A breeze blew, and Baili Yesu still had no consciousness. He fell into a deep sleep in a dream, and in the dream was Yelan who once accompanied him. This was such a beautiful dream that he didn't want to wake up from. Everyone in the world says that we should face someone else's departure calmly and let it go gracefully. But if the person involved is ourselves, can we just let it go as long as we let it go?
Baili Yesu couldn't do it, and neither could Ye Lan. She left a peach blossom mark on her forehead because she didn't want to forget Baili Yesu. What about other people? When we persuade others to let it go in a high-sounding way, or in other words, when we experience it again, will we say the same thing as when we persuaded others?
To Baili Yesu, Nanfengqing was something he wanted to protect, something he owned. Baili Yesu "loves" many things. He loves the world, all the great rivers and mountains, and everyone's peace. But in all of this, there should be Yelan, or in other words, the current Nanfengqing. Otherwise everything will be meaningless.
So Nan Fengqing left. Although he was poisoned, he still stayed in the dream willingly and did not want to wake up. Because in the dream, he and Nan Fengqing were still together in the Peach Blossom Valley. The sky was full of peach blossoms. They were running and playing in the peach blossom forest hand in hand. Nan Fengqing's skirt was pink and her hair was long, decorated with several peach blossoms. . She was always so safe around him, without having to think about anything, happy and carefree.
How he wanted to be with her all the time and see her innocent and bright smile. Even Baili Yesu subconsciously felt that the dream poison in him should be deeper, so that he could sleep in the dream forever, because he did not want to wake up. When he woke up and faced this, it seemed that he had everything, but there was nothing. The world with Nan Fengqing by his side.
The leaves fell one by one, and Baili Yesu had a long dream. Nan Fengqing was with her in Peach Blossom Valley. They watched the moon and stars together, brewed peach blossom wine together, and sat on a phoenix mount above the Peach Blossom Valley to see the peach blossom forest. The breeze blew on their faces, and even the air was It's sweet.
Nan Fengqing's face was so beautiful, her beauty was unparalleled. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and that was how it was in Baili Yesu's eyes. For "Nan Fengqing" in Peach Blossom Valley, Baili Yesu is still the healing existence. No matter what she has experienced, as long as she sees Baili Yesu, she feels at ease and happy, just by looking at it, She felt that she could still overcome the upcoming difficulties, and she could still persevere. Baili Yesu was her faith to her.
Although this is the content of Baili Yesu's dream, and the Nanfengqing in Peach Blossom Valley is also the content of his dream, but the reality is also the same, but now the real Nanfengqing has not remembered the past about Baili. It's just Yesu's memory.
I don’t know why, but this huge and dense forest is hidden under the top of the snow mountain. If Xuanyin from the demon clan hadn’t come to the top of the snow mountain to steal the snow spirit that Baili Yesu had obtained, and poisoned Baili Yesu to the bottom of the snow valley. , Baili Yesu might not discover that there is still this forest.
So good and bad are interdependent, and sometimes we don’t know which real world we exist in. Things in the world are impermanent, and the past is like a fleeting glimpse, but we have truly existed. But where have those past feelings gone now? Did they really exist?
For Baili Yesu, his answer definitely exists, so after being poisoned by the dream, he still tried hard to restore the memories of him and Ye Lan, including the new "Nanfeng Qing" he imagined. "Stay in his own dream, just like stay with him.
The true forgetfulness of a person is not to leave, nor to never mention it, but in the end, even his appearance, his name, and his voice are completely forgotten. Even if we meet again, we will still be strangers. In the end, we will never even dream again. This person appears. This is too cruel for the past.
Therefore, Baili Yesu decided that he would never let himself and Nan Fengqing become like this. Even if she becomes a new name, a new individual, even if she is just the same tree as she was at the beginning, no matter what they look like, they will still be together, for life after life, to stay with each other and never give up.
If Qingyue's love for Nan Fengqing is a selfless sacrifice, then Baili Yesu may be more willing to let go of everything to be with Nan Fengqing, to be by her side, to take care of her, to protect her, and to heal all her problems. If you are not happy, let’s go see this myriad of worlds together.
It's not because the world is too wonderful, but because the world is too beautiful. It's full of mountains and rivers, and it's hard to find a close friend. Once you meet someone, you don't want to let go. All the beauty is more meaningful just because of one person.
Because for Baili Yesu, there are many things in the world he protects. His responsibility, his maturity, his restraint, and his strength are all just because he wants to create a happy and secure world for Nan Fengqing. The environment made her no longer lonely, painful, and entangled. He wanted to accompany her to grow up and was unwilling to see her suffer any harm.
So when he can't see the real Nan Fengqing again, he would rather meet and stay with her in his dreams. Baili Yesu's love is "too plain" and too rational. The long flowing water is sometimes like a glass of boiled water, but he will get used to him. There may not be so much bitterness and hatred, but it is very warm.
I don’t know why, maybe it’s because of Baili Yesu’s strong and deep feelings for Nan Fengqing, and his introverted character, even if he loves her very much, he only expresses it by one or two points, and is even suppressed by reason and responsibility. , his love is rational and restrained, just like the one who wants to reach out to hold her hand, but never has the courage, because Baili Yesu feels that it is too easy to lose your mind with a love that is too strong, and there is only one person in the world in your eyes. It's not that he doesn't want to have feelings, it's just that he was demoted to the God of Peach Blossom Valley because of some things. He is trying to make up for it. He is the God of War general in heaven. He wants to solve the problems caused by the "thorough" power...
He has too many identities and worries. In the end, he also deeply loves Nan Fengqing. She is the most important part of him and an indispensable part. She cannot leave him, but he has never treated her in these ways. She said that perhaps, she felt that his love was not as strong as his heart.
Because for Baili Yesu, her safety is greater than his love for her.
Baili Yesu was unconscious under a big tree. The tree seemed to be moved by Baili Yesu's restrained and deep feelings for Nan Fengqing. It stretched its branches longer and used its dense leaves to help Baili Yesu. Sue shielded some of the wind and other fluttering plants like a protection.
