If the cause and effect of everything could be explained clearly, there would not be so many joys and sorrows in this world. These days, Nanfengqing has been quiet for many days because she doesn't know how to face the relationship between Qingyue and Baili Yesu. Everything seems illusory and fake.
"I love you. I loved you very much in the past, but we really can't go back." Nan Fengqing didn't know how she said these words. She knew her heart was hurting. Xu Yuzhou and Ye Lan in their hearts were saying, promise Qingyue to be with him, but unfortunately, these are not who she is now.
Even if she wanted to go back, what could she do? Maybe being cruel to Qingyue would be better for both of them. Reason told Nan Fengqing to do these things and say these words to Qingyue, but her heart was hurting, like drops of blood. She couldn't lie to herself. Deep down in her heart, she still liked Qingyue. Even if she becomes the goddess of the Nine Heavens and possesses many artifacts, she will never forget every detail. Because Qingyue is the person she has loved deeply since childhood, for so many years.
But fate arranged it this way. If she and Qingyue were together, wouldn't it be too selfish? What position would Baili Yesu be in? She has already collected four of the five powers in her body. There is no way that this matter will have nothing to do with her from now on, so just leave it alone.
Whether it is Heaven or Magic City, whether she is Xu Yuzhou, Ye Lan, or Nan Fengqing, she feels that her responsibilities are too heavy and heavy, and she can't breathe. What is she supposed to do? Something she wanted to do again.
The sight of Qingyue's thin and slender figure made her feel distressed. Her simple and pure eyes seemed to be closed in pain. For some reason, Qingyue's eyes always gave Nan Fengqing a very heartache feeling. It was a kind of heartache. She couldn't describe the feeling, but she was sure that Qingyue's eyes had never moved away from her. She couldn't speak any more. Nan Fengqing felt that her heart was getting more and more painful, and she could no longer say a word to reject Qing Yue.
Maybe before, she could still use reason to reject Qingyue, but now she has four powers of "Che" and has become the target of everyone's confrontation. She is also confused in her heart. Or maybe, she did something wrong from the beginning. It’s over.
Nan Fengqing didn't know, she really didn't know. From the moment she turned into a tree in the Magic City to the Peach Blossom Valley, she has always been inseparable from Qingyue and later Baili Yesu. She is not as powerful as she imagined. Sometimes Nanfengqing just wants to be a Ordinary people can be with the people they like and love deeply. So what if everything could go back to where it started? Can you really let go of everything that happened to Qingyue and get back together?
Nan Fengqing didn't know, but she knew that she couldn't give up, and she couldn't say a word to reject or hurt Qingyue, because this was the person she loved deeply.
Qingyue's white clothes left strong traces in Nan Fengqing's eyes and heart. She reluctantly changed the subject, "Qingyue... Brother, why do you always wear white clothes, it feels like moonlight?"
"Because you like it." Qingyue answered simply and clearly, leaving Nanfengqing unable to refute, "Is it because you don't agree to be with me again because you think I can't protect you like Baili Yesu? Or, you Don’t believe me? Because of my status? Or? In short, I can only say to you that my love for you and my belief in you have never changed. You are my belief all the time. It’s good to solve the problem of force Tetsu , it’s better to collect all the artifacts, if it’s something you decide to do, I will accompany you, and we will never be separated from now on.”
"Then what if... what I want to do is wrong? Or what if it is very dangerous? Do you want to accompany me too?" Nan Fengqing asked sincerely, looking into Qingyue's eyes intently. , she had no way to deceive her heart, she was waiting for an answer from Qingyue.
I don't know why, but Nan Fengqing suddenly decided to bravely face the "nightmare" and nightmare in his heart about Magic City and Qingyue. Qingyue smiled softly and reached out to touch Nan Fengqing's hair. The silk that tied her hair fell down and hung on one shoulder.
Qingyue's profile is so delicate and beautiful. Nan Fengqing couldn't help but have such an idea, although she didn't know whether it was right or not. "No, it's not for these reasons, it's because of myself. I don't want to lie to you and myself anymore. Brother Qingyue, I want to go back to how I was when I was a child. I don't want to tie myself up with those responsibilities anymore. I like you, those I will shoulder the responsibility, but I am not willing to give up on you anymore." Nan Fengqing said these words word for word, and she knew that this was a really difficult decision for her.
"I'm really sorry for Yesu. I thought about staying with him forever, trusting each other and never abandoning each other. But now I have gathered four powers on myself. The responsibility on him is too big and too heavy. I really don’t want to see him suffer because of me, and it’s hard to choose. We are originally from two worlds. My origin is just a tree. Even if I am the goddess of the Nine Heavens and the daughter of the Stone Lord of Heaven and Earth, it is just reincarnation. I don’t want to After thinking about it so much, it’s hard for me to tell you that I don’t like Baili Yesu anymore. I did all these things to save him, but I have to admit that I have to face a problem. When I collect the last I will become the host of the fifth force Che, and even if Baili Yesu is rescued by me, he will be the first to eliminate me as the god of war general in heaven."
"I know it is my responsibility to solve the problem of Qiqi Che, but I don't want to push Baili Yesu and myself to that point. When we were in Peach Blossom Valley, he was very good to me. He was like a big brother and took good care of me. He took care of me in every possible way. Protect me, but I can't lie to myself. It's a promise, but it's not heart-pounding love. I don't want to say anything selfless and noble. If I can save him this time, just treat it as if we don't owe each other anymore. I can't take Magic City As a bet, if Yesu, as the God of War general, destroys me and my strength, I can't continue to fight with him as a lover, or force him to make a choice. In this case, it's difficult to do anything, so I give up. Quit, this is the last love, but it can only go so far."
Qingyue listened quietly to Nan Fengqing's quiet words without saying anything. He understood, he understood everything, but he had to say that he had his own selfish motives. He wanted to be with Nan Fengqing. Yes, but in the current situation, Nan Fengqing is about to become the target of public criticism, so how can he continue to be with Baili Yesu, who is the God of War general.
Nan Fengqing did not expect that she would give up her relationship with Baili Yesu so quickly, nor did she expect that her relationship with Baili Yesu would end here.
Qingyue pulled Nan Fengqing towards her and said to Nan Fengqing softly, but with deep affection, "Xun'er, let's get married."
"Okay." Nan Fengqing replied immediately without even thinking about it. She didn't know whether she was doing it for Baili Yesu or because she was afraid of confronting Baili Yesu over the issue of strength. She couldn't accept either of these.
Then let it go. "Let's get married, brother Qingyue."
Under the moonlight, Nan Fengqing and Qingyue were seen as a pair, but the story of Baili Yesu and Nan Fengqing suddenly stopped.
Peach Blossom Valley will become an impossible dream for Nan Fengqing. She didn't know if what she did was right, but Nan Fengqing had to say goodbye to herself and Baili Yesu. In order to save Baili Yesu, she has to gather all five powers. Baili Yesu will still "encircle and suppress" her in the future, but as long as she saves him, it doesn't matter.
So what if I'm sad, so be it.
Anyway, Nanfengqing is getting married to Qingyue.
