or as he said, may already be love, is based on the premise of spending a lifetime together.
He gave his sincerity!
However, he didn't know that what he liked was just this superficial self.
The real her has failure and a past that is difficult to look back on.
In fact, she is not a newly graduated college student at all, but a late married woman who has experienced marriage, hurt and betrayal, and failed in a mess!
How could I deserve his affection like this?
If you let him know that your true self is like this, and in order to hide this identity, you have made up many lies to deceive him and hide it from him.
Would he still like himself like this?
Probably not!
Maybe you will be disgusted!
Thinking of this, Li Muhan felt that his heart was terribly blocked and extremely uncomfortable.
She felt even more unworthy of being loved by such a perfect Gu Chengyan, and even less worthy of his being so kind to her, and of all the things he had done for her!
Li Muhan stretched out his hand and touched his heart, trying to drive away all the discomfort in his heart.
I also asked myself in my heart, what should I do?
How should she face Chengyan in the coming days?
How should I reject him, and what reasons should I use to convince him that he doesn't like me like this?
Li Muhan was at a loss. She couldn't figure out what to do or what to say!
Of course, the most important premise is that she doesn't want to hurt Chengyan at all!
But the most direct way to make things clear is to tell him everything.
But after thinking about it carefully, she felt that it was better not to tell him her true situation.
Regardless of whether he would believe it or not, this was his own business and he should not be involved.
The reason why she said it was involved was because she couldn't guarantee whether Chengyan would come forward after learning about the situation, but there was a high probability that he would!
This is not what she wants to see!
What's more, and what she resists the most deep down in her heart, is that she is afraid that after she finishes speaking, she will get Chengyan's disgust.
This was just a momentary thought, but she didn't dare to think about it deeply, but this was also one of the reasons!
She doesn’t even want to admit it!
Li Muhan just leaned here and thought quietly, trying hard to come up with an idea.
She would eventually go back to face Chengyan and give him an answer.
But this answer, for her, is naturally only rejection, but how to say it is the most difficult!
Li Muhan just leaned in the corner for an hour, but she still couldn't think of anything!
Gu Chengyan, who was in the hospital bed, was very worried when he saw that Li Muhan had not come back since he left.
He picked up his cell phone to call her, but found that her phone was in the room, on the seat beside him.
Seeing this, he hurriedly turned to Lu Ziyu and ordered,
"Ziyu, go look for Mu Han outside and see where she is!
If you see her, you can tell her not to put any pressure on her. I don’t want her to give me a result right away, so just keep getting along with her as before! "
At this moment, Gu Chengyan suddenly regretted saying all these words just now.
It took a lot of effort for the two of them to get along harmoniously and beautifully, but it was broken by this sudden expression of their feelings.
What should I do if I avoid myself in the future?
Gu Chengyan felt a little panicked and a little regretful!
Lu Ziyu saw that Gu Chengyan's face had returned to normal and became a little pale again. He immediately stood up and expressed,
"Okay, I'll go find it right now!"
Only by getting the young lady back will Mr. Gu feel at ease!
But before leaving, he placed the bowl of porridge he bought in front of Gu Chengyan.
"Mr. Gu, let's have something to eat!"
"How can I eat at this time?"
Gu Chengyan didn't even look at the porridge.
"But the young lady specially asked me to buy this for you. She said that you haven't eaten yet, and the medicine is still hanging on it, so your body will be unable to bear it.
The young lady also specially asked me to buy something lighter to prevent you from being unable to drink it! "
When Gu Chengyan heard this, his eyes changed instantly, and he immediately looked at the bowl of porridge in front of him.
"Is it really Mu Han who personally asked you to buy it?"
There was some disbelief in his tone!
"Of course, I don't need to lie to you. If you don't drink it, it will get cold. You don't want the young lady to worry!"
Lu Ziyu had no choice but to tell things from Li Muhan's point of view, so as to attract attention.
really……
"Give me a spoon!"
Gu Chengyan sat up and prepared to drink porridge.
Lu Ziyu hurriedly took out a spoon from the cutlery box and handed it to Gu Chengyan,
"Mr. Gu, drink slowly. I'll go find the young lady right now!"
"go quickly!"
After Gu Chengyan said this, he opened the lid of the porridge box and started to drink it slowly.
No matter what, Mu Han can't be worried, not to mention that this is a sign that Mu Han cares about him, and he can't live up to it!
Lu Ziyu walked out of the ward and went straight downstairs, ready to check out the rest area downstairs.
He thought that the young lady was most likely going there!
Lu Ziyu's idea was correct, but what he didn't know was that the direction he was looking for was completely opposite to the direction where Li Muhan was.
And just when he walked to the rest area, Li Muhan finally figured it out and was ready to go back to the ward to have a good talk with Gu Chengyan.
If you can't tell your true situation, you should at least make your thoughts clear to Chengyan.
After thinking about this, Li Muhan got up and planned to go back to the ward!
Moreover, her stomach began to protest at this moment, and she seemed to be hungrier!
She ran out at that moment, and Assistant Lu just came back with the rice he bought in his hand!
It must have cooled down after such a period of time!
But it doesn’t matter, you can take it to the nurse’s station and heat it up, it’ll be the same!
Li Muhan thought like this while walking towards the hospital building.
Gu Chengyan's room is on the second floor, and she has just walked into the lobby on the first floor.
Because I was thinking about something, I didn't pay much attention to the pedestrians in the aisle. Just like that, I unexpectedly bumped into a hurried figure on the opposite side!
