If there were no ifs, if Qingyue had not chosen Phantom over Xu Universe because she was the chief knight of Magic City, even though it was for Magic City, Qingyue could have found various reasons for her choice, but could there be One thing he had to admit was that he had his own selfish motives at the time.
Even if he now breaks off his engagement with Phantom at all costs, at least when he chose to marry Phantom and Xu Yuzhou turned into a tree, he felt that his choice and giving up were right.
No matter how much regret and care you have later, it will lead to pain, discomfort, and paranoia to the point of losing your reason. Do people only know how to appreciate something when they lose it? But cakes will expire, people will change, everyone will become a new person, meet new people, continue to hold on to each other, and use the past self to accompany the betrayal as a shackles, it is just to make the other person sad again.
Qingyue walked hard to the wilderness step by step. Although he had not seen Nanfengqing yet, he could guess that Nanfengqing should be with Baili Yesu now if there were no special circumstances.
But that person is not him.
It has to be said that he was a step too late, or he was unwilling to do so, but what's the use? Can your heart be warmed up again after it has cooled down? Nan Fengqing now only thinks of him as an old friend. He only remembers that they had a good relationship in the past.
But people are like this, not getting is the best and most ideal. The more Nanfengqing behaves like this, the more Qingyue feels that she has not compensated enough. He just agreed to give up. When Qingyue walked to the wilderness, he looked at the yellow sand all over the ground. The sand blew on his face, body, and his hair and white clothes.
The wild land is sparsely populated, so large stretches of desert stretch as far as the eye can see. Qingyue stood here alone with an ice sword on her back, as lonely as a cold moon, but as cold as if she had fallen into an ice cellar.
Have you ever experienced the feeling of a dead heart?
It felt like her own world was completely dark, because Qingyue remembered, completely remembered the past things about Lonely Silence and Ningbi, just like he was with Xu Universe in Magic City.
"Why, why? Why do you lose me every time? I don't accept it, I don't accept it. Who can tell me why!" Qingyue knelt on the yellow sand in pain, crying bitterly. He looked up, tears running down his face bitterly. cheek.
The Ice Sword trembled with Qingyue's emotional fluctuations, as if it was floating with his mood, or in other words, it was using the last memories of him and Xu Universe to remind and stop him, telling him not to be raped again. The remaining power in the body is "completely" controlled.
But the terrifying thing about the power of Toru is that it absorbs everyone's strongest hatred. The hatred generated by love is the most deadly poison, which can amplify Toru infinitely. The solution to it is huge love.
So when Xu Yuzhou turned into a tree, Qingyue chose to use great love to resolve it and make her return to normal. But now, the part of "Che" that made him wake up again was also rapidly absorbing the unwillingness and hatred in his heart.
There seemed to be a darkened voice in her heart that kept saying to Qingyue, "Go and take back what belongs to you. She doesn't love you anymore. Why are you still so persistent? Do something of your own." Let’s do it.”
"Who are you? Stop talking about it. Even if Nanfengqing is not with me, she is still my sister Xu Yuzhou. It is impossible to change, impossible! Stop talking about it!" Qingyue held her head in pain, Roaring, he couldn't believe that Nan Fengqing could completely forget him, he couldn't accept it...
But the voice in his body, the power "Che" that existed in his body did not intend to let him go. Because Nan Fengqing said that there was also Baili Yesu beside him. With their extremely high cultivation, it was impossible that they could not suppress the two powers of "Che" in Nan Fengqing's body. And Ying Xiaoyu was a demon prince, so his magic power was definitely Extraordinary, it is not easy to control the part that is "through" by power.
Besides, once the elders of the demon clan discover that part of the power "Che" in Ying Xiaoyu's body is out of control, they will not sit idly by. Therefore, for the current power "Che", it split all the power when it was sealed. They were divided into five parts and placed on different individuals, so that one day they could be reunited and reappear in the world.
So now, the best breakthrough is Qingyue. Because his magic and skills were abolished, Phantom and others thought that Qingyue just had no cultivation and was like ordinary people, but this was not the case. He had no control over his own cultivation, and the power in his body was awakened and strengthened by hatred, constantly trying to control him.
The voice in Qingyue's body rang again, "What are you still hesitating about? You now have a share of my power in your body. As long as you help me find the other four powers, plus your own share, from now on you will With huge power, no one can force you anymore, and you can also take back your Nanfengqing, why not?"
"Stop talking, stop talking! I won't be controlled by you, no!" Qingyue resisted with her last strength. He knew how terrible it would be to let the power regroup, because this power was too powerful and so powerful. If people are afraid of it, there will be many people who want it to dominate the six realms. The consequences of this will be unimaginable. No, he can't do that. He must be able to control himself.
