Thank you for your support, I think this book ends here

Although it is a not-so-popular book, and although there are only a dozen or so people reading it, if what I describe with my heart can be felt by other people, and someone can be moved by it, then I will have the motivation to continue.

This is the motivation that keeps me going even though I’m full of wounds and stumbles.

For this reason, I have always taken everything seriously, whether it is the opinions of readers or the writing of the book. I know that my abilities are limited, but as long as I can do it, I will try my best, just to make readers feel that it is two cents per chapter. The subscription fee is well spent.

But all things must come to an end.

If people keep forcing themselves over and over again, and if they keep convincing themselves with the same reasons over and over again, over time, it will take longer and longer to muster up their energy again.

Reasons I use to convince myself to keep writing.

It’s “Even if it’s not popular, at least there are people who are paying attention.”

But this is wrong.

Thank you to the person in the book review section for making me realize this again. Although today is the first time I see you in the book review section, you are just like countless others who never showed up when I needed them. Just like people who started to accuse me of my shortcomings, I deeply understood how powerless I was.

To be honest, at times like this, I really hope that I have at least one truly supportive reader who can come out with different opinions and refute each other instead of me, the author, doing it myself.

The point is not that someone is on my side, but that if someone refutes it like this, it proves that at least he has seriously read and experienced the things in my book.

What I want to know is that my efforts are not in vain.

Even if I'm covered in wounds and stumbling around, as long as there's still one person cheering for the story, as long as there's still one person who truly understands the feelings of the men and women who lived in the story, I can still continue this story - even if it's slow, it's still going on. can continue this story.

But that’s it, isn’t it?

Because there is no such person.

There are only people who come here wearing tinted glasses. Because my books are not popular, they have to find a reason to explain to the author. Naturally, this reason must be something bad about my book itself, so that’s why. Pick out mistakes with a critical eye. If something is not wrong, it must be said to be wrong.

me.

It’s been too long to deal with people like you.

me.

tired.

So that's it for now, I guess I'm going to take a long, long break.

My non-existent supporters, thank you for your non-existent support.

As for those who criticize regardless of reason, I hope you will not experience too much of the powerlessness I experienced in your future life. This is the only courtesy I have left to you. If it weren't for my own cultivation that still controls me, I would want to call you mentally retarded right now and hope that you would live a miserable life like me.

Well, see you later.

roy：2016/10/9.

Attached: Excerpt from alntaylorscotty:

cottycheckedoutthism

Scott left this morning

inhisaryway

As usual

withagssofgoodmaltwhiskyinhishand

Hand holding a glass of delicious malt whiskey

atleastthat'swhattheysay

At least, that's what they say

hedidn'tleavemuchowing

He didn't leave much debt

whenhefinallypaidthebill

He paid it off in the end

maybeheshould'vesettledafewgoodscores

Maybe he won't get too many compliments

butnowiguess

but i'm thinking

neverwill

He'll never get it

irememberthetimehetoldme

I remember he told me at that time

wewerebornunderagoldenstar

We are all born under a golden planet

andmaybesometimeswecouldn'tfindit

Maybe we'll never find it

andthejourneyseemedtoofar

The journey of life seems very far

butitwasjustamatterofhangingin

But that's just a problem

andwe'dgetthereintheend

A problem we will all solve when we reach the finish line

wellitseemsyoingtofindit

It seems you have found the answer

mycrazybeautifulfriend

My crazy yet kind friend

goodbye.

m..,.