Li Muhan didn't think too much and just said sorry, but the other party said loudly and dissatisfiedly,
"Why are you walking? You don't have eyes!"
A female voice was a bit sharp, and her tone was filled with dissatisfaction and arrogance!
Li Muhan couldn't help but chuckled when he heard this!
This person, it was obvious that she was walking too fast and bumped into her, but he actually turned against her?
I just said sorry just as a courtesy, but I didn't expect the other party to have such an attitude!
Li Muhan turned his head and wanted to have a good talk with this person, but unexpectedly, when he turned around and saw the appearance of the person in front of him, he was surprised. He didn't expect that he was an old friend!
The woman opposite also saw clearly who was bumping into her, and the expression on her face immediately became more arrogant, her almond-shaped eyes widened,
"I wonder who the blind guy bumped into this young lady. It turned out to be you, a bitch!"
The person in front of me who calls herself Miss is none other than Luo Xi, who pushed 'Li Muhan' down the stairs, causing her injury and leaving her in a wheelchair for almost a month!
I didn’t expect to meet you here!
Li Muhan heard her speaking so uncleanly, and thought that it was because of her that his movements were restricted and he had been in pain for so long, so he immediately slapped her in the face.
"Didn't your elders teach you how to speak well? Or did you say you didn't brush your teeth properly when you went out? What you said is so bad!"
"Ah~"
Luo Xi screamed, then covered the beaten half of her face, looked at Li Muhan in disbelief, and said angrily,
"How dare you hit me, you little bitch!"
Not only did he steal her brother Chengyan, but he also dared to beat her?
Really...
After saying that, he was about to reach out and fight back, but Li Muhan grabbed him and then threw him away.
Li Muhan looked down at Luo Xi, who was a little embarrassed at the moment. She was no longer the 'Li Muhan' who let others bully her without fighting back!
What's more, this Luo Xi is obviously a spoiled young lady, arrogant, overbearing, unreasonable, and feels like everyone must obey her.
If something doesn't go her way or doesn't go her way, she will act like a young lady and lecture others from above.
Don't take others seriously!
But she was not someone she could bully casually. She said coldly,
"I'm warning you, don't push yourself too far. When you pushed me downstairs, my leg was injured for more than a month. I haven't settled this account with you yet. Please think carefully!"
Also, you were walking too fast and bumped into me just now. I didn’t bump into you. Please clarify the situation! Don't come up and say it's all other people's fault, and you only want to teach others a lesson! "
Luo Xi, who was thrown aside, had an even more angry expression on her face, even a little crazy.
She stood firm and held on to the bag in her hand. When she heard Li Muhan mentioned what she had pushed downstairs, she immediately said,
"That's because you can't stand firm on your own. What does it have to do with me? Don't blame it on me!
Also, you, a little bitch who came out of nowhere, dare to take away my position as brother Chengyan and my young wife of the Gu family.
I haven't settled the score with you yet, how dare you accuse me first and accuse me?
Brother Chengyan and I were childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts. It was because of your intervention that we separated, you shameless bitch! "
Because of Luoxi's loud voice, people around her immediately gathered around. After hearing her words, many people began to point fingers at Li Muhan.
Some people even said with disdain,
"I really can't tell. This little girl is pretty and pretty, but she actually steals someone else's man. What a pity!"
"Many little girls today have no self-respect and self-respect. They do such immoral things. They don't know whose children they are. It's really embarrassing to their parents!"
Luo Xi heard that everyone was talking to her and scolding Li Muhan, her face was filled with pride!
Li Muhan felt that Luo Xi was seriously ill!
Chengyan never had that kind of thoughts or thoughts about her.
And they didn't pay much attention to her, just treating her as a junior of the same age from a family of friends.
All of this is just her own imagination. She thinks that if she likes others, others will also like her.
To be so confident and take it as one thing is really...
Also, the people around me who don’t know the specific truth make judgments easily without understanding the situation.
And started to directly insult and condemn others, standing on the moral high ground, it is really ridiculous and hateful!
Li Muhan glanced coldly at the people around him. Those people did not dare to speak anymore, and even turned their heads and looked away, as if they were not the ones who spoke just now!
You dare to do it but don’t dare to admit it!
Really...
Li Muhan didn't want to tangle with Luo Xi anymore, it was pointless!
Anyway, I have said what needs to be said, I hope she will not cause trouble for me again in the future!
From then on, the two of them walked on the road facing the sky, each walking on one side, and no one was in the way of the other.
Otherwise, don't blame her for being rude or showing no mercy to her!
Li Muhan turned around and left without looking at Luo Xi again!
She was starving to death. She just wanted to go back to eat at the moment and was in no mood to talk to her!
But some people just push their noses and make her unhappy.
Luo Xi saw that Li Muhan ignored her, didn't show any regret or fear, and even turned around and left!
She felt insulted and despised, and more anger emerged in her heart!
Immediately he lost his temper and stepped forward to grab Li Muhan who had turned to leave.
See if I don’t teach you a lesson, you still don’t take me seriously!
After pulling Li Muhan, he raised his hand, ready to slap her hard several times to avenge the slap he just received!
Li Muhan didn't expect that Luo Xi still refused to listen and even reached out to hit him.
But this time the incident happened so suddenly that she had no time to resist or defend herself.
Seeing that Luo Xi's raised hand was about to hit him, Li Muhan had no choice but to prepare for the beating and closed his eyes.
But at this critical moment, Luo Xi's hand was grabbed from the side, stopping her from hitting the person!
Li Muhan and Luo Xi turned around at the same time and looked at the person, with surprise in their eyes. They didn't expect him to appear here!
