Chapter 109
This side is as sweet as honey, that side is bitter and heartbreaking. [Full text reading] Tang Yu was once again let go by Su Qianyan.
I remember the first time I was let go, it was when I heard that I was worried about her safety and asked her to take him with me when she went to the United States. It seems that the things you promised yourself have never been fulfilled. Tang Yu thought that he was indeed nothing in her heart. Anyone with any status would not be treated like this.
Even the tutoring every night is also the order of the parents and has nothing to do with each other's friendship.
But when the whole world abandons me, you should not come back to look for me and give me hope. And I actually believed it, I believed you would come back for me.
Tang Yu hugged his knees and sat on the small bench. This is the only position the crew gave her. The busyness in the distance gradually became the background, and the sour liquid that surged up blurred his vision.
It seems that my 18th birthday is another one. Tang Yu sniffed, trying to hold back the tears, but instead they accumulated more and more, slowly overflowing from his eyes.
When I was a child, when I saw other children celebrating their birthdays, I could only watch them from a distance, and it wasn’t that I wasn’t envious. One time, the dean seemed to remember that he had never celebrated her birthday before, so he took the lead and took the cake with birthday candles in preparation to give her a surprise. But she knocked him to the ground mercilessly.
She doesn't need charity from others.
Likewise, now, there is no need.
Tang Yu wiped away his tears and raised his head stubbornly. The feeling of grievance was still too strong to be resolved. He took several breaths and thought that today was a special day, so he might as well ask the director what he thought.
The director has a good reputation in the industry and is a director who can achieve a balance between art and box office. He is a big shot director. His character is quite arrogant and idealistic. Therefore, knowing that Tang Yu was the second female lead confirmed by the investors, I thought that although unspoken rules prevailed in the industry, I did not expect that I would also fall into this trap. He was very controlling and felt that Tang Yu was like a thorn, coming to challenge his authority.
Later, I heard that she was an artist under Fan Qin, so I became less hostile. People who are not familiar with Fan Qin think that she is moody and a typical artist with a bad temper. The directors and crew who have worked with her have praised her highly. Fan Qin is not very involved in the big screen and has only made two films. One is the award-winning film, and the other is his.
The experience of that time is still fresh in my mind. The crew was facing a financial crisis at the time and had to replace the favorite candidates in order to reduce expenses. When Fan Qin found out, he took the initiative to reduce his salary by half, and later covered the meals and accommodation for the entire crew. There was only one condition, and that was that the intimate scenes with the male protagonist had to be filmed separately. Maybe I felt that my demands were too much, so I was extremely serious during the filming process. He was generous and kind, and took his work seriously and responsibly, leaving an indelible good impression on the crew.
But this does not mean that Tang Yu can be treated extravagantly. This kid is really too young and beautiful. It’s good to be an idol. If he is promoted to the top right after debuting, he is still the second female lead. If he doesn’t make his position clear, he will ignore those who work hard but can’t get into the first-line role camp. Where are the actors? So he said perfunctorily to Tang Yu: "No matter how familiar you are with the script, I will naturally arrange your play."
Tang Yu had memorized the script at this time, "I am already familiar with the script."
From the bottom of his heart, the director looked down on low-class idols like her who had skipped the promotion. She only used her face to earn a living by selling her looks and filming idol dramas. She came to his crew but refused to obey the arrangements and refused to endure hardships. This made him angry the most! , "Read it after you're familiar with it! This role is very important, and I'm sure you're right to ask you to read more of the script. If you don't want to read it, just leave! There's no shortage of people here!" After saying that, he opened the door and went out, and glared at her before leaving. , with deep dissatisfaction and disdain in his eyes.
Tang Yu felt the cold sting rising from his chest and flowing rapidly into his five internal organs.
Looking at the script in her hand, she knew every word and every sentence by heart, but what she got in exchange was this...
Hunhun came out of the set and walked alone in the wilderness, his mind was blank, his body was like cotton wool, floating like a ghost in the world.
It seemed that there was only the cold moonlight to accompany the sky and the earth. I don’t know how long I walked, but there seemed to be a rustling sound not far away.
"Come out." Tang Yu said coldly.
After a while, I saw a handsome young man walking out openly, as if he was just passing by by chance.
