Chapter 124
Qin Mei is a person who has seen strong winds and waves, but if a living person committed suicide in front of her, anyone else would be scared out of their wits. [No pop-up novel website] Maybe she had a premonition, so she still managed to hold on to her rationality and call the nurse to take away Xiao Sijin. After helping Liang Xinyi up, she quickly walked to the window sill. During this process, she calculated her height.
The Yanjiao Welfare Home was one of her hard work, and she was personally involved in everything from site selection, land acquisition, completion to daily management. She has clear outlines of every plant and tree here. She knew that this was the fifth floor. Under normal circumstances, based on the height of each floor being 3 meters, a person who fell from the fifth floor would not die or be disabled. What's more, the first floor has doubled in height.
The orphanage is divided into two main buildings: a nursing home and an orphanage. The orphanage building where they are located has five floors. When looking for design drawings from a design institute, Qin Mei suggested setting up a rooftop on the second floor. The rooftop is in the shape of a hexagon to provide visual visibility. The upper floor is divided into an office hall and accommodation area. In addition, large exhaust and refrigeration machines can be installed.
So, if it falls on the rooftop, maybe there is still hope... But the hexagonal beveled part is very narrow. If it happens to fall on the narrow part, it will still be the actual height of five floors plus one. Qin Mei didn't know what to do, but the fear in her heart became more and more intense as she lay on the window sill and looked out. When she saw the crowd below, which was as restless and shouting as popcorn, her eyes blurred for a moment, and the whole world became unclear. After she calmed down, when she looked at it again, it seemed that the picture was not what it should be.
Her eyes wandered to the rooftop, and her sight was blocked by the lush branches of a big tree. Her heartbeat quickened and almost jumped out of her chest! On the branch about two meters away from me, there was clearly a silk scarf fluttering!
At this time, the employees of the orphanage and Zhan Fen's security guards had already poured into the door. Liang Xinyi also returned to her original position, following Qin Mei's line of sight and catching the silk scarf belonging to Fan Qin. She clutched the edge of the window sill tightly and looked around. However, the trees were towering and unusually strong, and her sight could not be extended.
"Quick, get up a ladder and go down to search!" Liang Xinyi commanded. Several strong men who followed had already been prepared, took ladders and ropes, and descended from the window in an orderly manner.
Qin Mei unconsciously touched the cross on her neck, thinking that if she was still alive, she would help her get out of the abyss. She would tell her not to care about anything, that nothing is more valuable than life.
As time passed, a thin layer of sweat broke out on Liang Xinyi's forehead, and her eyes opened wide due to fear: "Sister Qin." She said, her voice trembling: "Do you think there is hope?"
"Now it seems that the hope is very high. Look, there is a big tree on this side, and the thick branches just buffered the weight of her falling to the ground. Also, look, there is a rooftop on the second floor, and she did not fall to the ground. I think They will get something soon if they go down." As soon as he finished speaking, someone from the search and rescue team who was going down heard a cry: "The person has been found!"
Fan Qin committed suicide, and the shock and sensational effect caused reporters to explode. As ambulances roared in, the police finally arrived and evacuated the crowd. What happened in the afternoon made headlines on major websites and evening newspapers in less than two hours. They all lamented that human words are terrible. Finally, people who had been kind to Fan Qin in the past began to speak up for her, saying that she was very dedicated and that she was just a victim when her stepfather raped her and gave birth to her son.
Huayi's public relations team seemed to be activated instantly, and Pingmei and the Internet became its front for a desperate counterattack. Public relations releases that questioned human nature turned the entire situation around like snowflakes, completely bleaching public opinion. Even in the end, the entertainment reporter who met Fan Qin, which was the last straw that broke the camel's back, became the target of public criticism. He lost his job and became the target of people's scorn.
Fan Qin slept for two days before waking up. Indeed, as Qin Mei said, the height of the rooftop and the cushioning of the branches meant that she only damaged her spleen when she fell. The rest were mild to moderate abrasions and minor fractures.
Liang Xinyi was very angry and refused to see her. Qin Mei couldn't understand this. No matter how disobedient she is, she is still her sister, right? Qin Mei sometimes feels that Liang Xinyi does resemble Zijin in some ways, but they are fundamentally different.
Zijin likes to take good care of Huang Tong like a little canary. She feels that it is dangerous outside. Zijin will panic when the little canary wants to fly out, and then silently clears the obstacles in front of the little canary. It doesn't matter whether the little canary really wants to go out, or whether he wants to play a little trick to guess the other party's reaction. Zijin is indeed slow in some aspects, and sometimes she cannot understand women's little thoughts. And Liang Xinyi seems to love having fun, and has rescued many orphans. These orphans are her only, and they have many relationships, both close and distant, entangled with her like branches clinging to a big tree. Her sisterly love is probably the same as her romantic scandals, which are many but shallow. This just shows that she doesn't put too much affection into any of them, and just purely likes the feeling of being clinging to. He is also a person who is full of control, Zijin is a lover who insists on his own way but is waiting silently, but Liang Xinyi... Liang Xinyi seems to obtain her needs through various emotions. So what is her need for love? In other words, what can she pay for love in turn, and to what extent?
Qin Mei was thinking about something and her eyes fell on Fan Qin's face. That face is still young and beautiful even if it is pale. Such a beautiful face almost withered away, which made her feel pity and couldn't accept it.
"Sister Qin, did Huang Tong come here just now?" Fan Qin said with difficulty, tilting his head.
"She has been keeping you company all day and has been blaming herself. I persuaded her to go back and take care of the children." Qin Mei poured a glass of water and watched her swallow it slowly.
"Did she get the cell phone?"
