Xunfan leaned on his wife's tomb, his head leaning on the tombstone. It was like leaning on his wife's arms, the tears on his face were still flowing, but there was a smile on his face, a sweet smile.
At that moment, Dongfang Ya completely understood Xunfan's feelings for Zeng Hui. Even though it was just a tombstone, in Xunfan's heart it was his wife. He is happiest when he is with his wife.
It was at this moment that the dissatisfaction in Dongfang Ya's heart was completely eliminated. After she asked Xunfan if she would take Zeng Hui's place if he fell in love with her and married him. And Xunfan's answer is "no".
He felt very uncomfortable at that time, but now that he saw Xunfan's appearance, he finally knew how important Zeng Hui's position was in Xunfan's heart. Zeng Hui is as holy as a god in Xunfan's heart. It is impossible to replace holy things. No matter how much she laments Xunfan, has done more for Xunfan than Zeng Hui, or done better than Zeng Hui, she still can't replace him.
She also made a decision, since it cannot be replaced. Then be someone else.
She came over but didn't go to help Xunfan. Instead, he walked to the back of the tombstone, but when he saw the poem written on the back. Her heart was shocked again.
"Ten years of life and death are vast, without thinking, and unforgettable. Thousands of miles of lonely graves, no place to talk about desolation. Even if we meet, we should not know each other, our faces are covered with dust, and our temples are like frost. At night, I suddenly return to my hometown, and I am dressing up at the small window. Looking at each other. Speechless, only a thousand lines of tears. It is expected that every year the heart is broken, the moonlit night is short of the pines."
This short poem vividly expresses Xunfan's feelings for his wife and his longing for her. He felt that Zeng Hui was the happiest woman in the world. Although we were separated by heaven and earth, having a man miss her so much was the greatest happiness. He really envied Zeng Hui, but it was just envy, not any jealousy.
It was getting dark, but Xunfan fell into a deep sleep. Dongfang Ya did not disturb Xunfan and stood there silently.
One night passed, and Xunfan was finally awakened by the morning sunshine.
He stood up and said, "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting all night."
"It's nothing. This night made me grow a lot, and it also made me know what to do next. This is the place where you can relax the most. I am very satisfied to see you so relaxed. "
Xunfan didn't speak, just smiled bitterly.
Dongfang Ya slowly knelt in front of the tombstone. He said softly: "I am Dongfang Ya. We have never met. But I should call you sister. I fell in love with Xunfan. I thought he didn't have a wife before. If we fall in love, marriage is inevitable. But today When I came here, my heart was heavy. I always feel guilty, but I love him and this is an unchangeable fact."
"Sister, if Xunfan and I can really become a family in the future, don't worry, I will complete your unfinished business. You must hope that there is someone who can accompany her to grieve with her and share her happiness. This is all because You love him, and when you love someone you want to see him happy, are you right?"
"I know I can't replace you. I won't try to replace you. I just want to be another you."
Xunfan was very surprised by Dongfang Ya's words. He didn't expect Dongfang Ya to say that. He didn't put any pressure on Xunfan. This approach was exactly the same as that of his wife Zeng Hui. When his wife was alive, she always supported him silently. There was no request, and what Dongfang Ya said just now coincided with his wife's.
Xunfan was really moved.
But he still couldn't accept Dongfang Ya as another wife.
"Don't put any pressure on you. I will never ask you to marry me again. But I won't marry unless you do. Even if you never marry me, I will still be by your side. From today on, your home is mine." Home." Dongfang Ya expressed her true feelings, having no desires or desires.
Xunfan was even more confused, he didn't know what to do. He is always passive in the relationship between men and women. When he got married to his wife, he was also passive. He is not good at dealing with this aspect of things. Fortunately, he is lucky and his wife is a virtuous woman.
But now facing Dongfang Ya, he was the same as before, not knowing what to do. And it was even harder to choose than it was before, because there was already a woman who had taken root in his heart forever.
Xunfan looked at Dongfang Ya's calm face and said nothing. He also had a good impression of Dongfang Ya, entirely because when he first met Dongfang Ya, Dongfang Ya's look was so similar to his wife's. At that moment, he thought his wife had come back to life.
He thought Dongfang Ya was the reincarnation of his wife, and she was his wife's shadow. But the facts told him that it wasn't, but he couldn't get rid of this feeling.
This was the reason why he killed Shen Yu in anger in Sanshan City.
