Xunfan had predicted before that the formation of his acquired Five Elements body was the result of his life experience, but it had never been so true and incomparably certain.
I feel that every organ and every inch of my skin is as close to the origin of heaven and earth, as if I am an independent world, and the world is just a place for me to swim and a stage for me.
Recalling the ups and downs of these years.
Before this, whenever he thought about his past, he was always filled with pain and a little resentment.
I only had a happy and carefree childhood. How wonderful that is! After finishing my homework every day, I would play with children of the same age, fishing and catching shrimps in the river, rolling on the grass, and playing in the mud. Caught by his father, his mother tried to find a way to get him out of trouble...
But such a good life does not last long. Since his father's death, he and his mother have been plunged into darkness. My heart is shrouded in sadness every day, my mother is struck down by the sudden tragedy, and my twelve-year-old child is struck down by the cruel facts.
When I was fifteen years old, my family's livelihood deteriorated. He had to bear the responsibility of this weak family with his thin body early on.
A half-year-old child collects medicinal herbs in the mountains and forests every day. crawling and rolling among the claws of beasts, escaping from death so many times, and brushing against death so many times. Dealing with complete adults, I have suffered many hidden losses and open losses. Being teased by many people.
He has also been sad, hesitant, lonely, and helpless. I also complained that God was unfair and was so cruel to me.
Children who longed for a life of his own age were enjoying a happy life at home, but he, a teenage boy, was struggling to make a living in the land of the beasts where ferocious beasts were rampant.
And he had never expressed these negative emotions in front of his mother, and he was really depressed. Just hide in the mountains and forests, cry loudly in a deserted place, and vent your emotions.
And when I get home, I always have a smile on my face. No matter how serious the grievance was, he never mentioned a word to his mother. His mother was already overwhelmed, and he couldn't bear to let his mother, who was like a candle in the wind, worry about him anymore.
God rewards hard work. This young man who worked hard with his life finally won the respect of everyone with his diligence and tenacity. He has a place in the medicinal industry.
Marrying the virtuous wife Zeng Hui is the most gratifying thing for him. My wife is a gentle, considerate, quiet and thoughtful woman. He is so considerate to his family and himself.
Although his wife is not beautiful, in Xunfan's heart, she is a goddess and the most beautiful woman in the world. And he is lucky enough to have a wife like this, which is God's compensation for himself.
But such good times did not last long, that time he encountered the wind-chasing wolf. His wife exchanged her life for his, and his wife's death was the biggest blow to him. The sky fell and his world became dark.
Drinking wine every day to relieve sorrow and washing face with tears. It was his mother's words that woke him up, and he swore to his deceased wife that he would live well. After that, he lived for his mother and daughter. It was precisely in this way that his mother and daughter became everything to him.
But that adventure rekindled his hope of living for himself and saw another wonderful world. Only then did we get to where we are now.
When he recalled these things in the past, he only felt pain and sadness. Looking back on the past now, although it is still very sad, there is also hope in it. Maybe, no, not maybe. It is this kind of encounter that builds your physique. When you encounter pain and difficulties in life, it will bring you another kind of gain, it just depends on how you think about it.
Gains and losses are only between brothers, and blessings and misfortunes are interdependent.
Don’t just have sadness in your heart, see hope and look for hope.
This does not mean that we should completely abandon all the misfortunes of the past, but that we should find the true meaning of life in the misfortune and pain.
There is only happiness and luck in life, which is actually a kind of shortcoming. A life without difficulties is actually the greatest punishment from God. Imagine if a person had never experienced hardship. Will he survive when he encounters difficulties? With pain, you will cherish the hard-won happiness more.
Life is unsatisfactory, nine times out of ten. You must improve yourself and improve yourself in life. The world has created and transformed you, and you have the leverage to transform and create the world.
I feel clear and refreshed, after I understand the root of my constitution. Xunfan's temperament has undergone earth-shaking changes, and Litian, Ni Qun, and Ziyun have all sensed this.
Xunfan's temperament changed and he stood in front of them. It gave them the feeling that Xunfan was like a deity who transcended the world, exuding divine brilliance. People can't help but feel admiration in their hearts. It is not a suppression of power, but a feeling that arises naturally.
