While everyone was talking and laughing, it got dark and everyone had a reunion dinner together. Everyone took a rest.
After Xunfan freshened up, he just wanted to practice some training. There was a knock on the door.
When I opened the door, I saw it was Dongfangya. Having been embarrassed during the day, Xunfan suddenly felt uncomfortable when he saw it was Dongfang Ya.
"You haven't rested yet?" He said something innocuous.
Dongfang Ya didn't care what Xunfan said and went straight to the room and sat on a chair.
Xunfan felt embarrassed again and didn't know how to talk to Dongfang Ya. The two were silent for a long time, but Dongfang Ya broke the silence.
"Tell me about the Southern Territory."
Alas, Xunfan told the story of the Southern Territory in detail. Dongfang Ya was heard exclaiming again and again. Although he was not there, he felt the same way. Xunfan, the person he cared about, was there, and he felt as if he was actually there.
"In addition, all your enemies are dead. You can say that your revenge has been avenged. But in the end, I didn't find out who killed your whole family, but they are all dead."
In fact, if Xunfan didn't explain it like this, Dongfang Ya would have known who his enemy was. It is their opponents, the bloodthirsty supreme clan, who want to get the formation cultivation method from the Dongfang family. But the good thing is that the family feud has been avenged, which still makes Dongfang Ya happy for a while, and then sad again. Although the family feud is avenged, the whole family is dead after all. Even if the great revenge is avenged, the family members are gone forever.
Xunfan doesn't know how to coax people, he can only worry on the sidelines. We can only wait for Dongfang Ya to recover on her own. While Dongfang Ya replied, she also glanced at Xunfan with resentment. This incomprehensible guy.
"Thank you for avenging me. Not only did you save my life, but you also avenged me. I said I would repay you."
"You don't need to thank me. In fact, I didn't really help you get revenge. It was the joint efforts of everyone that killed the group of people who invaded our home. Over the years, there are not a few families like yours. May Jiuquan Rest in peace the innocent souls below!”
"In any case, you saved my life. I am also homeless, and I will regard this place as my home from now on." There is something in Dongfang Ya's words. On the surface, it seems that he is looking for a home to repay Xunfan. To save her life, she was actually testing whether Xunfan would be interested in her.
Although Xunfan was not very good at emotional matters, he was not a fool. How could he not know what Dongfang Ya meant. After a while of silence, he finally spoke. This kind of thing can't be put off for too long. No matter how hard it is to say it, you still have to say it.
"You are excellent, and you are my type. But you know, my wife died for me. Over the years, I have never been able to let go of my guilt for my wife. I have also tried to let go of that relationship and start over. A relationship. But whenever I think about it, my heart always hurts like a knife. I always feel that this is a crime and unfaithful to my wife. To be honest, my wife has no place in my heart. People can be replaced, and I won’t replace Hui’er’s position with anyone else.”
Having said this, Xunfan raised his head sadly and looked at the ceiling. A group of men had tears streaming down their faces.
These tears are the memory of his wife and the guilt he has felt for his wife for so many years. It is also his loyalty to love.
No woman can bear such feelings. Dongfang Ya was also infected by Xunfan's feelings for his wife. She even hoped that she was Zeng Hui. Even if she died, there would be a man who would stick to his feelings for her. This was the most beautiful emotion. It is the most touching emotion.
There was another spell of silence for a long time. Dongfang Ya said: "If I don't want to take her place, but just want to take care of you for her, can you accept it?"
Xunfan smiled bitterly. This is a girl's confession that she doesn't care that there is someone else in her heart. This is sincere love. In fact, Xunfan was also moved.
"I am an ordinary person. Although I am very powerful now, I don't have great ideals. I don't have outstanding looks, and I don't have a prominent family. What do you like about me?"
Xunfan never had much confidence in his personal charm, so he never had the intention to express himself.
"After such a long time, especially when we were in the Northern Territory. We were always together, and I got to know you better."
"I left home when I was less than 18 years old and worked alone outside. When I was at home, I was a pampered little princess. In the past few years, I have experienced the baptism of worldly things and seen a lot of things. Now that the world is in trouble, it makes me even more hopeful that I can have a family to rely on and someone to care about me."
"And you are a person who values family most. For so many years, everything you have done is for your family. You have not considered yourself at all, and you have even lived your life for your family."
"But I feel from your feelings for your wife that you are also a person who needs help and care from others. But you can't force this from your old and sick mother and your young and ignorant daughter."
"The depth of your feelings for your late wife is admirable. I think your wife is happy even under the circumstances."