"It was chaotic at the time and I didn't have time to pay attention to my phone. I couldn't find it when I looked for it later. Huang Tong didn't seem to mind either. Don't worry about it and recover well. Now that public opinion has reversed, I believe you can continue to take on roles once you recover. "
"Haha..." Fan Qin sneered: "I don't care, really. I don't care if I am good at everything and the whole world despises me."
Qin Mei raised her eyebrows unexpectedly. Fan Qin continued to show a cold smile: "I have despaired of the world since the old guy laid on me. I filmed because my sister felt that being a star would bring benefits to her in business situations. She raised me Big, I have to repay her. I don't owe anyone any favors in this world. She is one, and Huang Tong is another. And... Xiao Sijin. I paid back the first two, and I feel relieved to leave the latter one to you. , so there is nothing to worry about.”
"What did you say? Isn't it because of those rumors that you committed suicide this time?"
"Whatever counts as rumors, they are all facts. If you dare to take it seriously, I made it clear to the reporter. But is it true that no one believes what he says now?"
Qin Mei nodded. As far as she knew, that man had been taught a terrible lesson by Liang Xinyi and had been sent to Africa as a volunteer. "So, you had the idea of committing suicide early in the morning?"
Fan Qin replenished some energy after drinking water, and his voice gradually stopped being hoarse and weak: "The only thing I thought about was that one day my sister would have a love for me that was different from that of a sister. Later, I saw Secretary Su... A latecomer came in, but my sister accepted her. The joy of life was completely gone."
"But you can't commit suicide. If you die, Xiao Sijin will have no relatives in this world. When you gave birth to him, you should shoulder the responsibility of being a mother instead of leaving it to me, right?" Qin Mei looked coldly. road.
Fan Qin nodded: "But I can't live anymore." His voice was light but calm.
Just as Qin Mei was about to speak, she heard her continue: "I suffer from depression and have insomnia every day. It's very painful. My idol growing up is Leslie Cheung. I didn't expect that I would also engage in his career and suffer from the same disease as him. I thought , it would be nice if I could even say goodbye to the world in the same way.”
No wonder, no wonder when I watched the award ceremony with Huang Tong, I thought she was surprisingly thin. "How long?" she asked. Fan Qin spat out: "Two years."
Qin Mei was surprised: "No one noticed?"
Fan Qin took it for granted: "Everyone is very busy, who cares about me." But his eyes were filled with sadness.
Qin Mei suddenly felt a stabbing pain in her heart. Then he asked: "Have you gone to treatment?"
Fan Qin nodded: "It's cured. It's treated by the best doctors abroad. It takes a lot of medicine and it's useless."
Qin Mei once participated in the rescue with a depression charity organization, and she knows how complicated and difficult depression is. It is a mixed psychological and physical disease. Patients suffering from depression will be accompanied by many physiological reactions that consume their minds, such as insomnia, forgetfulness, digestive system symptoms, and persistent low mood. People with depression are more likely to commit suicide. For them, suicide is a relief. So when she entered the interview room, her eyes showed relief. I didn’t understand it at the time.
"I know a doctor who can help you." Qin Mei knows top experts in various fields, and she can call the shots as long as she wants. Huang Tong’s doctor in charge of heart disease was also recommended by her. Fan Qin stared at her with a smile on his lips, "It's useless. I still want to die. Living is meaningless and I'm still suffering. I've been looking for presence everywhere like a ghost since I was a child, and I'm tired." After that, he stopped looking. Instead, she looked straight, with an almost dull expression, and said, "I'm telling you this because I think you might understand. The birth of Xiao Sijin was not my wish, not to mention... I still don't know how to do it. I can't accept him from my heart. You should know, you should know..." After saying this, he closed his eyes tiredly, and with the last bit of strength, he spat out: "He is lucky to meet you."
Qin Mei's heart was stabbed in pain again and again, and waves of numbness and soreness gathered in her limbs. He put his hand on hers and said, "If you die, I won't ask for your baby. If you don't believe me, try it." This child is her only concern, and it is also the only way to get her out of the knot.
"Then throw it in the orphanage." Fan Qin said coldly.
Qin Mei sighed, looked at the call from Zhanfen, and cut it off. "You said no one cares about you, you said you can't find a sense of existence. Who said that?"
Fan Qin looked up in confusion, and happened to see a bunch of hair hanging down from Qin Mei's meticulously combed bun, adding a touch of cuteness to her dignified charm. That lovely lock of hair was getting closer and closer, and suddenly, someone whispered beside her: "And me."
Fan Qin's mind seemed to be filled with brilliant fireworks. Beauty was only temporary, and the fireworks only had time to bloom for a moment before being cleared away by the darkness.
"You're pitying me." Fan Qin's eyes were full of tears, and he looked up at her while suppressing his voice: "I'm more afraid of waking up and facing sympathy and pity than everyone's rejection. I'm so annoyed. You go!" Thinking that she It will be different. It turns out that he is just as hypocritical as the rest of the world!
Qin Mei sighed in her heart again, leaned down a little closer, rubbed her collar with her fingers, her breath was warm, and she said seductively: "It's been too long since you've confessed, you're no longer the same person?"
Fan Qin stared at her, confused, and said: "How is it possible..."
"How is it impossible?"
"How could you like me?" Qin Mei, how could Zijin, who instantly turned into a little girl in front of her, like herself? My suicidal remarks must have frightened her, and she was trying to save me with her loving heart. "Don't be so hypocritical as you are. I can't bear to see defenders like you. You think you can save the world." He cursed a lot, breathed a little, and added: "Don't worry about it."
This way she looked more like a normal little K. Qin Mei felt relieved, straightened up, and suddenly asked: "Do you think I'm old?"
Fan Qin was shocked by these words and his face turned pale again.
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