Chapter 25
There is a kind of pain called being unable to bear it. The heart made a cracking sound, and a part of the soul split from the body due to the unbearable pain, standing within reach and breathing synchronously...
This emotion was so unfamiliar and tragic that it made her cry deeply and feel a little scared.
I don’t know how much time passed, but the surging tears never stopped.
At the same time, there was a commotion outside the door. She heard Little K's voice: "Inside?"
The security guard who came with him just now said in a submissive voice: "Yes, the stairwell is the only place where people can hide."
"Open." Little K ordered.
Su Qianyan sat up in shock, thinking that no one could see her like this. She looked around and found that there was no other way out.
The door opened in response, and Little K stood in the backlight. He saw Su Qianyan huddled in the corner, crying, and frowned slightly in thought - "You all get out." Little K turned around and gave the order, then walked to Su Qianyan. Qianyan sat down next to him.
"Why are you crying?" Although she seemed to be humble and easy-going at this time, without any arrogance. But the arrogance in the bones still makes people feel stressed.
It's just that Su Qianyan has lost all hope at this time, and she means death anyway. "I felt sad when I saw them kissing." There was actually nothing in his mind, and he answered completely instinctively.
"Ha, I understand." Little K sighed softly: "Another fool." After saying that, he sat next to her until she was almost done crying, then patted her shoulder and asked, "Have you cried enough?"
Su Qianyan wiped away her tears and nodded.
"When did you fall in love?" Fan Qin raised his head and looked far away. Time seems to travel back to my infatuated years.
Only this cannot be said. Su Qianyan sobbed and shook her head.
"If you don't want to say it, forget it." Little K didn't take it to heart and instead smiled slightly: "You know, the person you fell in love with is the most difficult person to love in the world."
Su Qianyan was confused by these words, "It's the hardest to love...I don't understand..."
"You don't understand now because if you compare this to a play, you haven't entered the stage yet, or you are just performing a one-man show. But when you are involved in it, you will naturally understand."
"Then how did you understand?" Su Qianyan asked.
Fan Qin laughed at himself: "Because, I was beaten and ran away before I even got on the field."
"Because... you like her too, right?" Su Qianyan asked seriously.
"Once, yes. But until now, I have never found the courage. After being discouraged time and time again, I believe no one will persevere until the end."
"Is it true that she only loves men?" Su Qianyan expressed her doubts. If the beautiful girls she likes all have one characteristic in common, that is, they all have small pear dimples when they smile. So this can only mean that it's a fetish or empathy, but it can't be said that you really like that person, right?
Little K smiled coldly, but there was no smile at all: "Not only that, but she doesn't necessarily love men. In other words, when it comes to love, she doesn't love anyone."
Seeing Su Qianyan's increasingly puzzled look, he stretched out his hand to pull Su Qianyan up and pushed open the stairwell door, "Let's go out. It's time to disperse outside."
Love no one? How can there be someone in this world whom no one loves? She did agree with what she just said, that she fell in love with the most difficult person to love in the world. Those uncles and beautiful girls always seem to be lingering, like mountains blocking the way to all her dreams. Whenever this happens, her heart will sink to the bottom and she will fall into sadness and despair. I also thought about giving up, but I still managed to survive until now.
But today, those resistances were finally unveiled and cruelly unfolded before her eyes! And that kiss made her completely disillusioned and plunged into a state of eternal doom...
She no longer had any reason not to give up.
In order to prevent Su Qianyan from getting hurt by the scene, Fan Qin deliberately took her out through the back door. The stars were shining outside, and the fragrance of osmanthus was in the air, which was very pleasant. But Su Qianyan had a sullen face, feeling unspeakably sad and lonely. Little K didn't know why he sympathized with this fresh and beautiful little secretary. Maybe it’s because we are both sad people from the end of the world, right? She was still haunted by that kiss.
"The harder it is to get, the more worth having it." Little K seemed to feel something, and sighed helplessly. A nice smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and she said to Su Qianyan with shining eyes: "If she can get it easily, then she is not the sister that each of us secretly likes. If she doesn't have great perseverance and perseverance, she won't deserve it either." You have the love of a sister, don’t you?”
Su Qianyan nodded in agreement, but could she really muster up the courage again? How can you be strong enough to withstand heartbreak again and again?
After returning home, Su Qianyan was exhausted both physically and mentally, and soon fell asleep. In the nightmare, there are always those intertwined bodies and lingering red lips. They turned into two poisonous snakes and swallowed Su Qianyan in the boundless darkness...
The next day, the first thing Su Qianyan did after getting up was to get the newspaper. Sure enough, a huge photo appeared on the front page of the entertainment section, taking up almost half of the page. Two people kissing passionately are under the spotlight, and the vaguely visible background behind them seems to be oil paintings.
Title: The first love was held hostage romantically, and it took two years for the mural to win her heart again. Subtitle, Romance Through Time.
It turned out that the designer named quzi was really well prepared and actually used the abandoned space to create such a spectacular mural, depicting the entire process of the two of them from falling in love to breaking up, expressing his deep love and affection. deep. I'm afraid I had already predicted that Liang Xinyi would come.
Su Qianyan threw the newspaper on the ground. No wonder Mr. Liang couldn't resist the temptation and kissed him. This man was really thoughtful. At this time, Xiao Chai walked over and saw the newspaper on the ground. He thought he had dropped it accidentally, so he picked it up and wagged his tail, looking at Su Qianyan flatteringly.
Sighing and patting Xiaochai's head, Su Qianyan took the newspaper in her hand again, feeling that her hand was disgusted as if it was stained with dirt.
Fortunately, today is the weekend, so she doesn't have to face Mr. Liang right away. However, it later turned out that she was just being sentimental, because her boss Liang had already gone to France for vacation with his romantic uncle.
She had just packed up and was about to go to Teacher Xiao's dance class. Before leaving the house, she received a call from her father Su Daifang. She pondered for a long time at first, and then slowly and slowly under Su Qianyan's impatient urging. Said: "Your mother and I plan to take the Tang family's children back to live at home."
Su Qianyan was stunned, and then she remembered that their family had been sponsoring a friend's child. It was said that every fixed month, the money was transferred from Su Daifang's account to the orphanage. It has been going on for nearly ten years, why do you want to take her out now?
"Do you want to adopt her?"
"No, no, she is seventeen years old this year and will be an adult in one year. We will consider supporting her until she finishes college."
"Then why did you suddenly take her to live at home?" Su Qianyan asked puzzledly.
"Well...she also had a hard time in the orphanage. Last time, a volunteer saw her beauty and locked her in the studio, which almost caused an accident. This child was originally autistic, but now he even loves painting. You don't do anything, just sit in the room all day long. Your mother and I can't stand it anymore, we just want to have a better environment at home and make do with it so that she can go to college smoothly."
"Since you have all made your decision, I have no objection." Su Qianyan knew very little about this child. She only remembered that he was the child of a friend of her mother, Chu Feige, and that both parents were no longer alive.
"Well, as long as you don't object. It's best if you can bring her back next weekend, too?" Su Daifang was afraid that she would be unhappy, so he always kept a discussion tone.