"I want a family and a man who are willing to be there for me and care about me. I would be very happy to be your woman. And I am lucky enough to be able to read your heart and have the opportunity to strive to become your woman. I I won’t miss such an opportunity.”
It is too difficult for a woman in her twenties to say such words. This was all because of Xunfan, and Dongfang Ya was originally a relatively introverted girl. If she hadn't fallen deeply in love with Xunfan, she wouldn't have said what was in her heart like this. She was able to be so straightforward because she was stimulated by Xunfan's "daughter-in-law" joke during the day. She was afraid that if someone fell into Xunfan's eyes in the future, she would lose the opportunity. That's why today I shamelessly came to Xunfan to express my true feelings.
Dongfang Ya's words touched Xunfan's heart, and he was very moved. He had not been in contact with Dongfang Ya for a long time, but Dongfang Ya was able to read his heart. Men should be strong, but they also have weaknesses. When Dongfang Ya said such words, Xunfan had an impulse to agree to Dongfang Ya.
"I'm going to pay homage to Hui'er tomorrow, will you come with me?" Xunfan looked at Dongfang Ya.
"Go." Dongfang Ya didn't hesitate. Xunfan took her to pay homage to Zeng Hui, with the intention of showing her to his late wife. At the same time, she also wanted to see what kind of woman could make Xunfan remain so determined even after his wife's death for more than ten years.
Early the next morning, Xunfan said goodbye to his family and took Dongfang Ya on the road. Everyone thought that Xunfan was having a private meeting with Dongfang Ya, so they all snickered as they watched Xunfan and Dongfang Ya go out.
Only Xun Mu knew what her son was doing. Zeng Hui's position in Xunfan's heart was too important. Over the years, Xunfan's mother had talked to Xunfan countless times about starting a family with him, but Xunfan always pushed her away for various reasons.
She knew that Xunfan could not forget Zeng Hui, and the appearance of Dongfang Ya also stirred Xunfan's heart. The expressions and habits between Dongfang Ya and Zeng Hui are too similar. It is also wrong to say that Xunfan has no interest in Dongfang Ya. But when Xunfan came into contact with this kind of emotional problem, he couldn't let go of his feelings for Zeng Hui.
Xunfan and Dongfang Ya flew all the way and soon arrived at the feet of Yi Zhifeng. This place is still full of weirdness, still the same as before. The area around Yi Zhi Feng was still bare, and no beasts dared to come here.
Xunfan stood at Zeng Hui's tomb and looked at the tombstone in front of him. Scenes from the past reappeared before my eyes.
He squatted in front of the tomb and gently touched the tombstone. The gentle movements were like stroking his wife's face, "Hui'er, I'm here. I'm sorry I haven't seen you for so long." The calm words were so simple, but tears flowed down uncontrollably.
He missed Zeng Hui so much, that was one of the most important women in his life. He clearly knew that his wife had passed away, but he just couldn't accept this fact. Although more than ten years had passed, every time he stood in front of Zeng Hui's tomb, he felt the same heartache as when he watched Zenghui being killed. The scene of the storm-chasing wolf devouring.
The words Zeng Hui said at the moment of his death will never be forgotten.
"Take care of your children and mother." These were the last words of his wife's life. She was bitten to death by the storm chasing wolf just to save him. This is the eternal pain in his heart. He always thinks that he killed his wife and that it was his own incompetence that killed his wife. This was a pain that could never be erased from his heart, and it was also the main reason why he had never considered remarrying in these years. He felt that marrying again would be a blasphemy against his wife and an unfaithfulness to the couple's relationship.
The tears kept flowing, and the past was still vivid in my mind. My wife works hard and never complains. He took great care of his children and his mother. Those two years were Xunfan's happiest time. But that beautiful time was so short-lived, passing by like a shooting star. It left him with both sweetness and the greatest pain.
These silent tears are feelings, and more importantly, a man's mood.
Dongfang Ya did not step forward to dissuade him. Xunfan's simple words and his constant tears were enough to explain everything. Zeng Hui's position in Xunfan's heart cannot be replaced by anyone else.
Dongfang Ya also saw the fragile side of this man who stood at the top. Xunfan is a figure who is admired by thousands of people, but who knows that such a man with infinite beauty has pain that others don't know. No matter how great a man is, he still has unknown vulnerabilities.
After so many years, no matter how great the difficulties were, Xunfan still had no villagers to talk to. He just endured it silently. Only in front of Zeng Hui would he open his heart and show his fragile side.
