The Guan brothers and sisters chose to leave him, which made Xunfan feel very unhappy. He was the leader of this group, and the number of members in the group was decreasing again and again, which made him feel very incompetent. He couldn't protect his brothers and let these brothers who were not as strong as him go out alone. The guilt prevented him from convincing himself to let it go.
Looking at this little girl so close, my heart is full of thoughts.
The reason why they left was simple. They realize that their existence limits them. Thinking that he is a drag on Xunfan.
There should be another reason for which they also have to bear part of the responsibility.
Everyone is an independent individual and has his own mission. Anyone who doesn't want to take on some mission is a useless person. Xunfan also understands this, but he is just such a person. I want to do everything perfectly, so I worry too much about everything.
Especially after he became the first person on the artistic conception list, he felt that he should bear more responsibility. Even if all the burdens were placed on his shoulders, he still had to be worthy of his status.
But the departure of the Guan brothers and sisters today made him question his previous thoughts.
Do you have that much ability? Can you really take on everything by yourself? Obviously not, whether it is the crisis of losing freedom that Shenyang Continent is facing now, or some unknown crisis that the entire Ningyuan Starry Sky is facing. Even if he has reached the Creation Realm, the Holy Realm, can he bear it with all his strength?
Things in the world must be borne by everyone in the world. There are more than hundreds of millions of people in the world. Even if each of them contributes only a little, how powerful will that be? No matter how strong I am, I can't compare with such power.
And everyone has their own path to walk. If you surround them and protect them everywhere, don't you also influence them? That person is willing to live forever in someone else's shadow?
Although I am not too willing, I have some understanding in my heart.
Looking at Guan Xiaoxiao, he reached out and pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly.
"Little goblin, now that your brother and I are no longer around, you have to learn to grow up."
Guan Xiaoxiao breaks away from Lai Xunfan's arms.
With a weird smile on his face, he said: "Brother Yi, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't be as strong as I am today. I love you!" After saying that, he kissed Xunfan hard on the face.
This made Xunfan unexpected. In fact, this situation had happened many times. This goblin's courage knows no bounds. But in front of so many people, he actually dared to do it.
"You silly girl, no matter how old you are, you still don't differentiate between genders!" Xunfan said with a hint of anger.
"You are right, I am indeed a bit gender-blind. I always think that I am a man and you are a woman." Guan Xiaoxiao said with a serious face.
"Holy shit." Xunfan shouted in his heart. Guan Xiaoxiao has been ridiculed in this way many times. The first time was during the ring battle. He called himself a hero in battle and an emotional coward. After that, I kept making fun of myself like this. And now he actually said this in front of so many people. This headache-inducing monster. He was really worried for Jing Yifeng, not knowing what kind of trouble and distress she would bring to Jing Yifeng.
This little goblin was about to leave, and Xunfan couldn't bear to scold her. In fact, even if you scold her, you have to be able to scold her!
Guan Xiaoxiao's lack of attention to status made everyone's eyes wide open. What is the relationship between these two people? Couple? It's not like, the look in their eyes is so pure. Rather than being a couple, they should not be related. As for kinship, this girl is too old to do this. Jing Yifeng was also shocked by Guan Xiaoxiao's bold behavior.
"Okay, Xiaoxiao, I'm leaving. See you on the day of the battle." Xunfan turned around suddenly and soared into the sky. Split Sky and the others followed one by one. Xunfan left so quickly. In fact, he didn't want Guan Xiaoxiao to see the tears in his eyes. His reluctance to leave those men who stayed on Wujiang Star was not great. But the Guan brothers and sisters are different. Guan Piaoran is elegant and careful. He is sincere to people, and since Guan Xiaoxiao got to know him, he has almost always been by his side, which can also be said to be attached to him. He regards Guan Xiaoxiao as a family member and a sister. The departure of these two siblings really made him feel sad. But it can't be stopped. Only by leaving quickly can you hide your hurt.
"Brother Yi, take care! Everyone is safe!" Guan Xiaoxiao was no longer as weird as before, and tears were flowing down his face.
A black starship appeared, and Xunfan and the others boarded the starship, turning into a black stream of light and disappearing into the starry sky.
After a long time, Guan Xiaoxiao walked to Jing Yifeng and took his arm. "Let's go."
Jing Yifeng did not move and asked, "Why did you choose to follow me?" This was a question that Guan Xiaoxiao had just provoked without thinking about it, but now he finally realized that this situation was inappropriate. Ordinarily, he had some conflicts with the people in Shenyang Continent. Why did Guan Xiaoxiao choose to follow him?
"The reason is very simple. You and Brother Yi will definitely have a fight in the future. And I want to be an undercover agent next to you to learn more about your situation. I will tell Brother Yi in the future to give him a greater chance of winning."
After hearing this reason, Jing Yifeng was even more surprised. Is there anyone who works undercover like this? How can you spy on yourself even if you tell everything?
"Why are you scared?" Guan Xiaoxiao asked with wide eyes.
"Afraid? I, Jing Yifeng, am still afraid!" How can a person like Jing Yifeng, who has the domineering attitude of a superior, especially a man, say the word "fear" in front of a woman?
"Okay, we have agreed. From now on, you must tell me in detail what skills you practice and how powerful they are. You are not allowed to hide anything. Otherwise, my value as an undercover agent will be gone."
Jing Yifeng suddenly turned to stone. This is not an undercover job, this is completely torture to extract a confession! Thinking of the bold behavior Guan Xiaoxiao did to Xunfan just now, he realized that he might be in trouble - he got into special trouble!
"Let's go!" Guan Xiaoxiao took Jing Yifeng's arm and forced him to walk away.
The whole place was sluggish.
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Xunfan in the star boat kept himself in his room. Sorting out his troubled thoughts. The guilt in my heart, the sadness of my brother suddenly leaving. It's all bothering him.
Recall all my experiences over the years one by one.
His own experiences have given him a unique style, and he always silently carries all the burdens on his shoulders. You can't let your mother know about your difficulties, let alone your daughter. And does the mother really not know? And he has done the same thing since he started practicing and is now forced to walk in the starry sky. Do the brothers really not know what they are thinking?
No, otherwise. The Guan brothers and sisters will not leave. The departure of the Guan brothers and sisters may be just the beginning. Others will leave one after another. The reasons should be much the same.
I am too cautious, but this way I will be in a stable situation and not make any big mistakes. But this also really makes me very tired, and also ignores the existence of others. Making others even more depressed. …
After thinking about it all night, he finally smiled. Smiled easily.
"Let go of the burdens in your heart, and hope may be greater."
Finally, it suddenly summed up in one sentence. After understanding this, he felt relaxed overall. This is the growth of the state of mind, and a sense of emptiness suddenly fills the heart. Although this will not bring him any substantial benefits, the growth of one's mental state is the foundation for a person's maturity. Without a higher state of mind, how can we achieve higher achievements.
Cultivation achieves strength, while state of mind achieves unlimited future.
