"Yan Xiaoyu..."
He opened the folder, looked at the name on it and read it softly.
At this time, the phone in his pocket sounded several text messages in succession.
Open the screen and click Chat.
The person who sent the message was the old classmate who recommended the patient. If I remember correctly, he is now a psychiatrist. The recommendation from him... is indeed a bit strange.
Serious psychiatrists have the power to prescribe. As a psychiatrist, Su Xing is different from them in that he mostly provides treatment through conversation and special methods such as hypnosis.
Is it possible that this person is so troublesome that he is unable to cure him?
Put away your doubts and simply browse the basic information in the file.
"It's interesting." Although he only had a rough look, Su Xing still murmured with interest.
"Bring me a cup of coffee later." He closed the document and turned to Shanshan beside him.
"Oh." Zhang Shanshan said obediently, then turned and walked away.
Can you see the future? interesting.
Su Xing became a little curious about this patient.
When he pushed open the wooden door decorated with frosted glass, he saw a man sitting in a wheelchair with his back to the door.
He is Yan Xiaoyu.
He closed the door with his backhand and coughed slightly to indicate that he had come in.
"Mr. Yan, I'm sorry to keep you waiting."
The man in the wheelchair used both hands to move the wheel in the direction of the awakening. The man in the wheelchair had a smile on his lips, and at first glance he did not look like a person with mental problems.
Seeing the man's kind expression, Su Xing paused and was slightly startled.
This guy doesn't look like he's neurotic, does he? The biggest problem with his whole body seems to be that he is sitting in a wheelchair and cannot walk.
Could it be that some accident caused him to have psychological problems and become paralyzed?
At first glance, Su Xing could only see so much.
The man with a smile on his face pushed the wheelchair slowly over.
"Actually, I didn't wait too long, and I really like the retro decoration here. You just came after admiring it for a while."
"Oh, by the way, the doctor who recommended me here said your surname is Su, so I can call you Dr. Su, okay?"
After coming back to his senses, Su Xing was shocked by the other party's politeness, so he quickly answered.
"Of course you can. In fact, Mr. Yan, you don't need to use honorifics when talking to me. I may be younger than you, so it would be best if you could treat me as a friend."
After saying that, he raised his feet and continued walking into the house. When he reached the table, he habitually turned on the video recorder and voice recorder.
Yan Xiaoyu continued to push the wheelchair closer to Su Xing, making sure that the camera lens was facing him.
This kind of detail was captured by Su Xing, and he spoke half-jokingly in confusion.
"Mr. Yan, compared to you, I seem to be more of a person in need of psychological treatment."
Faced with this joke, Yan Xiaoyu just smiled and shook his head.
"I've been to a lot of doctors, so it's just a bit of a habit."
Su Xing leaned back in the chair behind him in the most comfortable position, as if he was going to continue the chat to the end.
"Oh? Many doctors are in your hands?"
"It's not a lot, but I know you all have one thing in common, that is, you all like to play the role of friends in front of patients. But Dr. Su, you are a little different from them. You speak more interestingly than them."
A few simple chats to relax the atmosphere can quickly bring two strangers closer together, thus ensuring that the following questions will go more smoothly.
While chatting, Su Xing was also observing the other party's small movements to infer the personality and other things.
"Mr. Yan, I heard that you can see dirty things? Those are weird things. I am very interested in such supernatural things. I wonder if what you said is true?"
Seeing that the topic was starting to get on the right track, the corners of Yan Xiaoyu's mouth dropped slightly.
"Yes, I can see them."
After the words fell, the smile at the corner of Yan Xiaoyu's mouth turned into a bitter smile.
"They were scary, and I was scared when I first saw them. I asked people around me for help, but... I found that no one else could see them except me.
My family just thought I had a mental problem. I also started to wonder if I was crazy.
But whenever they appear in front of me at night, I know that they are definitely not hallucinations.
