Chapter 190
Su Qianyan left angrily. -乐-文-小-说-
Liang Xinyi had no choice but to visit Fan Qin again. Fan Qin looked at the palm prints on her fair face and laughed: "Sister, are you two reconciled?"
"Is this how reconciliation looks like?" Liang Xinyi looked aggrieved and covered her hot cheeks.
"It's better to be angry than indifferent..." When she said this, her eyes became sad, as if she was feeling sad.
"That's true." Liang Xinyi was only immersed in the regret of "unfinished business" and did not notice the change in her mood.
Thinking of this, Liang Xinyi became proud again, "She obviously has feelings for me, but she's just too embarrassed to admit it."
Fan Qin couldn't help laughing again.
Liang Xinyi looked at her and said happily: "You smile like this, I feel more relieved."
Fan Qin's face condensed, and then became expressionless.
Liang Xinyi held her hand: "I know your condition has been getting better, and you have been taking care of me when you were sick. Is it like this now..." Liang Xinyi hesitated for a moment, then said: "Because of her?"
Fan Qin felt stuffy in his heart.
Yes, it's not her.
I'm really fed up with my current state. I'm obviously tempted, but I don't know how to fight for it.
Sometimes she wonders, how could she fall in love with her? The woman who became a sperm.
What on earth was she thinking?
He brings a doctor to diagnose and treat her at a fixed time every two weeks, and he is meticulous in the process, as if he is the object of her rescue. You can invest in humanistic care, but reject people thousands of miles away. She seemed reluctant to talk to anyone other than her illness. He often leaves with the doctor, even giving him a look.
For three months, they met at regular intervals but never had a chance to truly communicate. Gradually, she also became numb. Occasionally she would bring her little four pounds, and only at this time could she see her gentle smile from the bottom of her heart. Of course, not to her.
Until two days ago, she accidentally learned from Xiao Sijin that an aunt named Amy often came to the house.
She warned herself not to care, not to care... but she still cares! She didn't even feel that she cared too much, but her body betrayed her first, and she had thoughts of irritability and suicide.
Liang Xinyi looked at her watch: "Is she coming soon? I haven't had a good chat with her for a long time..."
"Don't..." Fan Qin instinctively stopped him: "I don't want to pay attention to her."
"Be good, don't be angry. Since you like it, you have to go for it."
Fan Qin's heart beats faster, fight for it? Does she deserve to have the word "fight" when she looks like this? Is she not afraid of harming others and herself?
"Sister, I don't want you to interfere in my affairs." Fan Qin calmed down and felt more and more that he was a joke. He had lived with this thorn for so many years and could not even think about relief.
Liang Xinyi looked at her with terrifyingly calm eyes. Knowing that she was trying to get into trouble again, her heart tightened, hoping that the doctor and Qin Mei would come quickly.
Perhaps her prayer was very effective. After a while, Qin Mei came with the doctor for consultation on time.
Today, Qin Mei wore a sapphire blue dress with prominent lines, which highlighted her natural and beautiful appearance. In the eyes of others, she is pleasing to the eye, but in Fan Qin's view, he feels that she must be nourished by love and glow from the inside out. This further confirmed the fact that Xiao Sijin said and his own suspicion that she was dating Amy.
Liang Xinyi had been describing Fan Qin's recent condition to the doctor. When the doctor said something, Liang Xinyi shook her head, fearing that he wouldn't understand, so she simply communicated in German.
The German doctor smiled more and more as he listened. He glanced at Fan Qin and said, "Very good, very good."
Liang Xinyi was furious when she heard this, "What is good is very bad!"
"Her illness has stabilized, believe me. She is now focusing on others instead of herself. It's not getting worse, it's getting better."
This was said in German, and among the people present, only Liang Xinyi understood German. She was stunned after hearing this, and then glanced at Qin Mei. Qin Mei was slowly dividing the medicine, while Fan Qin was looking at her with a sad face.
The so-called prescribing the right medicine turns out to be like this. Qin Mei is Fan Qin's special medicine. Liang Xinyi was so happy when she thought about it!
She grabbed the doctor and said, "Let's go to the reception room and discuss it over coffee." Then she turned to Qin Mei and said, "You feed her medicine, and I'll discuss the condition with the doctor." Without waiting for Qin Mei's answer, she Pull the confused doctor out of the room.
The room was eerily quiet, and Qin Mei slowly stopped what she was doing.
She raised her head and looked at Fan Qin.
These days, she was thinking about one thing, how she felt about her.
My heart has not been occupied by anyone for a long, long time. Especially as Xiao Sijin grew up every day, she found that he looked more and more like her. This was a surprising discovery, after all, his biological mother was a beautiful woman. So when I see him, I will think of her.
Even, she would always think back to that night when she went to her bed, the smooth touch, the indescribable beauty, but she was pushed away by herself.
Some regrets.
What if you can really give her happiness?
Do you want to give it a try?
I have been tortured by this thought these days, so much so that I don't really want to face her alone. Afraid that her sanity would be completely ruined. After all, it was related to her future, so she had to be cautious.
But in Fan Qin's opinion, she clearly had a guilty conscience. Even when he looked at her at this moment, he hesitated to speak, and his eyes didn't even waver.
The more he thought about it, the angrier he became. Fan Qin didn't get too angry.
