Time: Eighteen years ago (Kite, Bell, Mu Ziyun, Fang Tianmu, Xiang are the same age)
Location: Guanglang Liuli Island—Xunjiang Guo—Wang Tu
"Oh my, it's so boring tonight!" An old man broke into the door of Feng's house. The sweat on his face had turned into water and his body was completely soaked. "Second Feng, has your daughter-in-law given birth? ?”
"Not yet, it's really going to kill me!" Old Man Feng paced the room anxiously, then stopped and said angrily: "The midwife said she was going to give birth yesterday, but she hasn't been seen yet!"
"Don't worry, those families gave birth too early to a big girl! You had to give birth so hard, you should be a boy!"
Old Man Feng stopped for a moment and said three things in a row, "It's better to give birth later, and it's better to give birth with more effort. I have to give birth to a baby with a handle, so that I can take over the incense of my Feng family!"
After about half a cup of tea, the two old men suddenly felt that their chests were congested, and they squatted on the ground together. Their faces were red from holding it in, and there was a lack of breath in their lungs, which they could not make up. Old man Feng pushed open the door with difficulty, but unexpectedly it was even stuffier outside than inside.
"There's a natural disaster. Look at the weather. Even if it's not on our Guanglang Liuli Island, it should be somewhere else. This ghostly sky is so overwhelming that people can't breathe. Are some monsters and monsters coming to this world?"
"Don't tell me, it's really a strange weather." Old Man Feng hunched over, "It was fine during the day, with three or four clouds floating in the sky. Who would have thought that at night, not even a star could be seen. There must have been something born somewhere. "evil ghost"
In the next moment, the heartbeats of the two of them stopped for a breath, followed by a long period of silent oppression and torture. A demon must have appeared in the world, and mortals like them were about to be devoured!
"Wow!" A cry came from the inner room, and it was this cry that made the two old men in the outer room relieve all the pressure, their heartbeats returned to normal, and their breathing became much smoother, as if everything just now was gone. born.
Old Man Feng was stunned for a while. After he came to his senses, he hurriedly shouted into the room: "Boys and girls!"
"Girl!"
"Ah!" Old Man Feng slapped himself on the forehead.
"Hahaha, Feng Laoer, you are out of luck! Okay, I'm going to see the next house!" The old man ran away on his feet. Old man Feng slammed the door in frustration and refused to go into the back room.
Time: Thirteen years ago
Location: Guanglang Liuli Island—Xunjiang Guo—Wang Tu
"Grandpa, why did my mother die?" At the age of five, she still didn't understand what death was, but she just didn't understand why her mother died. And if he died, why would he never be seen again?
"Your mother is waiting to die, waiting for her husband, my son, who is your father."
"What about daddy? Is daddy dead?"
"I don't know, he's probably dead!"
"What happens after death? Why are my mother and father gone? I miss my mother."
Old Man Feng picked up a withered yellow leaf, sighed and said, "It's useless to think about it. Look at this leaf. It's life is over. If it can't live any longer, it will die. Once it dies, it will disappear." ,Nothing at all."
"But I want it to live. It will look good alive, and my mother will look good alive."
"It's useless." Old Man Feng bent over alone and walked slowly back to the house.
She squatted on the ground alone and picked up the withered yellow leaves that her grandfather had thrown away, "Huh? Why can't the leaves survive? I don't want them to die, mother, how should I live if they die? I want you to live, woo woo It would be great if you come out again! Ye Zi, Ye Zi, come to life! I want you to live, woo woo.”
The withered yellow leaves had turned green as jade in her hands before she knew it. "Oh, mother, I want you to survive!"
"Old Master!" Someone knocked on the door of Old Man Feng's room.
Old Man Feng said coldly: "Why are you shouting! What's wrong!"
"The courtyard! Our courtyard has turned into a garden!"
"What?"
Time: four years ago
Location: Guanglang Liuli Island—Xunjiang Guo—Baiqu City
"Grandpa, when I get old, will I become a widow like those sisters?"
"Yes! But it's not shameful. You will be a family member of a hero and you will be honored."
"Like my mother, do you wait for a man your whole life and then die?"
"Isn't it honorable?" Old Man Feng said coldly. Then he looked at his granddaughter, lowered his eyes, and sighed: "My child, this is our custom from generation to generation. No, it is not a custom, it is a responsibility! Those individuals Warriors died for their great beliefs, and we should be proud of them."
"What about women? Should they die alone because of their beliefs?"
"It's not their belief, it's ours. Regardless of men or women, Wang Tucheng is fearless. Oh, by the way, I'm not in a hurry to go home today. I'll take you somewhere first. You will definitely like it."
She was taken to a mountain by her grandfather. The mountain was full of flowers. For this fourteen-year-old girl, it was as beautiful as a dream. She threw herself down among the flowers and rolled around. The flowers were bent and crushed. Flowers will always return to their original state after she leaves.
