If everything in the world were as people imagine, there would not be so many joys and sorrows, and unspeakable sadness and pain. Sometimes we feel that happiness is very close to us, but at the same time it seems far away.
Just like Qingyue thought that after she woke up again, she could be with "Nan Fengqing" again, but the fact was not that simple.
After a simple dispute with Phantom yesterday, he couldn't remember what happened. He only vaguely remembered that there was an inexplicable power in his body that he couldn't control well. He lost control and knocked out the Phantom who was talking to him. He didn't do it on purpose. , think about Qingyue in the past, when she was in Magic City, she was reluctant to hurt even a small animal.
But it was indeed him who caused Phantom to faint. If the first time he hurt someone was because he wanted to find Ye Lan, that is, Nan Fengqing, in this way, then what happened to Phantom's fainting? How should he explain it.
Qingyue didn't want to believe it, but she had to believe that part of the power "Che" in his body was slowly losing control. Does he feel scared? Still worried? In fact, it was neither, but he didn't know what he would become if he continued like this. If Nan Fengqing appeared next to him, would he be unable to control himself and hurt her like he hurt the phantom.
Qingyue is actually such a person in essence. No matter what situation she is in, she always considers the feelings of others, especially Nan Fengqing's feelings. In fact, he doesn't like Yelan's new name very much, but he loves her and is willing to accept everything about her, whether it's good or bad.
Because this is all hers, Qingyue respects Yelan's choice and decision, even if this decision means Yelan and Ningbi become Nanfengqing together. Then he just needs to continue to love Nan Fengqing, it's her anyway.
Qingyue's love is different from Baili Yesu's love. Qingyue is a little paranoid and does not hesitate to give everything he has in order to love someone, but at the same time, he also makes the person he loves feel very heavy.
If we are together, we will be the happiest people in the world, but if we can't be together, Qingyue's pure love is like poison that penetrates the intestines and will never be forgotten for the rest of our lives.
But Baili Yesu is mature. The responsibility on his shoulders is too heavy. Like-mindedness is more important than feelings. If it is love, it is more like a kind of protection. He is rational and knows what should be done and what should not be done. After weighing everything, I was very happy to be with him, but something was missing.
Just like the purity when we first saw the moonlight, it's not because of how good that person is, but just because of that one more look, we can never forget it. And this person happens to love you too, but they just can't be together. How unforgettable it must be and how difficult it is to let go.
Qingyue's heart is like a flowing river, full of love for Nanfengqing. It seems that the most important thing after he wakes up is to be with her. If it is said to be obsession, it is better to say it is He had regrets.
He didn't know why he was thinking so much. Since Baili Yesu was not sure that he could give Yelan and Nanfengqing happiness, why did Qingyue give up. Who says they can't go back to the past.
But everyone is saying that they can't go back to the past, and everyone seems to be saying that Qingyue is delusional. A basin of cold water splashed hard on Qingyue's face and body, and he couldn't help but shudder.
Cold, besides cold, still cold.
Her thinking gradually became clearer. Qingyue tried her best to open her eyes and saw clearly that she was no longer in the cage where the phantom had imprisoned her with spiritual power, but in a cold cellar. He didn't know where it was. .
Qingyue moved slightly. He felt that there seemed to be many wounds on his body, which were very painful. He didn't know how they were caused, but there were many. They should have been caused by spiritual whips or magic.
He looked down with difficulty and found that he was only wearing a simple white plain robe, which was covered with blood stains. There were even blood stains on his long tied hair. Qingyue's current condition was not at all inferior to what he had saved that day. "Xu Universe" situation.
"Do you still know it hurts? Why didn't you think of it when you hit Phantom yesterday? Why didn't you think of the result today when you fell in love with my youngest daughter Xu Universe?" Phantom and Xu Universe's father, who is from Magic City. "Wang" said to Qingyue coldly. The slightly older man seemed to hate the thin and fragile man in front of him.
Because Phantom's father felt that if Qingyue hadn't appeared and caused trouble, at least his little daughter would have been just a tree, and she would not have become Baili Yesu's apprentice Yelan, and now Shen Nanfengqing in heaven. , he felt as if he had completely lost "Xu Universe". In other words, if you lose control of your little daughter "Xu Universe", you might as well just pretend she never existed.
And who should be blamed for all this? It seems that it is only Qingyue.
Now they only have one precious daughter left. All the hopes of the Magic City are pinned on the eldest princess Phantom, and Qingyue accidentally injured her yesterday. Fortunately, the maid found out early, otherwise she doesn't know what would happen.
So Phantom's father ordered people to tie up Qingyue, who also fainted due to "Che" power. He couldn't let Qingyue hurt his daughter again.
"Do you still remember your identity? I will give you two choices now, you can choose for yourself." Phantom's father said calmly but disappointedly, without any emotion, "One, either you continue to do magic obediently The city's eldest prince consort and Phantom's husband, you must know that you and Phantom are married, and you must be good to her. Second, you must leave the Magic City completely. You will never come back in this life. I don't want to see you again."
