Chapter 96
Although Su Qianyan is her true "love" partner, for Liang Xinyi, who has rich life experience, there is no reason for her emotional intelligence to be negative instantly even if it is her first love. [Read the latest chapter] He always says things he doesn’t mean to her and does things that are misleading. The only explanation is that she still can't get over the hurdle in her heart.
For her, it was not a test, but more like a calamity. For this reason, she can cut off the memory, because it is too painful, so painful that the body and mind can block its existence as a memory by cutting off the memory. Su Qianyan's arrival gradually brought her closer to the pain, and at the same time, it also pushed her into the abyss of even more pain.
From the beginning, her feelings for her were conflicting and twisted. So when she said "plaything", Liang Xinyi even felt that there was nothing wrong with it.
This is deeply inappropriate.
Not only was Su Qianyan sorting out their feelings, but why wasn't she?
He was attracted to her from the beginning and instinctively resisted in his heart. After confirming his feelings, he followed up with physical violence and mentally heart-breaking agreement with her. Is this all love? How could love be twisted like this...
But if not, as if nothing had happened, would his conscience forgive him? Will I be spared by the desolate and cold tears that I lay on my pillow every night, and the dreams of my mother filled with sadness and resentment?
The biggest problem Liang Xinyi faces now is, how can she continue to love her?
With Su Qianyan's intelligence, she would not fail to understand this.
That's why she tolerated it again and again. A proud woman who regards self-respect and self-love as her instinct would be willing to lose ground for her again and again, losing ground one after another, without any bottom line.
Doing it despite knowing that it cannot be done is her interpretation of this love. She never had much hope for a way out. Therefore, she felt that Huang Tong, who was now withered, was very happy. Her love was tangible and in full bloom, and even if it withered, there was still a way to commemorate her lost love. But she and hers were nothing. They were as colorless and formless as mist, passing by as lightly as the wind, without any weight.
There is no fact to prove that they were in love, no one would sigh or sigh, or have the impression that they were a pair of lovers.
Even they themselves may be afraid to admit it. This is a knot, this is fate.
For a sinner like her, what qualifications does she have to hope for love and dream about a future?
The biggest problem Su Qianyan faces now is, how can she not fall in love?
So since that meeting, the two have returned to parallel lines. Su Qianyan put all his energy into teaching and tutoring Tang Yu in his homework. The former gave her a good reputation in the dance academy, and many well-known foreign dance teaching institutions asked her to be a part-time instructor. However, the latter had little effect. Tang Yu's results in several professional courses were so-so.
Fortunately, the Tang Yu Film Academy's art exam results were very outstanding, and I successfully passed the preliminary and re-examinations, and even got full marks in the third interview. Seeing that they were about to be exactly the same, Su Qianyan decided to confiscate her mobile phone.
"Why?" Tang Yu put his hands behind his back and put his phone behind his back. shouted with wide eyes.
When it comes to Tang Yu's recent changes, Su Qianyan feels that her changes are really obvious. The first time I met Tang Yu, the child who never left his toys was in his hands. Although he was already in his teens, he had zero chance of contacting the outside world in the orphanage. He is ignorant about everything but very guarded. His method of self-protection is to remain silent and expressionless. So for a while, Su Qianyan even thought that she had facial paralysis. If you can't read her, you won't have the chance to hurt her.
So when she found out that Tang Yu could act, she couldn't believe it. It wasn't until I watched her performance in "The Love Poem of the Worry-Free Moon" on the set that her concerns were dispelled and she was supported to enter the film school and become an actress.
Su Qianyan sometimes thinks that just like she only had paintings as companions in the orphanage, in this complex society, Tang Yu can come to terms with the world in the world he weaves by performing illusory characters one after another. .
She could feel her. From the rainy night when she suddenly disappeared, when she accompanied her to her mother's cemetery to pay homage, she could already feel her along the lines of her heart. This is a lonely, sensitive child, and at the same time, she has a precocious maturity that is pretentious and beyond her years.
But now, she seems to be getting more and more accustomed to this world. Her expression reflected her psychology in time, just like now, her eyes were wide open with an unbelievable and stubborn look.
"I confiscated your phone because it seriously affects your study." Su Qianyan said sternly.
"It's nothing!" Tang Yu even protected his mobile phone behind his back.
"Okay." Su Qianyan did not continue to argue with her, but spoke with facts. He took out his mobile phone and turned to Weibo: "We started studying together at 6:30, and it is now 8:07. During this time, you have to do one wrong question, plus a small simulation. But in such a tight time, you I had time to post three Weibo posts and 13 comments." Su Qianyan put the evidence in front of her.
Tang Yu was stunned for a moment and said in disbelief: "Do you know my Weibo?"
Su Qianyan felt that there was no need to avoid the taboo, so she nodded and said, "I already knew it."
There was a hint of astonishment in his eyes, and then he blushed like a child who was caught doing something wrong and said, "I didn't see you among the fans."
"I am Little Transparent, and you are a big star." Su Qianyan said with a smile, and then said seriously: "The evidence is here, there are still forty minutes until nine o'clock, during this period I will confiscate your mobile phone."
Tang Yu grabbed the phone hard and said, "No. The phone is a personal item. How can you confiscate it just like it?" with a determined look on his face.
Still talking back. Su Qianyan didn't care about her and was about to step forward to grab it. Tang Yu was already prepared and took half a step back. Su Qianyan's body coordination was quite good. If one hand couldn't reach it, the other one would already hold it down. Her wrists behind her back.
While pulling, a lock of Su Qianyan's long hair seemed to be pinned by something, and she raised her neck in pain. At this time, Tang Yu was holding his wrist by her and struggling forward... The lifting and lifting coincided with each other. They had a tacit understanding, face to face, eyes to eyes, breathing audibly, and their postures were ambiguous.
Tang Yu's purple eyes were so bright that Su Qianyan couldn't bear to look away.
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