The autumn clouds are rising in my eyes, my heart is burning like a fire, the osmanthus trees are withered by the rain, and the fragrance is hidden for the night.
An autumn rain last night shattered the sweet-scented osmanthus in the courtyard. Today, the continuous gloomy sky has been swept away, and the gorgeous morning glow has appeared, indicating that today will be a good weather.
"If you lose weight, you will definitely call me concubine, sir..." The morning glow was beautiful. Si Qinmi, who had gotten up early to dress up, looked in the mirror and stroked her pink cheeks.
Recalling Zhuang Xun's words on the bed, Si Qin Mi secretly smiled bitterly. Her husband liked this kind of dignified and plump beauty, and was obsessed with her because of her beautiful figure and appearance.
I don’t know how Zhuang Xun is doing now. She worries every day and is afraid that something will happen to Zhuang Xun. How can she not lose weight?
Now I still have to worry about whether Zhuang Xun will hate me when we meet again.
Obviously it was nothing to worry about, but Zhuang Xun would definitely feel distressed when he saw himself like this, and then he would have to give himself more food when picking up food at night, but it was just a woman's random thoughts.
"Well, thinking about this, Lang Jun let me know the news of your life and death." Thinking of Zhuang Xun's current situation, he was heartbroken and uncomfortable, and he couldn't control his tears.
She was thinking about it on the carriage, and she was thinking about it when she arrived in Chengguo. Even though she knew it was useless to think about it, she still thought about it. After all, she was a woman. How could a wife not worry about her husband who was in danger?
She had regretted it more than once. She should have agreed to Zhuang Xun's coming to Chengguo from the very beginning. Then there might not have been any worries. Maybe the couple could just survive until the Emperor Star appeared. That would be good too. They would live in the same bed and die in the same acupuncture point.
She repays his kindness by becoming his wife, taking care of her and pampering him, repaying him.
She really likes her little husband, maybe she fell under his care. Unlike those arrogant people in the story, he cherishes her as his wife very much and treats her as the treasure in his palm, not because of the so-called The talented Wang Zuo, just because she is his first wife, deserves to be treated wholeheartedly.
Unknowingly, it was no longer just a matter of repaying a favor. I liked him. When I got to know him, I knew very clearly that I liked him.
How can he repay his care for himself? If he boasts about himself in front of hundreds of officials, any woman would be grateful and honored.
Loving him is not just out of repayment, nor is it because of the so-called dragon status or emperor's appearance. I just like him as an ordinary person, like his concern and unyielding belief. People's hearts are not stones, and love is mutual.
Wiping her tears with a handkerchief, she continued to put away her makeup.
She was combing her hair, which was like a waterfall of loose hair. She combed it slowly with the comb. In fact, she didn't need to comb it. The thick hair strands were moist and shiny, like dark satin. But she was used to it, and the action of combing her hair could calm her down. The feeling of worry at the moment.
She actually wanted to do many things, but without Zhuang Xun, she didn't want to do anything.
I want to arrange Chengguo's industry in advance, but considering that Zhuang Xun doesn't know whether to come to Chengguo, all of this is meaningless. Only by knowing Zhuang Xun's movements can we make arrangements. If Zhuang Xun unfortunately dies, Si Qinmi will definitely follow him. When I leave, I don’t even think about these things anymore.
After tying her hair into a bun, she looked at the bright and charming woman in the mirror. This charming woman belonged to her husband. Thinking of this, she smiled.
Zhuang Xun doted on her, and she naturally tried her best to dote on Zhuang Xun. Her husband was a dragon, and it was natural for a beautiful woman to be possessed by him.
Putting on the hairpin, Si Qinmi touched his belly and his face became a little sad.
"I still have to give my husband a concubine and give him some free time." Siqin said to himself, not only because he felt that he couldn't stand Zhuang Xun's special favor.
Stand up, take out your needle, thread, and satin, and sit quietly waiting for the guests to come.
"Dong dong." There was a knock on the door.
"Sister Lanzhi, can I, He Tan, come in?" The childish voice, the girl's childishness and cuteness, can be felt even before she meets the person.
"Please come in." Si Qin Mi sat upright and waited for He Tan to knock on the door and enter.
"Sister Lanzhi, I'm here to learn embroidery again." A little girl pushed in the door, about fourteen or fifteen years old, dressed in orange clothes, petite and exquisite, with a peach-like face, red lips and white teeth, and a harmonious manner. She came in and greeted Si Qin Mi first. A courtesy, just one step away, and the behavior is elegant.
"Sister Tan, you are so diligent. Come and sit down." With a welcoming smile, Si Qinmi patted the soft couch and asked He Tan to come and sit down.
