"What happened? Because of the war?"
Shen Fu took off his coat and hung it on the hanger. He turned around and saw Emilia hesitating to speak. He sighed slightly in his heart. There is a lover from the second dimension who is not as perfect as he originally imagined. In love, There is also communication and running-in under the sweetness. Beatrice has climbed onto the bed skillfully, took out a book from the bedside, opened it, and read quietly.
"Huh - I do care about this. As for the war, since Parker said that I had such a talent before, I think I can also be of some help, whether it is fighting or treatment."
Exhaling slowly, it seemed that she finally said what she wanted to say in her heart. Emilia's originally tangled facial features relaxed, and her blue-purple eyes stared at Shen Fu expectantly.
"Help...help!?"
Hearing a completely unexpected request from Emilia, Shen Fu's eyes widened unconsciously.
"This is a war. No matter what, there will be wars in which innocent people die. Do you really want to help? Although your talents are indeed in fighting, a place like the battlefield is not suitable for you no matter how you think about it. ”
Yes, although Emilia herself never admits it, Shen Fu knows very well that her kindness is close to the level of the Virgin. She cannot ignore the strangers who are being bullied in front of her, and she will do so when she is in crisis. Thinking about helping others, even those who have hurt her can laugh it off. Although Shen Fu is fascinated by this kindness, a place like the battlefield must be extremely cruel to her.
"Don't think that I am so fragile." Emilia pouted, and then stared at Shen Fu in front of her, "I do not like war, but I will not blame my love as a general for this... Lover, what’s more, since you only have talent in combat, if you can’t overcome this, then you won’t be able to help at all, right?”
Emilia is actually very aware of her own weakness, which has caused Shen Fu trouble every time before. Others, whether it is Curxiu, Esdeath, or even Felt, can help. The only thing he is busy with is that he is occupying a piece of love, but he can't do anything.
"Didn't I say we would form a rescue team? It will be very busy after the war is over."
Shen Fu's tone softened unconsciously. He already understood what Amelia meant. All she was thinking about now was how she could help him. Yes, he wanted her to accept it with peace of mind. Self-care is impossible.
"It's not enough... That's just not enough..."
Emilia lowered her head and pressed her chest with both hands, as if there was something heavy there.
"I'm uneasy. I've been uneasy ever since I knew you liked me and my feelings. I...I've never had such a happy experience in my memory, but along with the happiness comes something like stinginess. I'm as panicked as a ghost, wanting to bury it deep enough that no one can take it away, wanting to add fences one after another around it. Everything I want to do now is to satisfy my own selfish desires. private......"
The girl's words were filled with tears, and Shen Fu saw crystal drops of water falling on the ground. This was really...the first time in his life that he made a girl cry.
He already understood to some extent that Emilia was like a pauper who thought she had nothing, so she faced the bleak life with an indifferent optimistic attitude, until one day she suddenly found that she had gained precious wealth, but then she realized that she had nothing at all. Without the ability to keep wealth, I suddenly became worried about gains and losses, and could no longer be as free and easy as before. Now it is just a sudden outbreak.
"I can promise you everything else... But taking my lover with me on the battlefield... Curio is different. I have enough rationality to ensure that I will not be affected by my friendship with her. Interference, but for you, I can’t be sure that I won’t be affected by you..."
Shen Fu almost spat out a mouthful of old blood. What were he talking about? Didn't he mean that she would only be a hindrance... But, he really couldn't take her with him. If he took it with him, he would definitely part with it. The energy is on her, not to mention that the battlefield is a place that requires cold blood and cruelty. Emilia will only arouse the soft part in his heart.
"I really admire you idiot. Of course I should hug you first before talking!"
Beatrice's subtle but somewhat exasperated voice came from his ears. Only then did Shen Fu suddenly react. He put one hand around Emilia's shoulders, and the other hand gently pressed her head against his chest. , feeling the sobs slowly lowering, and after thinking about the words in his mind, he said softly:
"I'm sorry for causing you this uneasiness, but Emilia, in my heart you have always been noble, beautiful, and have an indomitable heart. I know you are such a girl, so I can bear with you. I can't help but want to help you bear the burden and protect you in the palm of my hand, but now it seems that it has caused you trouble... But compared to partners who can help, I still prefer partners who can help you. Rely on my lover."
Shen Fu's love for Emilia was dominated by the desire to protect her, but he really didn't expect that he would occupy such an important position in her heart. This fact only made him feel more distressed.
"Cunning... it's so cunning... and it's unfair... I'm the only one who can't live without you and all that... it's so unfair."
Emilia in her arms didn't know when she stopped crying, but she still leaned tightly against Shen Fu's chest and refused to leave. She indeed valued this emotion extremely much. After losing everything, You will cherish the happiness in your hands even more.
"So you have to work hard. I've been looking forward to the day when you shine. I won't be able to do without you then."
It seemed that it was done, and Shen Fu couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief. He was really not good at comforting, otherwise he wouldn't have been single before. However, it turns out that Emilia in love was like this, which was never seen in the original work. He has never appeared before. It seems that the only one she can really like is herself. After discovering this fact, a knot that had been pressing in his heart for a long time finally fell away. The reason why this bond was established was not because of what he had done, but because of what he had done.
Well, I will definitely try my best.
Invisible to Shen Fu, the girl made up her mind. Parker once said that the only thing that hindered her from recovering her memory was that deep down in her heart she had been unwilling to face the cruel past, but now she had the chance to start over. In the future, whether it is asking for help from the lust witch who hates her, or participating in trials, she will try as long as she can regain her strength as quickly as possible.
