Yin Changning was silent for a moment and then said: "If you don't say anything, then even if I want to understand, I won't be able to understand."
Yin Lian said: "Say? How to say it?" Perhaps because of the lack of sense of crisis in this life, Yin Lian's tear glands have become much more fragile, and the tears are like beads, falling uncontrollably, "What I want to say, but who of you They didn’t give me a chance! Some opportunities are gone once they’re gone, and I’ll never be able to speak out again!”
Yin Changning said: "How could it be? Xiao Lian, if you are sad, you can tell me at any time. I am willing to listen at any time, how can I not have a chance?"
Yin Lian shook his head.
That's too late. Of course it was too late. Yin Changsheng had taken away her last chance to tell the truth and save everything. Even if she had to do it all over again, Yin Lian's grievances would have nowhere to express.
The desperate thing is that Yin Lian can no longer even take revenge. Because now she can no longer overlap the Yin Changsheng in this life with the Yin Changsheng in the previous life.
Yin Lian cried for a long time before wiping away her tears. She reached out and grabbed Yin Changning's hand and said, "I'm sorry. It's none of your business, Changning. Your hand is bleeding. Let me give you medicine."
Although the wound was caused by Yin Lian's kick, Yin Changning could not be angry with her again at this time. He stretched out his arms.
He was silent for a long time and said, "I won't tell Dad about your phone call."
Yin Lian said: "I won't admit it even if you say it. Let's see who mom and dad believe."
"Xiao Lian, are you secretly doing business with others without telling everyone?"
"I won't tell you."
"Be careful of being deceived."
joke. Yin Lian thought to herself, how could she be deceived? If she deceives others, it's almost the same.
In the end, Yin Changning said: "If you lose money or are cheated, don't worry or be afraid. I have saved a little pocket money myself. If you tell me secretly, I will spend it for you."
Yin Lian couldn't help but paused for a moment before continuing to squeeze the ointment.
She wanted to cry a little bit, but also felt a little touched. She didn't know what kind of mood she was in - in her previous life, compared with other people, Yin Changning's attitude towards her was a bit capricious, but it wasn't too bad.
But he would never say such sweet words to Yin Lian.
how could be? Because Yin Lian is the mistress's daughter.
Yin Lian thought, is the mistress's daughter the original sin? may be. But she was not born voluntarily as the mistress's daughter. After all these years, even though Yin Lian knew his true identity, he still couldn't escape the curse of his birth.
Or deep down in her heart, she has nailed herself to a sad position after all. Even if you know rationally that you are righteous, it is difficult to change your mind emotionally.
That's why Yin Lian decided in her heart that if she hated Yin Qian'ai, she would never use the excuse that she was the mistress's daughter. She hates Yin Qian'ai just because he is her enemy, because they are jealous of each other and envious of each other.
The most disgusting thing is to stand on the moral high ground and anger an innocent person. Yin Lian would rather admit that she is ugly and jealous of Yin Qian'ai, than put all the blame on Yin Qian'ai's background.
Yin Lian applied medicine to Yin Changning and suddenly asked: "Brother Changning..."
Because they were born on the same day in the same year, the three brothers and sisters called each other by their first names most of the time. Yin Lian rarely called Yin Changning brother in such a serious tone, but Yin Changning was a little stunned.
"If I were Fang Baihe's daughter, and Yin Qian'ai was your sister... would you hate me?"
Yin Changning was stunned.
He thought for a while and then said: "Maybe at the beginning. But I definitely won't when you get familiar with it."
Yin Lian thought, lying.
Yin Changning said: "Xiao Lian... is like the sun."
"A black sun?" Yin Lian laughed at herself in pain.
"If it were a black sun, its outer layer would probably be chocolate. Although it looks black and tastes bitter, it is also bitter with sweetness inside. When the outer shell is completely broken, only ice cream is left inside, and it is ice cold. The ground is sweet.”
Yin Lian was stunned after hearing this.
Because she had heard something similar.
She thought she had forgotten it long ago, but unexpectedly at this moment all the memories seemed to burst out suddenly.
——If you use the analogy of candy, Zhu Jiu is a milk candy with pure sweetness and no other flavors, while Xiao Lian is the richest and most fragrant dark chocolate.
——I probably... don't dare to endure hardship.
After recalling some things related to his previous life, Yin Lian suddenly remembered more. When Yin Lian looked at Zhong Quewen's resume before, he felt that something was not quite right.