Old Man Feng whispered to himself at the side: "How can this child have such an ability? Is it a gift from heaven? We can't let people know about it, otherwise"
In the blink of an eye, she had run far away. After a long time, she felt a little tired, so she sat on a hill among the flowers, resting her chin on her hands, and fell into the girl's thoughts.
"I don't want to be like those girls! What glory, what belief, it's all nonsense. If it were me, I must find a tall, tall, tall hero! Bah, bah, bah, I don't want to be big. Heroes, great heroes die soon, eh? Then find an ordinary one? Tsk! I'm not ordinary, why should he be ordinary, no! Oh my, what kind of guy will I meet? I want to grow up, I want Um"
She was lost in thought when a few rotten flower petals floated over and woke her up. How could the flowers wither in this season? Huh? Who is that?
That was the first time she met Xiang
"He is so strange! Why have the flowers around him withered? He is a devil, ah!" She wanted to escape, but she couldn't feel a trace of fear. She didn't notice it at all. She sat harder and stretched her legs. Her legs were more stable, what was she thinking? She was thinking about leaving quickly, this was a monster, but her heart tied her firmly in place without any reaction.
"What's your name?"
Oh my god, how could I talk to him! I was still smiling. He looked so scary. Was he going to kill me?
"Xi Xixiang!"
Ah, he yelled at me, he is indeed a devil, eh? No, did he just say good things? right
"My name is Kite! Ah, here comes Grandpa! I'm leaving. Goodbye!"
She ran away in a hurry, not daring to look back. It seemed that the guy didn't chase her, so she breathed a sigh of relief.
Time: three years ago
Location: Guanglang Liuli Island—Xunjiang Guo—Wang Tu
"I'm in so much pain!" She suddenly fell to the ground and rolled, startling the maid, "I can't breathe! Ah!"
"Zheng'er! What's wrong with you! Don't scare me! What's wrong with you!" Old Man Feng grabbed her shoulder, "Where does it hurt you! Tell grandpa quickly!"
"Grandpa, I, I'm so scared!"
"Afraid? Who hurt you?"
"No, my heart hurts so much! I don't know what's been tormenting me."
"There is something in your body! Where is it!"
"No," she cried mournfully: "Not here, I don't know where, not on Guanglang Liuli Island. He woke up and suddenly exploded. I'm so scared!"
"Who? Who are you talking about?"
"I don't know, I don't know!" She shook her head desperately. She might not know what she was talking about at all, but these waves of heart palpitations were like the god of death scratching her neck with a sickle. It was so scary. What was it? Threatening her. "Ah!" She opened the door and ran towards the mountain.
"Zheng'er!" Old Man Feng followed closely.
Wherever she ran, all the vegetation began to grow crazily. She felt that something was awakening in her body, and it was about to spring out, or had already jumped out. A large number of tree roots emerged from the ground, blocking Old Man Feng from the distance. She ran a mile to the mountain, creating a dense forest in the process.
She kept shaking, afraid of things far away and afraid of her own energy. A trembling hand touched her sleeve, and she screamed and turned her head back.
"Xiang! Ah" she cried and hugged Xiang's neck, "I'm so scared, I'm going to die!"
"What!" Xiang looked like it was the end of the world, "You can't die! No no"
"I don't know what's happening in the distance, but it's going to kill me!"
Xiang breathed a sigh of relief and stammered: "I'll protect you, you can't die!"
"Um!"
Time: half a year ago
Location: Guanglang Liuli Island—Xunjiang Guo—Wang Tu
"It stinks!" She smelled a stench on her way home today. It was so stinky that she fainted. The stench actually moved. Could it be a person? Who is this person, so stinky!
After returning home, I just sat down and picked up the vegetables in the basket when I heard my grandfather say quietly: "Zheng'er, that brave man has sent someone to ask again."
"Warrior! Warrior! Warrior! Grandpa knows he is a warrior, so he might as well cook his granddaughter, cut it into pieces and give them to them! Humph!"
"I'm just saying, hehe, I don't have any other meaning."
"vomit!"
"What's wrong? Zheng'er? You're pregnant!" Old Man Feng shouted in panic.
"Grandpa, what are you talking about! I am disgusted by the smell!"
"Oh, all right!"
"" She suddenly felt something bad. The smell was getting closer and closer. Suddenly she froze and turned back slowly, just in time to meet those eyes.
"Who is he? He smells so bad! He followed me and I saw that he was clean, but why did he smell so bad? Huh? Why do I hate him so much? Him? What's wrong with me? I actually have terrible thoughts." She For the first time, she had the idea of killing someone. Although this idea should have been so far away from her, it happened naturally at this moment. Why? Why do you want to destroy him so much! Whether you let him struggle to death or half-dead, as long as you let him get hurt and make him despair, you will feel at ease and comfortable.
But after a moment of evil thoughts, she felt that she could no longer move her eyes away. She fell deeply into those eyes and couldn't extricate herself. This feeling was hidden in the fog. No, it was not enough. It takes a layer of gauze and a circle of cloth to wrap around it. In short, it is too rare and hard to look at her quietly.