In Xunfan's mind, Dongfang Ya and Zeng Hui overlapped, and facts and memories were confused. He cannot make a true judgment at all. So he hesitated and was in trouble. I don’t know how to choose or make a decision.
Xunfan slowly rose into the sky and stood on the top of Yi Zhifeng. The same action as before, looking into the distance, but the mood was different from that time. Back then, he wanted to find cultivators like himself, but now he was conflicted and tangled, making him hope that standing on this peak could calm down his conflicting feelings.
Dongfang Ya looked up at Xunfan and saw a lonely figure. Before practicing cultivation, Xunfan was lonely because he had to bear all the pressure from life and could not reveal his difficulties to his family.
After practicing cultivation, Xunfan is destined to be lonely. Dongfang Ya knows that he has an acquired Five Elements physique. His physique is destined to bear destined responsibilities, and he cannot reveal his physique casually, and he must be lonely.
During the days when he and Xunfan were alone, this famous man's calm language and gentle personality left a deep impression on him. Especially since her life was saved by Xunfan, and she also promised to help him get revenge, and now his great revenge has been avenged. Although it was not entirely accomplished by Xunfan, the man fulfilled his promise and participated in it.
During this time, he lived in Xunjia. Although Xunfan never lived at home, he got to know this home through his understanding. It made him truly understand Xunfan's situation these years. Xunfan has endured too much pressure over the years. He has never said "I am tired" in front of his family. He always faces it alone with a calm language and a light personality. To heavy responsibility. He Xunfan is excellent, but even more lonely.
The more she got to know this man, the more she fell in love with him.
The biting wind did not calm down Xunfan to make a decision, so he had to fall back to the ground.
"Dongfang, please give me some time?" This sentence revealed the secret that he also liked Dongfang Ya. It also shows that he cannot let go of his feelings for his wife Zeng Hui.
Dongfang Ya smiled lightly, and this smile looked more like Zeng Hui's. Xunfan was dumbfounded. In fact, what he couldn't convince himself was that he couldn't separate Zeng Hui and Dongfang Ya and always confused the two people. He felt that this was unfair to Dongfang Ya, so it was difficult to make a decision.
"Just now, I figured it out. To be with you, I don't have to be your wife. A wife is just a status. As long as she is by your side, that's enough. Don't put too much pressure on her. After today, I will never ask you whether you will marry me again. So I didn’t give you time to say it at all.”
This elegant style once again coincides with Zeng Hui's.
Xunfan didn't say anything, he just walked up to Dongfang Ya, stretched out his arms, and slowly pulled Dongfang Ya into his arms. Hugging her, Dongfang Ya also stretched out her arms and wrapped them around Xunfan's waist. Tears of happiness appeared on her face. This hug showed that Xunfan still cared about her, but it was difficult to resolve the entanglements in his heart.
Xunfan didn't make any promises, just patted Dongfang Ya's back lightly a few times. Then he let go of Dongfang Ya's delicate body. He reached out his hand and wiped away Dongfang Ya's tears.
He turned around and walked to Zeng Hui's grave, "Hui'er, I'm going back. Next time I will bring my daughter with me to show you how old our daughter is. Wait for me."
Dongfang Ya bowed deeply to the tombstone and said, "Sister, I'm sorry." Her apology was unexpected. Dongfang Ya felt deeply guilty the moment she hugged Xunfan. Just in front of Zeng Hui's grave, he hugged her beloved man. She felt that this was an insult to a great woman. Even though this woman has passed away, her greatness cannot be ignored.
Xunfan and Dongfang Ya returned home. They stayed away all day and night, which made everyone wonder. Everyone thought that the two of them would return hand in hand, but when they saw the two of them calm as when they left, they all felt incredible. No one knows what Dongfang Ya thinks about Xunfan. But how come these two still have such a relationship even after they go out?
As soon as Xunfan came back, his mother called him to the room.
"Fan'er, you should know that Miss Dongfang likes you. You haven't married all these years because you just can't forget Hui'er? Miss Dongfang and Hui'er have too many similarities, why are you still hesitating? Could it be that you Don’t you like her?”
"Mom, I also like Dongfang. But I can't regard her as Hui'er's substitute. When I can convince myself to let go of my heart, I will marry her."
"If you can never convince yourself, will you let the Oriental girl wait all your life?"
Xunfan fell into silence again.
