This dream is really long. It feels like I will live in this dream for the rest of my life until the end of my life. Otherwise, how can I leave this dream?
Alas, what should I do? In those clichéd stories, people are asked to make a choice between a beautiful virtual world and a cruel real world, but is this really a difficult choice? Might as well look at my current situation. Reality is cruel, and dreams are even crueler. No matter where you are, everything is unsatisfactory!
Do you want to choose this blue pill or that blue pill?
What does this blue pill mean? unknown.
What does that blue pill mean? The greater unknown.
Aren’t there pills in other colors?
Let me look for it...Hey, I found it. There is also a yellow pill here.
yellow? Shouldn't it be a blue pill? Why is there an extra color? Okay, so what does yellow mean? It won't be a bigger and bigger unknown.
Otherwise, you are lucky and have met the biggest and greatest certainty in the world.
Yeah? So what does this yellow pill mean?
Death, the end of everything. No matter what reality or dream, the final outcome is certain.
How boring! You didn't give any feasible solutions or options at all! It's just adding insult to injury and taking pleasure in others' misfortune! Isn't this kind of behavior just rubbing salt into other people's wounds?
But what do you have to complain about? Who is the person who caused this current dilemma?
Who stole the neighbor's sister's college admission letter that night four years ago in order to get rid of the past? After she was found out, they used violence to coerce her and prevent her from speaking out. Later, in order to destroy the corpse and eliminate traces, the entire street was burned to the ground, and the past was burned clean, and then he went to school outside innocently.
If I hadn't been born into such a family! The mother who is always silent, the father who is worse than a beast!
Then you go and steal other people's identities? Now, do you still know who you are? Over and over again, do you still remember who you are in your heart?
My name is Xiaoli, I am a college student.
Xiaoli is already dead, she was killed by you just now.
I am Xiaomei, a poor orphan.
That night, besides stealing her notice and burning down her house, what else did you do to her? Not only did she become homeless, she ended up going insane!
Do you know what happened next? After you slapped your butt and walked away, the poor girl turned out to be pregnant. By the time she realized it, it was already too late. Rumors in the small place spread quickly, but she no longer had the ability to escape.
You want to ask how the child is doing? Didn't you just see it? He was buried in an abandoned amusement park. As soon as he was born from his mother's belly, he entered reincarnation again.
Having said this, have you remembered who you are?
I...I am the victim.
As long as you remember who you are, you will be free from this dream. Even so, don't you want to think about it?
But I am indeed a victim!
Alas, don’t you ever feel a trace of regret and guilt?
I was born unlucky, who will regret and apologize for me?
well……
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A young man wearing a white work uniform was paying close attention to the large and small instruments and screens in front of him, but his brows were frowning more and more, and his face was frosty.
This is a room divided into two, separated by a single-sided glass. From the outside observation room side, you can see the situation in the room inside.
At this time, a man was lying in the small room inside. His whole body was connected by dense wires, and these wires were connected to various instruments, which displayed his blood pressure, heartbeat, respiration and other basic data. , and there are some image waveforms that are incomprehensible.
"Xiao Wang, how are you?" A middle-aged man with a deep voice said to the young man sitting at the work station.
Xiao Wang's eyes were still fixed on the computer screen: "The analysis data has come out."
After saying that, I heard a printer next to the computer begin to click and slowly spit out two pieces of A4 paper.
The standing man walked over and picked up the two pieces of paper and looked through them. This was an analysis data report.
Behavioral violence index: 66.4%
Verbal violence index: 38.5%
Depression index: 26.1%
Mania index: 64.4%
Compulsion index: 58.9%
Psychological stability index: 23.3%
Psychological cognitive index: 37.8%
Empathy index: 24.7%
Regret Index: 18.2%
Crime prediction index: 69.2%
Crime level index (10-point scale): 7 points
Analysis conclusion:
1. Mild sensory impairment: low sensitivity to common psychological stimuli, higher than average pain tolerance, and low sensitivity;
2. Moderate affective disorder: low empathy, impulsive and irritable, easily affected by other people's words or actions, and therefore changing one's own behavior and thoughts, with less prior consideration of the consequences and severity of the incident;
3. Mild memory impairment: selective forgetting of certain unpleasant or unfavorable memories, accompanied by obvious positive memory modification and active distortion;
4. Moderate attention disorder: low concentration and interest in things, unable to devote high attention and energy to the same thing for a long time;
5. Moderate self-awareness disorder: A high degree of disidentification of self-identity, a certain avoidant personality disorder, behavioral withdrawal, but psychological arrogance. Especially after impulsively committing some bad behavior, they will habitually deny or forget their mistakes. There are even signs that subjects consciously created an external personality to take responsibility for their actions in order to reduce the psychological burden of the main personality.