"I want to support my family and don't want my father to have to work so hard. Thank you Sister Lanzhi for being willing to teach me embroidery." He Tan's little face showed a grateful look.
"It's a small thing, you are the daughter of Mr. Jun's friend. Sister Tan, please sit down. Today I will teach you a more complicated needlepoint method." He greeted He Tan to sit down.
"Thank you, Sister Lanzhi." He Tan sat down obediently and skillfully took out a piece of silk, as well as needle and thread from the small bag behind him.
"Father, you actually don't want you to do the so-called work to support the family." Si Qinmi guided He Tan through the needle and said after watching her succeed in several steps.
"I know, but our current life depends on my father holding his head on his belt. I was wondering if I could make some money so that my father would have one less mission." He Tan hoped. He said that the needle and thread in his hand were still moving.
"It makes sense, it's really filial, but it doesn't have to be like this. If the Yu Kingdom survives this time, Brother He can still go back to be a head catcher, and you don't have to be like this. If the Yu Kingdom doesn't survive, my husband will come to the Cheng Kingdom. I will find a good job for Brother He." Si Qinmi herself was also embroidering, but her movements were calm and skillful, with an elegant and natural beauty.
Si Qinmi also omitted a sentence, if her husband could not come back, then she would accompany him to death, and the gold and silver left behind would be enough to keep He Heng and the others in glory and wealth for a lifetime.
"That being said, I also want to improve my skills as a prostitute so that I can find a good husband in the future." He Tan blushed and said embarrassedly.
She also omitted some words. In fact, He Heng was afraid that Si Qinmi would be bored alone, so he asked He Tan to come and talk with Si Qinmi.
"A wishful husband? I have robbed sister Tan of her wishful husband." Si Qinmi also learned that He Heng had actually always wanted to marry his daughter He Tan to Zhuang Xun, but Zhuang Xun took into account that He Tan was too young. Never agreed.
"It doesn't count. Brother Xun knows that I don't like him, and he doesn't like me at all." When it came to Zhuang Xun, He Tan's attitude changed, he seemed less respectful, and his tone became indifferent.
"Mr. Sir, has he ever offended you?" Si Qinmi put down the frame and said with some doubts. She had a very good impression of the little girl in front of her. She was filial, sensible, hard-working, petite, and very cute.
"No, I am very grateful to Brother Xun for saving my father. Without Brother Xun, we, mother and daughter, would have been in such a bad situation, and our father's life and death are unknown." He Tan shook his little head, and his hairpin shook.
"Forget it, it's good that I didn't take my love away from you. I am quite satisfied with my husband. I would feel a little guilty if I separated you and your husband." Si Qin Mi was embarrassed to say that she wanted to take her love away. That was a bit excessive, and he did feel guilty, but with He Tan's appearance, Si Qinmi also believed Zhuang Xun's words that he had no unnecessary feelings for He Tan.
"Are you guilty? Sister Lanzhi, there is no need to feel guilty. I once expressed to Brother Xun that I didn't want to marry him. Brother Xun also said that he had no interest in He Tan and only regarded me as his sister. We have no further relationship." Tan took the initiative to say it, confirming that what Zhuang Xun said was true.
"Is that so? According to Lang Jun, it's not impossible." Si Qinmi smiled lightly, remembering Zhuang Xun's attitude towards women with haircuts, pity and alienation, as if they were some kind of sacred object that could not be touched.
She also had a taste of Zhuang Xun's hobbies. He liked women who were gentle, virtuous, plump, tall, and slightly mature. Naturally, petite, delicate, and childish women like He Tan were not among his considerations. .
"Brother Xun is very good, but he looks a bit thinner to me. When my parents and I were fleeing, we knew that men should be strong and strong, so I don't have any special feelings for brother Xun." He Tan said clearly. Find out one reason why she doesn't like Zhuang Xun.
"Sister Tan is also pitiful. She encountered such a situation at such a young age. It's not surprising to have such thoughts." Si Qinmi said pitifully, although she was even worse. She was abandoned by her husband, reviled by others, and finally pushed to the execution ground and beheaded.
Their common salvation was Zhuang Xun, but the paths they chose were completely opposite. One married Zhuang Xun without hesitation and became his beloved wife, while the other was grateful but refused, and was not close to Zhuang Xun but was slightly alienated.
"It's me who is ungrateful. It was brother Xun who saved our family, but I don't want to marry him. Fortunately, brother Xun doesn't care, otherwise I would be ashamed." He Tan lowered his head and embroidered the flower pattern according to Siqin Mi's request. .
"If you want to marry him, who will I marry? Thank you sister Tan for letting me go." Si Qinmi said with a smile. It was fate. The He Tan Xiaojia Jasper in front of him was exquisite and cute. Zhuang Xun did not repay the favor and left it for himself. Got the chance.