It was Qin Mei who broke the calm first: "There will be a parent-child sports meeting at Xiao Sijin's school on Saturday, and parents are required to participate together." After a pause: "Two families."
Fan Qin was startled.
She imagined Xiao Sijin participating in the sports meeting. Unknowingly, he had grown so big. As a biological mother, she is really incompetent. "Do you really think my going won't affect him?" In fact, she just asked from the bottom of her heart, and even she was shocked after saying it. This is a particularly weak and humble tone. Then she disguised herself again and said in her usual sarcastic tone: "How can the son of a famous historical star be allowed to gain a foothold in school?" She still felt uneasy and was about to be more vicious, maybe just to stimulate him. He is still the person opposite.
She was ready to say it, saying that she was an illegitimate child, that he was the bastard of his mother and stepfather's affair... she could say whatever she wanted to relieve her anger, but Qin Mei did not give her this chance.
Qin Mei said: "I won't let it happen." These few words have the power to control the world. No one would doubt what she said, she did have this ability.
"Also, don't underestimate Xiao Sijin's endurance. If he wants to be a strong person, he must first face himself, including his own origin." Qin Mei said categorically.
After hearing this, Fan Qin let out a breath.
Xiao Sijin is so lucky to meet Qin Mei. She can make him have enough food and clothing, and more importantly, she can drive away the haze in her soul for him. She would not be like her mother, who was bitten and devoured by the monster in her heart and eventually went to destruction.
How lucky he is.
I will never be so lucky. Maybe, we were only a short distance away from luck, but now, we are already far away.
Fan Qin silently shed a line of tears, Qin Mei, Qin Mei, it would be great if I had known you earlier. However, there is no if. The wheel of fortune keeps moving forward, crushing your past. No matter how dirty and muddy it is, it is the road paved to your future.
I don’t know if I will meet you in the next life.
If you meet, no matter what, go for it.
Although she refused to go to the sports meeting, she went anyway.
Silently watching at the venue, Xiao Sijin rushed to the finish line with all his strength! I also saw everyone cheering for him. He puffed up his chest proudly and leaned happily into Qin Mei's arms. A little girl even shyly presented him with flowers.
The sun is shining and everything is fine.
Except for his mother, herself. The mother who only dared to hide behind him and silently cheer him on.
Although Qin Mei asked him to visit her every month, it was obvious that he did not have much affection for her. If he left him, he wouldn't be very sad, right?
He would be better off without her. In this way, when he grows up and becomes a successful person, no one will dig up his background because of her, and then these vicious people will use the power of public opinion to nail him to the rack of shame, and he will never be able to get over it.
Her presence will only make him become a second self.
Since there is nothing to worry about, why not become the only blood relative in this world.
She had already thought about it. If my sister hadn't been ill, maybe she would have implemented it long ago. Maybe it's because Qin Mei has a new love and she has given up all thoughts of life, maybe she cares more and more about Xiao Sijin, in short, it's time.
So, one day, when she saw Qin Mei for the last time, when Qin Mei was about to leave, she suddenly smiled at her and said, "You look good in red. Wear it next time we meet."
Qin Mei was stunned and looked at her seriously. She just smiled and turned to talk to someone else.
Is she overthinking it? Qin Mei's heart was pounding.
But both her recent performance and the doctor's comments indicate that she is developing in a good direction. Especially her smile has increased recently, and she greets everyone who comes to see her with a smile. This shows that her mood is becoming optimistic and cheerful.
I must be overthinking it. Qin Mei shook her head secretly. She wanted to talk to her after this session was over.
Sometimes no matter how much you think, it’s better to take a step.
Qin Mei thought that she was willing to do her best to give her happiness.
But what did she expect?
That day was the beginning of winter.
Every household started heating, and the bedrooms became warm, but there was an icy cold wave outside the door. The dark sky reflects the still light clouds in the early morning.
The aunt gasped and stomped open the garage door. Not long after she entered, she heard a shrill scream that echoed through the sky——
"Ah! Help! Someone died!!"
At this time, on the other side of the ocean.
Huang Tong's eyelids were twitching as soon as he went to bed, and his heart felt uncomfortable.
She thought she was a little uncomfortable when she first arrived in South Asia, but she still felt uncomfortable after going out to breathe fresh air. This time, Uncle Wang came with her. Seeing that she looked unhappy, he said, "What's going on at home?"
This reminded her and she immediately called her home. Because of the jet lag, Huang Tong's mother hadn't gotten up yet, so she muttered: "What's the matter? Oh, when will you come back? My daughter-in-law is not very happy recently, please come back and coax her..."
"I understand, Mom." Huang Tong also wanted to go back, but he was currently doing research in South Asia and really couldn't leave. After hanging up the phone, I made an appointment with the other party. Seeing that it was still early, I said to Uncle Wang, "Let's discuss the plan."
Unknowingly, two hours passed until the phone vibrated. Huang Tong was still thinking about the plan and answered the phone absentmindedly——
The phone tilted and almost fell to the ground.
Uncle Wang saw her face turning pale and hurriedly stepped forward to hold her shoulders: "Xiao Huang, what's wrong with you?"
Huang Tong's eyelashes trembled a few times, and tears burst out of his eyes...
The author has something to say: I desperately want her child.
She is not familiar with me, but I have been in love with her for ten years.
Secret love.
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