Nan Jue has been writing books for more than a year and has never felt as stressed as he does these days.
Nan Jue is a student and will graduate in a few days. To be honest, it is ridiculous to say that he will enter the society, because school is the epitome of society. When this day comes, Nan Jue has something to look forward to. Of course it is approaching. Nanjue was not afraid, but his mood was very complicated.
Graduation is approaching. In the past six months or so, what Nan Jue has been thinking about the most is how to speak and how to do things. To be honest, Nan Jue is actually a bit impatient and can't calm down many times. He also inexplicably longs for some things that were originally impossible to obtain, but Nanjue has also grown and matured. Nanjue is trying his best to change the hobbies that should be given up and the habits that should be corrected. Nanjue understands that time is slowing down. Wait slowly, waiting for you to throw something, and when you finish throwing it, it will pass by in a hurry.
Everyone always feels that they are good. Even if they are harshly criticized, they still feel that the direction is right. How could Nan Jue be an exception? But Nan Jue will think about some problems from other directions. I am trying my best to let myself understand that Nan Jue is really an ordinary person. No matter how perfect he thinks he is, he can only think about it in his own small personal world. That’s all.
While Nan Jue was writing the book, he met many people, just like different characters in a world. Nan Jue built a "question forum" and invited some of the characters in. Oh my god, they are all kinds of people, and they are different from everyone else. The difference is that when you are in it, you cannot regard yourself as a supporting role, because everyone is the protagonist! You can't regard yourself as the protagonist, because everyone is a supporting role! Everyone coordinated with each other's performance today, chatting about lines that seemed to be written according to a perfect script, and each link was linked to the next. When a voice suddenly stops, you will be worried about it, but you can't fault it, because even the disappearing scene is reasonable. This will make you indulge in it every day. People who write books have many friends, but they are all like lonely wild cranes. You fly close to the sky, and there are groups of close friends above and below you saying hello, but There is no one who looks the same as you and flies with you. However, we are all happy, because we look different, but we can say hello to each other. The relationship that brought us together because of a few books is of course very strange, but also very charming.
It's a small place, and after we sing, he comes on stage. Maybe every character in it is silently paying attention to other people's scenes, but if we talk about it in detail, it will be a little colder. Nan Jue believes that the same is true in reality. I am full of expectations for the future, but I am worried about where the next "drama" will take place. Will the opening be dazzling? Will the process go smoothly? Will it be applauded at the end? However, I am still playing different roles elsewhere. Here I am a guy who writes a book, there I am a worker, and on the other side I am a person living in life. When all the schedules are put on the schedule and all the theaters are urging you to take the stage, Nan Jue really feels fear.
Therefore, Nan Jue felt pressured and wanted to give up. He wanted to dismantle the "Question Forum" as the first step to escape, but no matter what he did, he could not hide his cowardice. When I did it and got halfway through, I couldn't give it up. Everyone in this world has many roles. Some people are so cruel that they gritted their teeth and gave up on one of them. Maybe other roles would be better, maybe. It was worse, but I finally made a choice, which is also a kind of courage.
Obviously, Nan Jue is cowardly and hypocritical. He wants to escape but does not have the courage to give up. I am not a good actor after all. I will only be tired and run among several roles. I may be playing a supporting role from beginning to end. But I have to believe that even a supporting role will be looked back on as a protagonist after playing a lifetime. Maybe one day I will meet Bole, maybe one day I will be named on the gold list, but that is all a matter for later. Nan Jue will fight for it and ask for extravagance, but before that, he should always play his role well.
Nan Jue knew that he didn't have much time to stay in the old place, so he cherished every day. He wanted to make a name for himself and carve some marks of his existence, but he found that the ordinary life at every moment was actually what Nan Jue had been here. The best proof should also be the most perfect memory. I hope that in the next theater performance, Nan Jue can complete it to his satisfaction. Life will eventually begin in another place. I hope that the characters who have entered Nan Jue's world will find their own theater. When we The moment we show our talents together, even though we are separated from each other, we will definitely play a similar plot, because our hearts have been to the same place.
Good evening, good night.