She - Kite - Desire
(The following is not her statement, but a statement from her heart)
The first time I knew what death was was not the day my mother died. In fact, I had experienced it a long time ago. Flowers will die, and grass will die. I had such an idea in my heart for a long time - all things , they will all die.
I don't want the flowers to die, because I can feel the flowers' desire to live. I can't explain why the feelings of every grass and every flower are constantly reflected in my heart, even my mother's death. I can't shed tears, because every moment, the flowers are crying to me that they don't want to die. Yes, I know it very well, but what does death mean?
And when I realized that the desire to live was not the flower's, but mine, I felt extremely ashamed, because I was living, but longing to live, while the flowers and grass were already dead.
My wish came true. I could make seeds sprout and withered leaves become tender again. Amidst the crying day after day, I heard a trace of cheerful laughter. Whose is that? Flowers? Grass? Or mine? I really want to bring my mother back to life, but I can't seem to do it no matter how hard I try. In other words, in fact, I don't have this firm idea at all in my desire.
When I grew up, my grandfather told me that I was going to get married.
I don’t want it, I want to marry, I want to marry a man and let him wait for me all my life. I don’t care at all whether he is tall or ordinary. I just have a desire to make men feel the despair of women. In fact, I am very lonely. My friends all have unshakable beliefs. They may have grown pregnant. They smile happily and "weirdly". The reason why I use "weird" to describe it is because I feel that they have already. Without their humanity, I don’t understand if that belly would really make them crazy with happiness?
I look out of place. Am I a Wangtu? Wish I was, or maybe I wasn't.
That day, I met Xiang, I was so happy, nonsense! How could I possibly want to escape? My legs were trembling with excitement. For the first time, I felt a familiar breath on someone else. Will Hua die next to him? What does it matter, I just want to make them come alive again! I have a desire, so embarrassed, I really hope that he can always be by my side. It seems that he is willing, ah, man, no, he is a real man.
When my heart was palpitating, I felt like the sky was about to collapse. I knew very well that the thing in the distance was a person. Even though we were thousands of miles away, I could still feel his despair and his deathly silence. It was so pitiful. He did it. What? Or what happened? It's strange. He obviously has nothing to do with me, and I have never met him before. Why does my heart hurt so much for a stranger? Scary guy heartache? I have a desire, I hope to see him, although I am scared, but I hope he can survive.
When I really saw him, I couldn't keep calm. His name was Mu Ziyun. He was such a bastard. He was wrong here, wrong there, and everything was wrong. He stinked like hell. Oh my God, how could he be so stinky! But I can't live without seeing him for a moment. He is burned into my heart and has become a scar. I can't remove it or heal myself. I hate him. I hate him from birth. How can he? Not dead yet? Why not die? He should die early, his whole family, and everyone related to him in the world should die! I have a desire that he should die immediately. If he doesn't die, I can't live. I think about him all the time. He is like a knife without a handle. It will hurt wherever I hold it.
But, strangely enough, I had another desire at the same time. He couldn't die elsewhere or in the hands of others. Only I could kill him. He was mine and no one could take it away. Bastard, that demonic Neng once almost killed him, who allowed it! I was so angry that I left a seed next to his heart and planted mine. When I feel something is wrong, I will come up with various reasons to save him. No matter in the sea or on the ground, my seeds can always work. He is tightly held in my hand. I can kill him at any time. You can save him at any time, but how can you save him? I only stayed here in order to kill him in the future!
However, my hatred has not diminished, but other feelings have emerged. What is that feeling? Walking beside him, I tasted the taste shamelessly. It was really obscene. I actually longed to be with this smelly guy. I knew this was wrong. This must be something terrible at work. He saved me, and I could hear his roar clearly. To him, my life belongs to him. What he thinks is exactly the same as what I think. Why am I so happy! Pooh! I still hate him, I can be very sure that to this day, I still wish he could die immediately, but another feeling is growing more and more. It would be better for him to die, but he has to die in my arms and through my body. agree.
I suppressed the desire I least wanted to face - love?
Ridiculous, how is it possible? I don't feel the slightest taste of love. I can conclude that he will never love me, at least not now. But why are we secretly fulfilling the duty of love to each other? Can even love be destined?
Author's words: After many days, the Legend of the Beast God has finally been updated again. This time it's Kite's turn. In fact, neither Kite, Xiang, nor Mu Ziyun can tell it all in one chapter or one opportunity. They each Everyone has unknown feelings and hearts. Mu Ziyun is okay, because the first volume is centered on him, or after reading it, I know much more about him than others. Nan Jue just wants to Said, not every character's appearance is necessarily the surface. It may be false, or it may be the inside. We need to dig out it slowly together. Fang Tianmu and Lingdang? It will take a long time to tell the story of these two guys. I believe Nan Jue, the story of these two guys is very exciting!