"Miss, I wish you a happy birthday." Sato raised his lips and smiled.
This joy sounds like great irony now. "Happiness..." She looked at Sato blankly and asked seriously: "Does everyone have to be happy on their birthday?"
Sato didn't expect that she would ask this, so he thought for a moment and said, "Birthdays only come once a year, not to mention it's a celebration. Of course you have to be happy."
Tang Yu smiled, the more he laughed, the more bitter he became, and tears burst out uncontrollably. "Celebrate your birthday... celebrate your birthday..." A few words came out from between his teeth: "I would rather have never been born!" His eyes were fierce and sad, like a dying animal.
Sato was stunned and felt anxious, and asked anxiously: "Miss, what's wrong with you?"
"Go away!" Tang Yu received two blows in succession today and was overwhelmed. There was great sadness in her heart, and she just wished she had never been in this world again, so that she would not be abandoned by others!
Her grandfather refused to recognize her, her beloved broke her trust repeatedly, there was also the dirty and evil volunteer who pried open her legs in the orphanage, and the director's eyes looked like garbage...
What's wrong with her? What's wrong with her? What's wrong with her!
At this time, a truck drove past on the winding mountain road. Sato narrowed his eyes due to the flash of lights, but soon, the figure in front of him quickly swept onto the road!
Even faster than her, a person like a shadow suddenly appeared behind Sato and pulled Tang Yu quickly——
Trucks roared past. The truck driver was so frightened that he began to curse.
The shadowy man dragged Tang Yu to the ground, nodded towards Sato, and disappeared into the darkness. All this lightning and flint happening scared Sato's face. He said with a trembling voice: "Sister, did you just... want to commit suicide?!"
Tang Yu stroked his slightly messy hair, his face was pale, his lips were bloodless, but his eyes were sober and almost cold. Stand up and walk slowly towards the exit of the road.
Sato followed a step, and Tang Yu turned around and stared at him coldly: "Don't follow me."
Sato shuddered in shock at that look, but did not dare to take another step. Instead, he glanced into the darkness.
Looking at that frail figure, Sato felt pity in his heart, but he was worried that she would do something stupid again. After thinking about it carefully, he turned around and walked in the opposite direction.
At this time, Su Qianyan asked Liang Xinyi for leave to go home on the pretext that she had something to do at school. Today was Xiao Yu's birthday. She, a bad sister who broke her promise, must make up for her mistakes and give her a good birthday party.
Liang Xinyi is very sophisticated, how could she not know her intentions, and it took her a long time to let her out.
First, I went to the cake shop to buy cakes, flowers, and a set of thermal supplies for mountaineers as birthday gifts, and then I hurriedly returned home. I found that my home was as dark as the last time I came home.
Su Qianyan thought lonely, fearing that she would be angry with herself and return to the set.
The table was cleared, the cake and flowers were arranged, and it was already eight o'clock in the evening. After thinking about it, I took the cake and other things in my hands and prepared to rush to the set to celebrate her birthday.
Walked to the entrance and turned off all the lights. After changing her shoes, she looked up. At that moment, she thought she was dazzled. A man slowly walked in from the door. His hair was messy and his face was pale.
"Xiao Yu?" Su Qianyan asked in surprise.
Tang Yu's eyes were unfocused and he walked past her without stopping for a moment, but went straight to his room. Su Qianyan sensed something was wrong and hurriedly followed behind.
Tang Yu entered the room and rummaged through the cabinets to find something.
"Xiao Yu, what are you looking for?" Su Qianyan observed her expression and asked cautiously.
Tang Yu ignored it and continued to search. Later, I found a Rubik's Cube in a mahogany cabinet and sat on the ground spinning it.
This is how she behaves when she is autistic.
Su Qianyan became anxious and stepped forward to hold her hand: "What's wrong with you? What happened? Tell me quickly!"
After Tang Yu was stopped by her, he looked at her with a serious and focused expression. After a while, his eyes gradually became focused again. He grinned and choked up: "What on earth did I do wrong? Why don't you all want me?" ?!" All the grievances today poured out from this sentence, and with a "wow" sound, I cried heartbreakingly.
Su Qianyan felt anxious and heartbroken, and held her in her arms: "Silly boy, who doesn't want you anymore? I'm not here!"
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