In fact, Yin Lian has no idea about this matter. After all, it has been so many years, and my life is quite happy now. What is there to be sad about?
She looked at Ji Xiangjun's sad expression and felt quite helpless. Finally, she took a tissue and wanted to help Ji Xiangjun wipe his tears. Ji Xiangjun took the tissue handed over by Yin Lian and wiped it himself.
Yin Lian finally couldn't hold it back and said, "Mom, you cry too much, don't you?"
Ji Xiangjun looked at his daughter's heartless performance and stretched out his arms to hold her tightly in his arms.
She was pampered by her family since childhood, and later married Yin Huai, who had always been infatuated with her. She lived a happy life, so it was natural that she would cry a lot. When she was sixteen or seventeen years old, her uncle often laughed at her, saying that she had been crying so much that she grew up in a honeypot.
Ji Xiangjun often heard this when he was a child, but it was never heard but never thought. It wasn't until I met Yin Lian and recalled these words that my internal organs ached.
Girls who don't like to cry are girls who have experienced so many ups and downs in their growth that they no longer expect to rely on tears and other people's heartache to achieve happiness.
The more this happened, the more Ji Xiangjun felt guilty and distressed.
She wiped away her tears, hugged Yin Lian, and said, "Xiao Lian, I often think, if you had been living with your parents when you were a child, what kind of character would you have become? You would be much more delicate than you are now. Bar……"
Yin Lian blinked and was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "I don't think it will be better than now."
Ji Xiangjun was stunned for a moment.
Yin Lian said: "Although I complained in my heart before and thought about why I had to encounter such a thing, but after thinking about it carefully, I don't think that everything I experienced before was bad."
"How should I put it? Mom... I think that the hardships and pains in the past are the important factors that have made me who I am now. My ability to withstand pressure, my ability to respond to crises, as well as my willpower and determination are all created by the environment. . I’m not saying that I like that kind of life, but after the incident is over, I don’t think it’s worth regretting.”
"It would be better to say that God has compensated or rewarded me with many things."
Ji Xiangjun listened and was silent for a long time before saying, "You actually think so."
But after thinking about it carefully, she suddenly felt that her eyes suddenly became brighter. Ji Xiangjun has always blamed herself. After all, it was her carelessness that caused her daughter to suffer like that. But at this moment, she also completely understood that she should not be immersed in pain and trouble.
Because this is disrespectful to Yin Lian.
Although the past experience was indeed unpleasant, it did not make Yin Lian bad. Even though not all of them were good, these encounters still created various outstanding qualities in Yin Lian. There may be some accompanying flaws and shadows, but after all, the flaws cannot be concealed.
Because of this, Ji Xiangjun may be able to reflect on himself, but he should not completely deny Yin Lian's past experience. No matter how reality treats Yin Lian, that experience ultimately includes Yin Lian's own efforts.
No matter what the environment is, girls always strive to live a better life. They neither give up on themselves because of the hardships of life, nor break down because of the injustice of the world.
After realizing this, Ji Xiangjun felt as if the huge boulder that had been weighing on his heart for a long time was suddenly lifted, and the sky opened up.
She touched Yin Lian's head and said, "You are right, mom is stupid."
Yin Lian hugged Ji Xiangjun's neck and smiled sweetly at her mother like a baby.
Afterwards, Ji Xiangjun thought about it and introduced the situation of the foundation to Yin Lian. After all, it was a foundation established in Yin Lian's name. Ji Xiangjun felt that he should also introduce it to Yin Lian.
Yin Lian is actually not interested in this kind of charity activities. She doesn't mind letting others get some benefits while taking the benefits, which is the so-called "win-win", but she is not interested in this kind of charity activity where one party purely gives and the other party only needs to receive.
Predation of the weak is Yin Lian's world view, equivalent exchange is Yin Lian's outlook on life, and maximizing interests is Yin Lian's values.
Charity is the opposite of Yin Lian's three views. In Yin Lian's opinion, the only benefits of this thing are tax exemption and fame, but overall, Ji Xiangjun's behavior is not worth it to Yin Lian.
Difficulties and hardships exist in every corner of this world, and it is natural. If you want to transcend, there is no point unless you struggle out on your own.
In Yin Lian's view, the family that lost the child must also be responsible. No matter how much pain you struggle, you are just paying for your mistakes. As for abused children...there are two outcomes: they grow up after being abused, or they die after being abused.
If it were her, she would kill those scum if she couldn't bear the abuse anymore. She won't accept death easily, but she won't be afraid of it either. As for rescue? Can it be saved for a while or for a lifetime?
Most people in this world are so stupid that even if they are forced out of a fire pit, they will find a new one on their own, while smart people will try their best to climb out even if no one pulls them out - those who work hard to climb out, even if there are hardships along the way. , and will learn more than the rescued person.
And this is Yin Lian's cruel theory of survival.
Even so, when Ji Xiangjun talked about his thoughts and concepts, Yin Lian did not show any impatience. Instead, he communicated with his mother seriously and even put forward many good suggestions to improve Ji Xiangjun's plan.
Ji Xiangjun was very happy about this, so he kept looking for opportunities to discuss with Yin Lian when he had free time.
Later, when the Yin brothers saw what the two were discussing, they came over and asked, "Xiao Lian, what are you and your mother talking about?"