"If it were me before, I would have promised you, but now, I will tell you without any hesitation that I love Xu Yuzhou, Yelan, who is now Nanfengqing." Qingyue said firmly without thinking, "What's more, some of them say that I am Dugu, the adopted son of Lord Tiandi Shi in the past. Dugu originally liked Ningbi. I am not wrong in loving the current Nanfengqing."
"You'd better not be stubborn." Phantom's father warned Qingyue seriously. He also felt that Qingyue was a little different from before. "After all, you are married to Phantom now. Look at what you said. How it breaks her heart.”
"That's because I didn't know how to face my feelings before, and I wasn't brave enough. Don't worry, Phantom and I are not a real couple. Please help me and Yelan, also known as Nanfengqing, make the relationship grow from childhood to adulthood. Da, I have always liked her, she has been the light in my life. As a knight, shouldn’t I protect the princess? My princess used to be Xu Zhouzhou, and now she is Nanfengqing. I don’t ask you to understand. Please Stop blocking her." Qingyue didn't know why she said these words, sincere tears were almost flowing down her face.
Phantom's father was helpless and didn't know what to say, "Did you know? The second princess has now become Nan Fengqing, the god of heaven. She has a complicated life experience. Are you sure she will still be with you?"
Qingyue didn't look up bitterly, but said silently, "I like her and love her, and it has nothing to do with her. Whether she accepts my love or not does not affect my protection and protection of her."
Phantom's father took a deep breath and said: "Well, it seems that you are determined to choose the second path. Since you can't continue to be with Phantom and you don't want to, then go ahead and never do it." Come back again."
Qingyue refused decisively, "I can't leave. I still have to wait for Nanfeng Qing to come back. No matter who she becomes or what her name is, I believe she will not give up on me, Qingyue's brother."
"Since you are so stubborn, it is not up to you. Someone will destroy Qingyue's spiritual power and skill, and abandon her to the uninhabited and barbaric land of the demons. Whether you can survive depends on your luck. What's more, You still have a powerful part in you. I don’t have to worry about hurting the people of the city, but you can’t stay here and bring disaster to the Magic City. Our genealogy will not be handed over to anyone casually. It’s an agreement from generation to generation.”
Qingyue looked at Phantom's father's decisive expression and couldn't say anything else. She could only lower her head and silently said "Okay". He just feels sad. He is not afraid of being beaten or injured. He just wants to dissolve his nominal marriage with Phantom. Is it so difficult to wait quietly in the Magic City for Nan Fengqing to come back? Qingyue didn't know and didn't want to think about this heartbreaking problem.
"I will live well, waiting for you to come to me, and waiting for you to come to me whenever you want." This seems to be the agreement Qingyue made to Nanfeng Qing, what he felt before going to the wild land.
Qingyue knew what the Demon Clan's wild land meant. Back then, Duguji and the Demon Clan were defeated in the wild land. Because there were so many monsters and beasts here, spiritual power seemed to have no effect, not to mention that Phantom's father wanted to Qingyue's spiritual power was destroyed before Qingyue went to the wild land.
Forget it, Qingyue smiled bitterly and shook her head. Her beautiful and fragile face was so bloodless that it made people feel distressed. But he still missed Nan Fengqing in his heart.
"Your name is Nan Fengqing now. Remember to come to me. Brother Qingyue will always be waiting for you."
Phantom's father didn't know when he had walked out, and he walked directly to another very luxurious palace. That's where the Phantom lives. Phantom is fine now.
"Ying'er, my father told that kid Qingyue to let him go to the wild land to destroy his spiritual power and martial arts, but he didn't refuse." Phantom's father said truthfully, "I see that Qingyue was possessed by that part Xu Yuzhou, who was transformed by Power Che, was confused and completely stupid. She is not my daughter at all. I don’t have a daughter transformed by Power Che, no matter if she is now Nan Fengqing or Yelan. , it has nothing to do with us or the Magic City."
Phantom felt relieved and happy when his father said this. She thought for a while and added: "By the way, father, remember to put Qingyue in the most dangerous place in the wilderness, where the wildest animals are the most difficult to deal with. He is actually willing to go to the wilderness for that Nanfeng Qing. He doesn't want to be with me, he has been lying to me, he has never loved me, I hate him."
"Okay, okay, father, I promise you." Maybe Phantom's father had forgotten about his little daughter, or maybe it was because he felt that he only had one daughter, Phantom.
In the Magic City, the only one who really cares about Nan Fengqing now is probably Qingyue in the cold cellar basement. His tied hair was scattered behind and around his shoulders, and his body was covered with scars, but he still missed the girl named Nan Fengqing.
"Qing'er, it's okay if you don't come. I'll wait for Brother Qingyue to find you." Qingyue insisted and murmured, her delicate face like a bright moonlight, pure and clean, "Because I love you, I am willing Waiting for you, you can go to the wilderness."
Qingyue paused and said solemnly, "Because I miss you."
