At night, the stars in the sky were twinkling. Nan Fengqing and Qing Yue returned to the Magic City, but how could she have imagined that things would develop to this point, or even reach an irreversible point. Ever since Qingyue saved her under the tree, she later met Baili Yesu. Everything she experienced in Peach Blossom Valley was real, as was Qingyue's previous pain and sadness.
Nan Fengqing didn't know, she really didn't know. She couldn't understand these feelings. They were all sentimental and bitter. Every sad thing was like a knife, stabbing into her heart. She couldn't explain it. Unable to swallow, mixed with life and death, it doesn't matter whether to let go or not. She feels that Qingyue is standing in front of her now, but there is a horizontal gap between them. It is not a worldly gap, but she sees that the person in front of her is Qingyue, But she knew they really couldn't go back.
I can't go back to those young years.
In those days and years when Qingyue left her for her own good, Nanfengqing felt sad when she thought about it. She couldn't forgive him, and she couldn't forgive him. She changed from the second princess of the Magic City to a blue-haired monster in everyone's eyes, and then was accepted as a disciple by Baili Yesu. She spent a relatively happy time in Peach Blossom Valley.
But the good times didn't last long, because of Baili Yesu's identity as the God of War General, Nanfengqing still had four pieces of power Che, and the last one from Qingyue. She was about to become a force that everyone felt was threatening. In fact, it's not Nan Fengqing's problem, it's the strength that scares people.
In the past, Nan Fengqing always believed that bad things can go away slowly, but when she looked at Qingyue in front of her, she suddenly felt that if she couldn't go back, she couldn't go back. The relationship between them is like this.
To be precise, that’s the end of it.
No matter who the relationship is with, the essence is love, and she will be disappointed in the same way. So why bother? At that moment, Nan Fengqing didn't want to let the other party go, but wanted to let himself go.
She wants to know who she is, with so many identities, Yelan, Nanfengqing, who is she? Who is she still without Qingyue and Baili Yesu? In other words, who can she still be? Who can be.
You see, how good this sounds, how wonderful, how eye-catching. She is now Nanfengqing, the god that everyone is basically afraid of. Qingyue is back again and tells her that he wants to marry her, just like Qingyue did back then. Yue was exactly the same as when she was with her sister.
Sometimes I am too sad, and I don’t know why. At a certain moment, I suddenly don’t want to like or love anymore.
For Baili Yesu, too, Nan Fengqing was really tired of obstacles after obstacles. In this relationship where she saw only obstacles, the exhaustion had exceeded everything. She could no longer see any hope for the future. . So Nan Fengqing didn't know what happened to him today, so he suddenly made a strange decision.
Of course it is also very strange. She locked herself in a room in Magic City. She could feel the power in her body. She could feel that she was full of power. She could feel that no one in Magic City was talking about her anymore. She She can feel everyone's fear of her... But who can tell her why she was hurt in the past?
I don't know why, but for a moment, Nan Fengqing felt that another person in her body was slowly awakening. It was a person she didn't know, a person who wanted to throw away all love and hate, a person who wanted to be free. .
So Nanfengqing rejected Qingyue's idea of marrying her, and then she cried in the room for a few hours. She hated herself now and desperately tried every means to be with Baili Yesu. Why was she so humble? Woolen cloth. So, she gave up.
She gave up, not only Qingyue, but also Baili Yesu. Of course, she will work hard to solve the problem of Strength Che, which can be regarded as an explanation to Qingyue and Baili Yesu. She helped Baili Yesu imagine a better future, and Qingyue.
Qingyue can continue to be with her sister. As for Baili Yesu, she can also continue to find a goddess to be with. It's normal. She is not so strange. There is no strange magic city. There is no pain in her past, including Qing. Yue, including Nan Fengqing's painful past.
She was afraid that Baili Yesu would understand her. She couldn't bear the pain, and she didn't want to share it with Baili Yesu. It was an abyss, an abyss that could make people despair. She wanted to drag Baili Yesu into it with her. This abyss? In the past Qingyue, the power of Magic City was clear. She had many names, both real and fake. Nanfengqing couldn't accept it when she turned into a tree, but from that time on, she I know from the bottom of my heart that the real self no longer exists.
So there are many names and identities behind it, so what does it matter? And those hours of crying were a farewell to Qingyue, Baili Yesu, and herself. Because things have developed like this, Nan Fengqing knows that she and Qingyue can't go back, and she and Baili Yesu can't go back to Peach Blossom Valley.
Then forget it. Nan Fengqing wanted to let go, but also let herself go.
Just let yourself become a gust of wind, and hope everyone will forget about you. As for Strength Che, Nan Fengqing had already figured out what to do in the current situation. In this situation, there is only one person who is willing to help her, or is willing to support her decision, and that is Ying Xiaoyu, the second prince of the demon clan.
Nan Fengqing felt very relaxed when he thought about it this way, because he knew that there was no future and no expectations anyway. When he was disappointed, he felt calm at the bottom of the valley, even feeling sad. There will no longer be that kind of heartbreaking pain, because it is already extremely cold. Is there anything more sad than this?
Just let it go, really let it go.
Maybe Baili Yesu knew, or maybe he didn't, but none of that mattered. In fact, it's okay, it's not important anymore.
Nan Fengqing wanted to laugh instead, why bother? He felt that he could get better again and again, he repeated it again and again, he was disappointed again and again, forget it, forget it.
Not only did she want to let others go, she wanted to let herself go.
Let her die alone until she leaves everyone.
What else is there to miss? Let's cry for the last time. Nanfengqing left the Magic City alone and went to the Demon Clan without telling anyone, including Qingyue.
There was no other reason. She wanted to put an end to all this love and hate. Then goodbye, this time it’s real goodbye.
Nan Fengqing left quietly without telling anyone. So much so that when Ying Xiaoyu saw Nan Fengqing in the Demon Clan, he roughly guessed something.
"Have you really thought about it?" Ying Xiaoyu asked sadly, looking at Nan Fengqing's solemn expression.
"Think about it, I just have one request, you all forget about me." Nan Fengqing said these words expressionlessly, leaving no room for refusal.
She really thought about it.
Just let her spend the rest of her life alone.