Ji Xiangjun was very happy to see his son's interest, so he said: "We are discussing the foundation, about aiding abused and abducted children. Xiao Lian said a lot of useful ideas... You two want to Don't you want to come and understand it together? And give mom some advice by the way?"
Yin Changsheng paused for a moment before replying: "Oh... Mom, do you want to do charity? Aid abused children..." When he said this, he paused, and then said with a rather stiff smile, "I think this It’s very good and can help a lot of people.”
But he changed his tone and said, "But I'm a little busy now. Dad gave me some documents and asked me to learn to make a project, maybe next time."
Then he quickly slipped upstairs.
Ji Xiangjun: "..."
She was helpless and said, "This child has no sympathy at all."
However, Yin Changning came over, sat down, and said, "Mom, let me accompany you."
Only then did Ji Xiangjun laugh.
As a result, Yin Changsheng suddenly stopped on the stairs in the middle of running, and then turned around and shouted to Yin Lian: "By the way, Xiao Lian! Someone will bring something later, you can take it. It's a set of "The Day of the Wizard" 》The doll. It was given by my father’s client, a complete set of all the characters of Breaking Dawn... Don’t you like that very much? Just hold it and play with it!”
Yin Lian was stunned for a moment and asked, "How many sets?"
Yin Changsheng said: "Just one set...how many more do you want?"
Yin Lian then said: "Why are you giving me just one set? You can play with it yourself. Don't you like it too?"
Yin Changsheng was stunned for a moment, then said: "Just take it. I'm your brother, so of course I have to keep good things for my sister. I'm not a child anymore, am I still trying to snatch toys from you?"
Then he held his head high and walked away majesticly with the dignity of his brother.
Yin Lian: "..."
Ji Xiangjun suddenly laughed and said, "Although your brother is a bit spoiled, he is really kind to you, Xiao Lian."
Yin Lian glanced at his mother and said, "I'm very grateful, but I feel a little complicated." He was obviously the childish person, but he still had to act like an older brother.
It makes people feel quite complicated.
However, compared to the foundation's matters, there is obviously another matter that is more important. After Yin Huai came back that day, Ji Xiangjun asked him, "How are things going with Fang Lily?"
Yin Huai said: "The arrangements have basically been made, you don't have to worry."
Ji Xiangjun said: "Is this really good? Fang Qianqian is still a child, and Fang Lily has become like that again..."
As a result, Yin Huai sighed and said, "Xiangjun... think about Xiao Lian."
Ji Xiangjun was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and then he was silent for a moment and said, "Sorry, Ah Huai, I was confused."
After hearing this, Yin Huai smiled softly and said: "You are not confused, my Xiangjun is kind-hearted and soft-hearted, so sometimes it is inevitable to be moved by the misery of evil people. However, Xiangjun... Fang Baihe This kind of woman doesn't deserve sympathy at all, and your sympathy for her will only give her an opportunity to take advantage of her."
Then he patted Ji Xiangjun on the back to express comfort.
"Don't worry. Let me handle this matter. I will handle it well."
Ji Xiangjun nodded.
Then she hesitated and said, "There's one more thing."
Yin Huai waited for her to speak.
Ji Xiangjun said: "I don't know if it's my misunderstanding, but I always feel that Qiu Bihe is still contacting Xiao Lian in private. Ah Huai... something is really wrong with Qiu Bihe..."
When Yin Huai heard these words, his expression gradually became serious.
But he still suppressed his shock and displeasure, and pretended to be calm and stable, and said to Ji Xiangjun: "What is going on, tell me slowly and in detail."
Ji Xiangjun said: "Last time I heard Xiao Lian talking to someone on the phone, talking about Lily Fang, I thought she was talking to Qiu Bihe. Because...how to put it, her tone was a bit unusual."
Ji Xiangjun didn't know how to explain to Yin Huai. If anything, Yin Lian's tone at that time was a bit too mature, not like a girl...but more like a woman.
And she is the kind of devilish woman who is proud and cold, and even her voice has a bewitching air.
If Yin Lian spoke in an adult tone, Ji Xiangjun wouldn't find it too strange. Because after all, the child had another life... Although it was strange to feel the child grow up in advance, Ji Xiangjun also read the kind of messy novels from the future when he was young, so he was not always unable to turn around. .
After all... one's own flesh and blood, that kind of intimacy comes from flesh and blood. The feeling of wanting to indulge, the feeling of unconditionally wanting to accept it, is even uncontrollable.
No matter what age the child is, she is still her child, her most lovable little daughter, and this is the only thing that will not change. The two met for the first time six years later than all mothers and daughters in the world, but when they met for the first time, Ji Xiangjun knew that he liked that girl. They love each other, this is an emotion derived from blood and nature.
But that kind of emotion definitely doesn't just come from blood.
Watching her grow up day by day, seeing her clumsily but pretending to be calm, she stretched out her little hands and grabbed her clothes. Seeing her using a childish way to please him, Ji Xiangjun now remembered that the child played by Yin Lian was very realistic, but not to the point where even the mother who spent time with him day and night could not see the flaws.
But Ji Xiangjun never doubted the sincerity of Yin Lian's feelings. She was willing to tolerate the girl's defensiveness and insecurity because she loved that child.
Not a day goes by that I don't love her, and I love her more every day.