Follow-up suggestions: follow-up observation and regular monitoring.
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After quickly browsing the test report automatically generated by the computer, the man also showed the same expression as Xiao Wang just now.
"69.2%, this number is really good."
"Yes, the crime prediction index and the crime severity index must both be higher than 7 before proactive measures can be taken. So, Dr. Chen, why did the team set such a strict indicator?"
The middle-aged man named Dr. Chen was slightly surprised: "Do you think this indicator is harsh? To be honest, we are currently discussing and considering raising the crime prediction indicator by two points."
"What? Why?" The staff looked puzzled.
"Didn't you see the statistics of the recent tracking report? Among the 58 people who met the evaluation criteria of our criminal science tracking and monitoring institute, 31 people actually put their criminal behavior into practice, including those who were stopped by us in time while they were still in the planning stage. , only one person’s indicator is lower than 72%, so we have reason to believe that the data in the 70% to 72% range is just noise data.”
"But...what does it matter if the standards are relaxed? If you frame one more person, you can reduce the possibility of committing a crime. What's wrong with that?"
"We are only conducting a small-scale test now. If the scope is expanded to the whole country, it may even be applied to the whole world in the future. Let alone 2%, even 0.1%, it may increase the workload exponentially. There is When doing scientific research, we must not only pursue high standards in data, because the ultimate goal of scientific research is to apply it to practice, so we must also consider comprehensiveness and balance, and there is no way around it." Chen The doctor was also a little helpless.
Xiao Wang also sighed: "Yes, reality is always full of helplessness and compromise."
At this time, he finally remembered that there was still a person lying in the observation room, and quickly asked Dr. Chen: "Then today's tester can only let him go back?"
"It seems like this is the only way to go. After all, he didn't trigger any warning indicators. But, what's going on with this guy?"
After hearing Dr. Chen's question, Xiao Wang's expression changed, and he said hesitantly: "Didn't you bring this person here and say that you want to give priority to testing? There is also the person I received here. Where’s the file information?”
Dr. Chen also looked surprised when he heard what he said: "How could this happen? I have never arranged for anyone to be prioritized for testing, and I have never met this person at all."
Xiao Wang was also panicked and asked at a loss: "Then...then what is going on?"
Dr. Chen seemed to remember something and asked again: "Today, we originally arranged for a female prisoner who will be released from prison next week to be tested. Why didn't she come?"
"Yeah, I thought it was strange at first. On our schedule, we need to conduct a psychological test on a female prisoner named Zhao Ying. This can only be done if the crime prediction index is lower than 28% and the degree of remorse is higher than 72%. , so that you no longer need to undergo regular psychological monitoring after being released from prison." Xiao Wang picked up the schedule and looked through it.
When Dr. Chen saw Xiao Wang starting to look for information, he quickly said, "Didn't you just say you received that person's file? Bring it to me quickly."
Xiao Wang also seemed to be waking up from a dream. He responded with "oh oh" and turned on the computer to search again.
"I received such an email at that time."
Dr. Chen came forward and saw an email with a sender name very similar to his own, except that the lowercase English letter L in it was actually the uppercase English letter I.
Looking at the content, there is indeed a personal profile attached to it.
Zhang Xiaoshuai, 25 years old, is from Yuelin Town, X City. He graduated from the Philosophy Department of Huaqing University and currently works as a clerk in the Finance Bureau of XX City.
"This... looks like a young man who has achieved academic success and has a bright future. How did he get here?" Dr. Chen adjusted his glasses and said with a confused look on his face.
Xiao Wang seemed to have no fluctuations this time. He had obviously read the document first, so he turned to the next page and showed Dr. Chen the next content.
The criminal, Zhang Xiaoshuai, seduced a girl at the age of 17 and made her pregnant. As a result, her grades plummeted and her body suffered great damage. She eventually missed the opportunity to take the college entrance examination. Because of her poverty, she was unable to repeat the studies. She had no choice but to enter the society at an early age, endure all the pain and survive at the bottom. A slight mistake can lead to a mistake of a thousand miles.
However, the person who created the tragedy just argued that he was young and ignorant and had made an unintentional mistake. In the end, he even directly denied that he had ever had a relationship with the girl, and even thought that she was messing around and slandering her out of thin air just for blackmail! !
Just because of an "unintentional" mistake, the foundation that a girl had worked hard for more than ten years collapsed suddenly, and the subsequent tragedy snowballed bigger and bigger. The perpetrator has taken the completely opposite path, and even in order to feel at ease, he can cover up this memory without any burden and deceive himself and others. What is even more despairing is that there is no law in the world that has the power to try such a crime.
Forgetting is really the antidote to any poison. If you don't repent of your crime, admit your guilt, and bear your responsibility, what's the use of throwing someone in jail?