Once you have this kind of enlightenment, you can get twice the result with half the effort if you practice again. Progress is much faster and easier than before.
One day, Lu Yuanxi came for a sudden visit and proposed to hire Xunfan as the deputy marshal of the Eastern Region. He enjoys the right to command the troops and horses of the entire Eastern Region, and promises that he has full authority to handle all matters in the Eastern Region. Even he, the prince and marshal, would not interfere with his actions.
This is a great opportunity that everyone dreams of. This is a big investment, and Lu Yuanxi is really willing to sacrifice it.
If it were anyone else, it would be too late to shed tears of gratitude. But Xunfan refused. Xunfan's ideal is not to have power and glory. His thoughts have not changed at all because of his increased status. As before, his family is his greatest hope.
In particular, he knew that the biggest crisis, the crisis of the entire Ningyuan Starry Sky, was slowly approaching them. Although he has never left this planet, he is sure that the great crisis that his master has spoken of is quietly approaching.
This worldly glory will be worthless in the face of that kind of destructive power.
Another reason is that Xunfan is still unable to determine the authenticity of the martial arts and journey events. He was not very familiar with Lu Yuanxi's character. Under such circumstances, he would not accept solicitation from Lu Yuanxi.
This was different from the time when he accepted the inspection commission, when he was in danger of being wiped out by ferocious beasts. As a member of the human race, he cannot stand idly by. If ferocious beasts succeed, all human beings may become extinct. This was something he couldn't accept.
So he accepted Lu Yuanxi's appointment. But now there is grudges and grudges and struggles for rights among human beings. This kind of competition is fierce. With Xunfan's current prestige and strength, no one dares to show off his power in front of him.
Xunfan also has the desire to save the world from fire and water, but that is only after understanding the true situation. He can't show up now and is standing in the queue far away prematurely.
The reason for Xunfan's refusal was that he was about to truly advance to the realm of artistic conception and go to the Northern Territory to find his own opportunity. The improvement of a cultivator's realm is the biggest thing. Under such an excuse, Lu Yuanxi can't find any reason to continue to insist on his own ideas.
After that, Lu Yuanxi never mentioned the recruitment of Xunfan again. But every once in a while, people come to visit Xunfan, Xunmu and Xunxiner. And almost every day, people would be sent to bring big gifts. The rarity of the gifts was definitely higher than the gifts given to him by the distance.
Although such a precious gift is rare, it has little effect on Xunfan now. But this makes it easier for the couple, Huitian and Ni Qun, to use Huitian's words. With such a big brother, any chance you get is the best chance you can get.
Ni Qun and Ziyun were also overjoyed and delighted with the decision they had made. With such a huge bargain, the strength of the three people from Split Sky has reached a new level.
Lu Yuanxi was using his power to recruit Xunfan, and was playing the emotional card. Use a lot of investment to tie Xunfan emotionally. He is short-handed in taking people, and he is not good at giving gifts. Xunfan understands Lu Yuanxi's intention, so that Xunfan can help him when he encounters big difficulties.
Xunfan quite admires Lu Yuanxi's personality. When Xunfan fell off a cliff and everyone thought he was certain to die. Lu Yuanxi was able to film Situ You secretly protecting his family, and Xunfan was very touched.
It was for this reason that he accepted the appointment of inspector. In fact, if it could be confirmed that Lu Yuanxi was a true gentleman, Xunfan would also have thought of helping him. After all, the Lu family is the one in power on this continent, and changes in the situation will bring endless disasters to the people. Maintaining the current situation is the best outcome for the people.
Seeing Lu Yuanxi doing this, Xunfan was helpless. The decision was made to escape into the mountains. In fact, even if he doesn't have Lu Yuanxi's disguised solicitation now, he still has to go into the mountains to see his master. It's time to go to the Northern Territory.
Before going to the Northern Territory, he wanted to learn as much as possible about the situation in the Northern Territory from his master.
Judging from Yan Fei's behavior that day when Bi Yunxin asked him to go to the Northern Territory to look for opportunities, there must be great danger in the Northern Territory. Before doing something dangerous, it is a wise choice to be prepared as much as possible. If you are prepared, you will be safe!
