Naturally, the train from Jiangling did not go directly to Sichuan, so Huanxin caught a train bound for Shu early in the morning. After waiting, Huanxin thought it would be better to transfer to another train.
From the train to the long-distance bus, although the journey was tiring, I was very energetic.
Ever since reading this Star Sutra, Huan Xin seemed to have found the direction of his life again. Demon Lord Poison Fire had always been a hurdle in his heart, and even during this period, he almost became Huan Xin's "inner demon".
The main reason is still the feeling of powerlessness felt deep in the heart when facing the devil. This powerlessness is actually a kind of fear. But now, Qingxin seems to have found a way to overcome this fear.
The source of fear is due to his own lack of ability, but now that Huan Xin has read the "Big Dipper Chapter" of the Star Scripture, he feels that he can practice the complete "Shen Po Jue", and even practice it to a higher level. Shenpojue is a more spiritual "Big Dipper Dafa".
Huan Xin believes that since no one knows when the Demon Lord will come out again, instead of living in fear every day in the shadow brought by the Demon Lord, it is better to step out of the shadow and work hard to become stronger, so that even if the Demon Lord comes out So what? Wouldn't it be over if we kill him?
Huan Xin had watched "Shen Po Jue" before, but after just one glance, Huan Xin felt that Shen Po Jue was really mysterious, almost like a book from heaven, so Huan Xin chose to give up at that time, thinking that maybe Now is not the time! But when Huan Xin saw the three bamboo slips brought out from the ancient tomb, Huan Xin was immediately enlightened. He thought that "Shen Po Jue" was like a very difficult subject to learn, and this third volume The bamboo slips are like the tutorial materials for this course. With this Star Sutra, it seems that I am recalling the Shenpo Jue. This Shenpo Jue is not like a heavenly book and cannot be understood, so Huan Xin only has one idea now, I just want to go back to Kunlun, calm myself down, and stay in seclusion for a while. The main thing is to study Shenpo Jue!
But before that, Huan Xin still wanted to pass by Sichuan and return the jade pendant retrieved by Liang Lingyan to Tangmen. After all, this was something she had promised. Now, with Liang Lingyan's help, Huan Xin also did it. Knowing this part of cause and effect, he also wanted to start well and end well, so he returned the jade pendant to Tang Clan, so that the two would not owe each other anything.
During the long-distance bus ride on the rugged and winding mountain road in Sichuan, I looked at the scenery of the mountains and canyons on both sides. I also thought a lot in my mind, but most of them were thoughts about life, for example, why we should practice Taoism. ? What kind of Tao are you cultivating? This is a very philosophical question.
In fact, Qing Xin often asks himself these questions in his mind. With his experiences over the years, the answers will become different every time.
When he saw Beiming Mountain Gate for the first time, Huanxin was excited and curious deep down in his heart. He only practiced Taoism for those magical skills of Beiming. Huanxin felt that every time he performed these in front of fellow practitioners, The magic spell will amaze everyone, and getting praise is actually a very direct idea. After all, when you are young and energetic, you don't want everyone's approval?
But later, when Huan Xin met Su He, he began to feel that his cultivation skills could help others and protect those around him. However, it was not until Su He was poisoned last time that Huan Xin deeply felt what it meant. There is nothing he can do. Even if he has a unique skill that will shock everyone when he takes action, he will still feel sad when facing the pale face of his beloved before his death. At that time, Huan Xin also asked himself, what is the use of practice? ?
Later, when Huan Xin faced the devil, he felt an invisible sense of mission. On the Shu Mountain, Huan Xin even thought about sacrificing himself to prevent Miyamoto from taking the magic sword. That was a kind of Needless to say, he actually didn’t understand it. If the Demon Lord had taken away the Demon Sword that day, could the world really be destroyed?
But at that time, he still chose to stand on the road ahead of the Demon Lord. The reason was that Huoxin had this ability, and he also wanted to do his best for the world.
But the result is that no matter how hard he tries, he may not be able to stop the Demon Lord. This result also deeply hits Huan Xin, as if all the efforts he has put in and all the methods he has learned over the years have become It's meaningless, no matter what he does, even if he has cultivated to the Land God Realm of transcending tribulation, it will be of no avail.
In all the previous battles with demons, almost all ended in death. Mo Canxue was like this, and Shushan's purple and green swords were like this. Qingxin had seen Jiu'er's helplessness and expectation in her dream, The look of despair and pain in his eyes made Xuan Xin afraid. He was really afraid that this scene would happen again. He was concerned about it in his heart. He didn't want Su He to make the same mistake again after a thousand years and experience the pain of separation and death again.
Therefore, in his heart, he was confused and even timid. He began to fear that the sudden arrival of the Demon Lord would break all the good things in his life, so he began to be afraid and even had the idea of retreating. It is not visible on the surface, but he can never deceive himself. These are really the true portrayal of the heart of a young man who is about to graduate from college.
Even Huan Xin began to envy some ordinary people around her, like Wang Shouchen and Wei Dalong. They don't know cool spells, but they can still live well and have their own love. Although she has a lot of things that ordinary people can't match. Although he has no ability, he lives on the run every day and lives in Su He's fear. Sometimes he will get tired of this kind of life.
But when Xingxin calms down, he will also think about it. In this world, there must be someone who stands at the forefront of the storm, sacrificing himself to protect the lights of thousands of families behind him. There is someone who has been persevering and forging ahead, maybe the starry sky at night That's how peaceful it is.
Since he was destined to live this kind of life from birth, he had no choice. After all, there were many people behind him who had paid more than he imagined for his growth.
Until now, Huan Xin has seen hope. He knows that this is a difficult road to walk, but if no one walks it, maybe when other people's happiness is not there, the thousands of lights behind him will also become beacons. Damn it, then this is his own home, can he still be alone?
All of this may not only be for the common people in the world, but also for the people you love. I hope you can give your loved ones a peaceful and peaceful world, so that this world will always be beautiful!
I was leaning against the car window, thinking about everything, and was suddenly pulled back to reality by a sudden brake. At this time, the moonlight was already high in the sky, and the stars in the sky were telling me that tomorrow will be a good weather, but driving The driver was obviously no longer in such a good mood. He stopped because a group of people in front of him blocked the way of the bus.
At this time, many passengers gathered around, wanting to see what was going on. Naturally, Huan Xin also looked through the car window and saw a group of people wearing linen mourning clothes in front of them. Almost everyone was wearing linen mourning clothes, and some were holding white flags high in their hands. , it seems that they encountered a funeral procession.
Huan Xin lowered his head and looked at his watch. It was almost eleven o'clock at night. How could anyone attend a funeral at this time? There was only one road in front of him. The driver turned off the car and stopped without any temper. He also felt helpless. , but still patiently explained to the few passengers in the car: "Now we have arrived at the gathering area of the ethnic minorities in southern Shu, and this is also a local tradition. After all, people die and grow, since we have met I can only accept it calmly, and I hope everyone can understand!"
