There was an unprecedented loneliness in Chengmei's eyes, but her smile was still so gentle and her tone of voice was so considerate. Every time he stared at Chengmei, Yucheng felt a tightness in his chest, as if something was blocking it. At this moment, he looked at Chengmei's back even more helplessly and smiled bitterly for a moment.
"Oh! By the way, I've always had a deep impression of Agent Zheng. I always thought you should be a friendly and gentle person. I often have the same dream. Although I can't see that person's face, I always remember that he brought It gave me that kind of feeling. And you in the real world just gave me that strange feeling. In short, I, Li Chengmei, am by no means a person who tries to make ends meet, so you can tell me what I am honest with you. Treat it as a sincere statement that has no future."
Even her farewell words were expressed so coquettishly that Yucheng looked at her a little confused, wondering what she meant by that.
"I'm leaving, good night."
Thinking back on the damage done to her during this period of time, is it a bit too much to make a fuss out of a molehill? It's obvious that they just work together, so why do you think of her as a scourge?
"Actually, I have always had a deep impression of you. I always felt that the real you would be a friendly and gentle person."
Under the red light, Yucheng's eyes were slightly bloodshot. He turned his head sharply and looked at the rearview mirror. The remaining reflection of Chengmei was looking at him with a little confusion in his eyes.
"I really don't understand myself? How can I let her have such a temper? I won't let her go, nor will I let myself go!" Maybe it was because Seung-mi was staring at her in the rearview mirror. Feeling a little guilty, Yu Cheng turned his head awkwardly and grabbed the steering wheel with both hands. Soon his eyes were once again attracted by the picture that appeared on the rearview mirror. He saw Chengmei pedaling hard, with her fanatical eyes and eager expression filled with infinite love for a better life! Such eyes, so clear and pure, made Yu Cheng's heart feel hot!
"Let's go! Finally we can go home! Yoho!!!"
That was the outspoken voice of Seungmei when she was a college student, a little childish but more willful!
"Besides, the smog in Anseong is so heavy, you can actually open your mouth so wide while riding a bike!"
Yucheng's eyes suddenly trembled uncontrollably, and his whole body became nervous. "Ai Xi! I really don't understand what's wrong with me. How can I be so emotionally controlled by someone I have nothing to do with?"
The car was always moving only one step slower than the bicycle. The original throbbing quickly cooled down, and the ecstasy also subsided. Finally, Yucheng completely returned to the way he was when he first fell in love with Chengmei.
"Mom, yes, I'm on my way home. Has Chengyan slept? If you can get off work on time, just leave the housework and cooking to me. I feel really guilty for always letting my elderly mother do everything. .”
At the corner of another intersection, Chengmei was stammering on the phone. Looking at her trembling back, Yucheng felt something slipping from the bottom of his heart. There was suddenly a sense of loss in his eyes. Feel.
"Li Chengmei, in this world without me, have you been living with your mother and sister? Chengmei's sister has always carried a recessive gene for autism in her body, which was triggered seven days after her father died young. Yes. Her mother has no source of income. So, after so many years, have you been the one supporting that broken family with your young shoulders? "
She had never experienced such an awkward night before. Chengmei put away her lonely and helpless expression, and when she slowly raised her head, her eyes were filled with stubbornness. Yucheng looked at Chengmei who was pedaling the shared bicycle desperately up the steep slope, and then watched her gradually spread her arms like wings and soaring. That smile was really disappointing! Chengmei turned around quietly, looking surprised, happy and excited. But, what about Yucheng? He has clearly felt his heartache and helplessness. Tears gradually moistened her eyes, and Chengmei's look became confused.
"Thank you, I'm almost home, don't send me any further.", "After all, I am an older leftover girl! My mother will definitely be worried."
Chengmei's shy and smiling voice came from the phone, especially the gentle warning at the end that made Yucheng couldn't help but get red circles in his eyes again. I felt even more sorry for Chengmei and Chengmei's mother.
"I know, good night. I will continue to pay attention to you. If possible, just put me and Cui Inhyuk in the same line."
Watching Seung-mei's retreating back, the limited time flies by faster than the wind...
At this time, the words Chengmei had said echoed clearly in Yucheng's ears again, and then there was a sadness like a storm that beat him hard. How come there is no one to caress your despair? In this time and space, how come there is no one to take good care of you and protect you? Recalling what happened in the past, Yucheng gradually felt a sense of urgency to kill himself.
"Hey! Mom! What? Have you and dad arrived in Ancheng? Okay, I'll be here right away." After finishing his thoughts, Yucheng said with a sleepy voice, rudely typing a little yawn.