Now she suddenly remembered what was wrong.
Zhong Quewen's school has been changed.
His school is not the same as in his previous life.
Because these details were just in the news and gossip, Yin Lian's memory was not very deep. He only had a vague impression. At this time, he was driven by other memories and suddenly recalled it.
In fact, there are many things in Yin Lian's life that are different from those in her previous life, but the main ones are the things around her. She didn't pay much attention to events that were too far away, so she couldn't compare them.
She thought, is this the butterfly effect? Or random changes?
The butterfly effect is a causal development, just like saving and loading files when playing a game. If an NPC feels thirsty before saving, no matter how many times it is loaded, the next behavior will be to try to drink water. Random changes are more like throwing dice. Each time the disc is read, the number of the dice thrown may be different.
Yin Lian still didn't understand it in the end.
But in the final analysis, this kind of thing cannot be figured out just by thinking about it.
Perhaps because Yin Lian cried that day, Yin Changning kept giving in to Yin Lian in the following days. However, Yin Lian was quite confused about how to face this brother who had two attitudes in his past life and this life.
In the past life and this life...it seems that everyone in the Yin family has changed a lot, and it seems that nothing has changed at all.
Yin Lian thought that maybe the person who had changed the most was herself.
She is no longer the daughter of a mistress. She has been criticized by both relevant and irrelevant people all year round. She returned to the Yin family, not as an orphan, but as the upright eldest lady of the Yin family, enjoying everything that Yin Qianai could enjoy before.
What else is there to be dissatisfied with? It's much better than in the previous life.
But there is always a place in my heart that feels empty.
In order to suppress this feeling of emptiness, Yin Lian began to work as hard as possible.
Ever since the previous incident was revealed, Yin Changning has become even more clingy. Since the matter had been exposed, Yin Lian didn't take special care of him anymore and simply let him go.
On this day, Yin Lian used the excuse of going to the mall to see new consoles and games, and went to the mall planning to purchase a batch of daily necessities, such as sugar and salt. She also wanted to buy a batch of common food seeds in this world at the seed store because she promised that the Black Sage would bring gifts from the Lady of Plenty when he returned.
When buying seeds, Yin Lian managed to send his bodyguards some distance away, but unfortunately Yin Changning couldn't move away. There was no other way, so Yin Lian had no choice but to go to the bathroom to do the job. As a result, shortly after entering the bathroom, she heard a deafening roar.
Yin Lian was startled, and saw Yin Changning rushing in.
When Yin Changning rushed in, Yin Lian not only heard the roar again, but also felt the earth shaking under his feet.
Yin Changning shouted: "Xiao Lian, something happened! Leave quickly!"
He dragged Yin Lian to go out, but unexpectedly there was a shaking in front of him, and the entire walkway collapsed. This time Yin Lian finally found out what happened - a bomb exploded in the mall.
what happened? Yin Lian thought that she didn't remember such a thing happening in Chunshen City in her previous life.
But there was not much time left for her to hesitate.
The road ahead was blocked, and Yin Lian changed from being pulled by Yin Changning to running with Yin Changning, but the other side of the corridor was also blocked, and what was even worse was that there was no safe exit in this section.
Yin Lian suddenly became angry and shouted: "Where are the bodyguards? Why did you let you come here like this?"
Yin Changning said: "I ran fast, but they didn't react. They were blocked on the other side by falling rocks. I don't know if they were injured."
Yin Lian said: "What are you doing here!? Of course you are running out at this time!"
Yin Changning replied: "I ran away, what will you do?"
She... what can she do? She won't die anyway. And at a critical moment, of course, everyone cares about their own lives, so who cares about others?
Is Yin Changning... stupid?
But at this time, he no longer complained about Yin Changning's stupidity. As the ground shook, the stone beams began to slowly break, and Yin Lian had the illusion that he might fall from the sky at any time and be buried in a pile of rocks.
At this time, as long as she is cruel, she can let go of Yin Changning's hand, leave him in the ruins, and then enter a safe space.
Yin Lian thought, it would be great if she could just care about her own life.
——You are my sister.
——If you are sad, you can tell me anytime. I'd love to hear it anytime.
--I worry about you.
——Xiao Lian...just like the sun.
If only she could only take care of herself, if only she could only take care of herself. Yin Lian held Yin Changning's hand tightly and thought this over and over again. More gray stones fell, and then Yin Lian was pushed by Yin Changning and protected by him.
A very immature boy