"No, Brother Xun has always treated me as his sister. He has no extra thoughts, otherwise my father would have ordered me to marry Brother Xun." He Tan said vaguely dissatisfied.
"After all, according to the words of his parents, Brother He is a person who values kindness. It is understandable that he makes such a decision. He wants to repay the kindness given by Lang Jun. He also feels that Lang Jun is reliable and worthy of being entrusted to him for life, so he has this idea. Right." In Si Qinmi's eyes, everything about Zhuang Xun was naturally good, and she then deduced her theory to others and guessed He Heng's thoughts.
He Heng did think so. Repaying kindness was one thing. No matter how talented Zhuang Xun was, he couldn't live without a bowl of rice. He felt that Zhuang Xun could entrust him to give He Tan happiness in the second half of his life and ensure that He Tan had no worries about food and clothing.
"I understand. Brother Xun refused to marry me. They also wanted to give me to Brother Xun as a maid, just to cultivate our relationship. Fortunately, Brother Xun sternly refused." At this point, He Tan finally showed a cheerful expression. Smiling, showing approval and recognition to Zhuang Xun.
"That's a pity. Sister Tan is so diligent and thrifty in housekeeping, so lovable. If she marries the husband, she can become a good and virtuous wife." Si Qinmi is really a pity that such a lovable little girl comes from Zhuang Xun As it slipped out of her hand, she felt that Zhuang Xun had suffered a loss, and she herself felt that she had also suffered a loss.
"It's no pity. I'm not the type that Brother Xun likes. No matter how many advantages I have, it's just that. But it's Sister Lanzhi. Brother Xun would actually marry my sister. This is beyond my imagination." He Tan peeked at Si Qinmi's disfigurement. He said with a straight face, not knowing what misunderstanding he had about Zhuang Xun.
Si Qin Mi could vaguely feel her gaze, and she also understood that after all, Zhuang Xun's conditions for marrying an ugly wife were somewhat unreasonable.
"Yeah, indeed, I never thought that the husband would be willing to marry me. Even though my appearance has been ruined, the husband doesn't mind." Si Qinmi knew that when Zhuang Xun married her, what he saw was the cover-up. With a disfigured face, after learning about Zhuang Xun's refusal to marry He Tan, she felt even more honored and confused about Zhuang Xun's behavior.
"Think about it, Sister Lanzhi is Brother Xun's savior. It's not surprising that he can make this decision. After all, Brother Xun can go bankrupt to collect the body of the Siqin daughter to repay the Si Qin daughter for helping him before. Thank you Lanzhi Sister, it is normal to marry Sister Lanzhi." He Tan found a reason to convince himself.
"Maybe it's like this. I'm lucky. I got the favor of my husband and became his wife." Speaking of this, Si Qinmi felt somewhat lucky, because Zhuang Xun was a hot commodity and was picked up by her. .
"Sister Lanzhi, are you happy?" He Tan couldn't help but ask after seeing Si Qinmi's happy look.
"Ah, with my husband? I am happy, very happy. I feel that my husband is the best in the world, and I am very happy." Si Qinmi showed a happy and satisfied look, being loved and pampered, and getting along with each other bit by bit. , and the joy that was moaning under him, Si Qinmi said firmly.
This is the only happiness in her life that she is unwilling to give up once she has grasped it, even if she pursues it to the netherworld.
"Then I guess my judgment was wrong." He Tan said dullly.
"What's the mistake? Sister Tan might as well explain it more clearly." Si Qinmi felt that there was a problem with He Tan's attitude toward Zhuang Xun, and Si Qinmi wanted to solve it.
"I always thought that Brother Xun was a lecher, but I didn't expect that Brother Xun could not care about Sister Lanzhi's appearance." He Tan said what he found most strange.
"Have you noticed Lang Jun's lustful nature?" Si Qinmi chuckled, half jokingly saying that Zhuang Xun was lustful, and Si Qinmi didn't care. She was just for his lust, and it was not impossible to like other women. , it is not impossible to marry a concubine and go home. She will be satisfied if she can feel that Zhuang Xun still loves her. In this way, the guilt in her heart will be reduced, and she will be worthy of his love for her.
"Staring at mother, even though she let us go, she kept looking at her!" He Tan showed a look of disgust when she said this. Her disgust for Zhuang Xun could not be changed even if Zhuang Xun saved her family. A look of lust and pity.
It's disgusting, extremely disgusting, I feel disgusted just thinking about it, the look is so dirty.
For Zhuang Xun, it was Dong who attracted him from the beginning, and he let them go because he was concerned about the little He Tan. Of course he couldn't let go, and he was not a gentleman.
caught up
(End of chapter)