In the beginning, I was tortured so much that I could hardly bear it. I kept thinking about why I could see them and why they wanted to find me again...
But as time went by and I saw them more and more, I began to slowly accept their existence.
Now, the frequency of I see ghosts has obviously become less. In fact, they are just lonely souls wandering in this world.
When they find out that you can see them, you are like the straw in the hands of a drowning person, and they just want you to fulfill their last wish. "
Does this guy really have psychological problems? Putting aside the fact that he can see weird things, his thinking and logic seems to be very normal.
As for seeing something strange...
If it were before, Su Xing would definitely think there was something wrong with this guy, but it's hard to say now. The experiences of the past few days have fully proved that there are weird things in this world. Not only that, but there is even a weird mirror that reflects reality. world.
If seeing something strange is a disease in itself, wouldn't he be seriously ill as well?
Well, we can put this issue aside for the time being, but the other party seems to have said that he can see the future. This kind of thing is more bizarre than weird, but it is also what Su Xing is most curious about.
"Mr. Yan, I heard that you can not only see strange things, but also see the future?"
When talking about this issue, Yan Xiaoyu's eyes dimmed for a moment, but then quickly returned to normal.
"Dr. Su, what do you think the future holds?"
This sudden philosophical question asked Su Xing, what is the future? The future is the future, what else can it be? Is it possible that she can still be a fair-skinned and beautiful goddess?
Well, maybe the future of rich people is like this, but this is not a specific image defined virtually.
Da da da da——
The most common sound heard in this room is the countdown sound of the old-fashioned clock hanging on the wall. Its rhythmic movement can make those who hear it clearly feel the passage of time.
Taking a deep breath of the air with a faint floral scent, Su Xing sat up straight and rested his elbows on the table.
On the surface, he became serious.
Regardless of whether Yan Xiaoyu really has a mental problem or not, he must be a troublesome guy.
Although they had just chatted briefly for a few words and the process was going quite smoothly, Su Xing vaguely felt that the kind-faced man in front of him looked like a curled up hedgehog.
He looks cute, but when you try to touch him, you'll get pricked by the spikes on his body.
He was so cooperative, but so many doctors still couldn't figure it out. There must be something wrong with it.
Various answers popped up in his head, but in the end they were all rejected by Su Xing.
He obviously wanted to get an answer from me to this question. In fact, he already had his own answer.
"It's hard for me to answer your question, but I'd rather know what your answer is."
Yan Xiaoyu looked away and began to rub the ring finger unconsciously.
"It is a predetermined story... We are actually just God's puppets. He pulls the strings and we have to dance. Everything in this world is predetermined. Once you try to break the barriers, everything will be knocked down. Again.
In the end, I was trapped in a loop, performing it over and over again until I got back on track... It's not so much that I saw the future, but rather that I remembered the past. "
As he spoke, he stared at Su Xing and continued to speak.
"Dr. Su, have you ever done something and found that you have done it before, but it feels familiar when you go to a strange place? Sometimes it is obviously the first time you have experienced something, but it feels familiar inexplicably...
In fact, we can all have a premonition of the future, but most people forget it quickly, and I only remember it clearly occasionally.
But the sad thing is that when you realize all this in advance and want to change something, you find that everything has already happened.
You clearly know everything, you should have thought of it, but when everything happens, you can't do anything, that kind of despair, that kind of powerlessness..."
God, puppets, our world is constantly being overthrown and repeated... This kind of thing is really not what a normal person can say.
It is not ruled out that everything he said is true. Perhaps the world is just a story that is constantly pieced together and performed over and over again, but this passage clearly has a more important focus.
"What do you want... to change?"
As a psychiatrist, when listening to a patient's story, he should not only listen to how incredible the story is, but also find the reason for the absurdity of the story in this absurdity that does not conform to ordinary people's thinking.
"You said that once people try to break barriers, they will fall into repeated reincarnations. Since you know everything is a given, why should you break it? What... do you want to change?"