Qingyue gritted her teeth, pulled out the Ice Sword with trembling, and grabbed the blade of the sword fiercely on the phone. The bright red blood dripped down drop by drop, scattered on the yellow sand, just like the tree that Qingyue turned into in Xu Universe. The next time, everything seemed to be happening again, but this time, Nan Fengqing didn't know it yet.
Perhaps, if she were here now, it would have a different ending.
Qingyue grasped the ice sword in her hand fiercely, and the sharp blade pierced his hand, but he could not feel the pain. To be more precise, he was wholeheartedly resisting with his own flesh and blood. The strength in the body is "thorough".
The yellow sand flying around Qingyue was just like when Dugugu was defeated here, but the difference is that this time Qingyue did not look into the distance. This time, his faith was all in his body, in the Ice Sword . He held the ice sword tightly, lowered his head, and trembled.
The wounds on Qingyue's body gradually became more serious, and his white clothes were gradually dyed red. The black light from the "through" part of the power surrounded him, sometimes inside the body, sometimes outside the body, trying to completely devour and control Qingyue.
There seemed to be only one image left in Qingyue's mind, and that was Nan Fengqing, or maybe the cute and beautiful smiling face of the universe, which supported him through the painful minutes.
But what was supposed to happen happened.
Qingyue's flesh and blood body still cannot resist the powerful power of "Che", although only one-fifth of it is now in Qingyue's body. However, these are enough to destroy Qingyue.
There was a huge burst of black mist, yellow sand flying all over the sky, and Qingyue kneeling on the yellow sand holding the ice sword tightly. The power in his body was "completely" out of control, and he also tried to break through Qingyue's restrictions. , because since Qingyue is unwilling to combine the other four powers "Che", it wants to rush out to complete this task on its own.
But how could Qingyue allow it, even at the expense of herself.
Qingyue held the ice sword in her hand tighter. Suddenly, the power in his body "Che" started his final blow, using almost all his strength. Qingyue violently spit out a mouthful of blood. The moment he was about to fall, the Ice Sword suddenly burst out with huge power. The cold ice froze Qingyue, who was about to fall, and at the same time, it also severely froze the power that was about to rush out of Qingyue's body. ".
So, is this all coming to an end, for Qingyue? After he woke up again, he hadn't had time to see Nan Fengqing, he hadn't had time to wait for Ye Lan to say "I do", and he hadn't had time to compensate his sister "Xu Yuzhou"...
But now it’s almost meaningless…
Qingyue just felt tired, very tired, and even the faces of Nan Fengqing and Xu Yuzhou in her mind were gradually unclear...
Without thinking about anything, he gradually lost consciousness and closed his eyes. However, the Ice Sword froze him, and he remained kneeling on the yellow sand. His hand still held the blade, and one side of the Ice Sword turned red.
But Qingyue didn't know any of this. He didn't know whether Nan Fengqing still remembered him. Although his magic and abilities were disabled by Phantom and the others, he finally chose not to be controlled by the power of "Toru" because he would not be controlled by the power of "Toru" in order to ensure his own safety, allowing "Toru" to completely appear in the world and trap everyone. in danger.
This is not Qingyue's style of doing things, but... everything ended like this. He seemed unwilling to give in, and he didn't seem to be unwilling to do anything... because he met Ye Lan again after he came back, and now she has changed again. Cheng Nan Fengqing was with Baili Yesu. Now that someone was taking care of her, he felt relieved.
But...he still decided not to wait for her.
I'm still sorry for her, I couldn't make it up to her, I promised to protect her silently, but I couldn't do it either.
Qingyue slowly lost all consciousness and closed her eyes. There was just a young man in white kneeling on the yellow sand, holding an ice sword in his hand. He was frozen by the ice emitted by the ice sword. At the same time, it also suppressed the "Che" that temporarily restrained the power that was still in Qingyue's body.
The yellow sand rises, the ice freezes, a burst of strength ends a relationship, a romance.
Asking what love is in the world is heartbreaking. This time, Qingyue sacrificed his life in order to prevent himself from being controlled by that power and from trying to gather five manifestations of the world.
The yellow sand rises, the yellow sand rises, and the strong wind rises. The ice is freezing, the yellow sand is falling, and a desolate atmosphere spreads in every corner of the wilderness. The power "Che" in Qingyue's body that was frozen by the ice of the Ice Sword was also the last thing he did for Nanfengqing and the last thing he did to protect her.
The yellow sand falls, the yellow sand falls, and rows of lone geese fly by. Maybe, the clear moon will turn into yellow sand... and become a memory of Nan Fengqing's past forever.
The power in Qingyue's body gradually calmed down under the influence of the ice sword, but everything was different from before.
Nanfengqing, compared to the name Yelan, there is no longer the name "Brother Qingyue" in Nanfengqing's world.
Never again, brother Qingyue.
