After removing the wooden door panels one by one, Xu Yue's small clinic started a new day of revenue.
The white mist made the door panels wet. Taking a breath of the humid and salty air, Xu Yue's eyes were unfocused and blank.
It has been a while since he came to this world. With medical knowledge that was ahead of his time, he had initially established a firm foothold and bought a small clinic in this concession.
Xu Yue is a time traveler. Before time travel, he was an orphan who grew up in a welfare institution. With his talent and the path arranged by the dean, he enrolled in school in a confused way like a puppet on strings, received a scholarship in a confused way, and graduated in a confused way. He entered the hospital in a daze, accepted the red envelope in a daze, and stumbled upon a slightly famous surgical expert.
From childhood to adulthood, he had no personality, no ideas, no own path. It was as if these natural human emotions were slowly lost and dissipated as he became confused over and over again.
There is no family affection, no friendship, and no goal in life.
Some are just endless disguises, endless masks.
Passively, he regarded the director's expectations and the hopes of other members of the orphanage as his life goals, and kept crawling forward.
Perhaps because of the ability gained from losing these emotions, he is quite outstanding in terms of learning ability and has an almost photographic memory.
A lot of professional knowledge, as well as the novels and animations I read while passing time, can be firmly remembered in my mind.
But he had never felt any pleasure about this.
I only know that I am numbly performing surgeries, numbly giving speeches, numbly participating in consultations, numbly participating in the suggestion and research and development of new drugs, numbly donating all the red envelopes I have collected with hard work, and numbly standing on the podium.
With a signature smile that is funny to you, sunny, bright, and heart-warming, you become a role model, benchmark, and moral model in the eyes of outsiders.
Wear a mask and live for others.
He said again and again in front of reporters what he had said countless times before, returned to the orphanage to visit the children, looked at the admiring eyes, and looked at the happy smile of the old director.
But my heart is still cold and at a loss, with no goal, no joy, no direction, and no idea of what pleasure is.
All I know is that I will continue to walk mechanically and mechanically complete the path that everyone expects.
I rarely remember what I did before traveling through time. I vaguely remember that it was on the operating table.
After discovering the fact that he had traveled through time, there was nothing he couldn't accept, only the numbness and confusion that he was accustomed to.
If there are no other accidents, I will open a small clinic, continue to wear my signature sunny smile, do what I have done before, see doctors, make money, receive red envelopes, and then donate all the income. In the confusion and confusion With this inertia, the gear continues to operate mechanically.
Perhaps, this is the future life.
However, in this numb gray world, after buying a newspaper with news about the world war and looking at the pictures of mechas in the newspaper, Xu Yue seemed to suddenly find a new brilliance in the gray world around him.
A world that is completely incomprehensible, a world that is completely unreasonable. It is obviously still the early days of the 20th century, and the second industrial revolution has just been completed.
In World War I, the Allied forces with their mecha legions were defeated steadily by the coalition forces with their Jedi knight legions, and finally surrendered in humiliation.
Regarding this unknown and mysterious world that needs to be found and explored, Xu Yue felt as if his whole person had come to life, and the colors all around him had returned.
The original black and white world seemed to become vivid all of a sudden. Feeling my own heartbeat and body temperature, I felt alive for the first time.
[Are you eager to find a real life and know your true self? 】
A mechanical cold voice appeared in his mind, and the next moment Xu Yue's eyes darkened and he disappeared.
What is your true self?
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Ahh~ I sent it on August 23rd. It was indeed around August. I didn’t break my promise. . I originally wanted to save "The Only", but the rescue failed. Now even "Interstellar" is involved. Dian Niang is too sensitive and there is nothing I can do to her.
The new book is Infinite. Only the protagonist knows the specific plot of Infinite. The character of the protagonist has also been considered for a long time. If Infinite does not want to be too dark, this character should be just right. As for whether it can change from cold to hot, it depends on the subsequent progress.
I’m asking for support for the new book, for support, for all kinds of things~
Group 1: 142206324
Group 2: 150910003
Because I still have work and limited energy, I can only peek at the screen in the group and cannot speak. I hope everyone can forgive me and wipe away my tears.
