Shen Fu stopped talking, and Ji Ming opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but in the end, he fell silent.
In fact, in the final analysis, Shen Fu is different from them. A month ago, he was just an ordinary member of the 1.4 billion Chinese people. Even though he has a sense of identity with the nation deep in his bones, he is required to devote all his efforts now. , it is impossible to dedicate everything to the country without selfishness.
"Lieutenant Colonel Shen."
After a long time, Yang Zhijun took a long breath, walked up and patted Shen Fu on the shoulder.
"That little girl named Emilia, do you really like her?"
... Shen Fu was also a little embarrassed when he was suddenly asked about such a topic.
But he thought about it carefully and finally shook his head.
"I don't know. To be honest, when I was watching anime, I liked Rem's more. At that time, I thought the heroine was too virginal. But after jumping from anime to reality and having real contact with her, I think no matter who she is, she will Amazed by the kindness.”
Rather than liking her, she feels pity. Emilia has such a charm. Even if she is treated unfairly by others, she still has such a kind heart. When she gets along with her, her heart will always change. Consciously softening, wanting to protect her from harm.
"...It's true. Girls like this are indeed rare. However, if you really want to protect her, you must protect yourself."
Yang Zhijun's eyes were a little wandering, as if he was recalling the past.
"She will encounter more dangers and tribulations in the future than before, not less. Natsuki Subaru has nothing to do with her now. You are her protagonist. If something happens to you, then she will really, There is no one to save.”
Shen Fu's heart trembled.
Yes, there are enemies behind him. There is no law that the heroine will not die here. If he falls here, not to mention the country, even a little girl will not be able to protect him.
"Actually, I can understand you. When I first became a soldier, I was not afraid of anything. I just thought that I would sacrifice my life, shed my blood, and devote my whole life to defending my country and my family. But then I got a family and a daughter. Suddenly I became afraid, afraid that I would fall on the road to protect everyone, but failed to protect my own little home..."
Shen Fu looked at Yang Zhijun in surprise. In his opinion, Yang Zhijun was the kind of heroic figure who put the country first in everything and had no selfish intentions. After all, he almost completely sacrificed time with his family.
Do such people also have their own selfish motives?
"Don't look at me like that, I'm not a saint."
Yang Zhijun easily read Shen Fu's gaze and punched him on the shoulder with a smile.
"In fact, it is very simple to deal with the relationship between the two. Just don't think too much. In life, you must always have a firm belief that you are willing to fight for. This is the general direction, and the rest of the joys, sorrows, and joys are also the same. The important part of life, whether it is for the country or for yourself, is to do your best to do what you should do. After all, no one's life is perfect."
Just try your best to do what you should do...
This is really, to put it lightly, it is so easy to know what you should do.
Thinking this in his heart, Shen Fu did feel a lot more relaxed. After knowing that even Yang Zhijun had his own small selfishness, he felt that the distance between him and them was closer.
Building a strong nation is not his business alone. There are thousands of people standing behind him, and it is enough for him to just do his own thing well.
"Ahem."
Ji Ming coughed twice and intervened.
"Although I say this, we should not let this happen again - we can obviously find a more reliable method."
"Don't worry, I may not dare to do it next time."
Shen Fu smiled bitterly and shook his head. He was still a little scared when he thought about it now. This world is really dangerous. If you learn magic, a murderer will come out from the side.
After a brief "training" with Ji Ming and the others, Shen Fu walked towards Emilia, who was standing in the distance and looking over.
"What's wrong? What happened?"
Seeing Shen Fu's grimace, Emilia asked curiously.
"It's okay, I was just trained. After all, it was too risky just now."
"What are you saying? It's true. Shen Fu has no sense of being a big shot. Just now I decided to forcefully wake up Parker. I deserve to be reprimanded."
Emilia put her hands on her chest, raised her chin slightly, and winked mischievously.
"Okay, okay, I understand. Besides, it will take time to forcefully wake up Parker. I don't think Elsa will give you this time."
Shen Fu became even more depressed. Judging from the results of his work, it was obviously very good. Why didn't anyone think that he did a good job...
It feels like I really did something stupid.
"Really, Shen Fu is just like a child."
Emilia could clearly see Shen Fu's emotions, which were like those of a child who has good intentions but does bad things, and is not approved of but scolded instead.
"Turn around!"
Both hands were placed on Shen Fu's shoulders, trying to turn him around.
"What?"
Without any resistance, Emilia turned her around. Then, Shen Fu could clearly feel a soft and warm body hugging him from behind, with his face pressed against his back and his hands wrapped around his waist. superior.
"Don't think too much, this is just to express my gratitude to you for saving me."
With these words in his mouth, Shen Fu could clearly feel Emilia's heartbeat. Well, it was beating as fast as his own. As expected, the shy Emilia was also very cute.
"Emilia."
"Um?"
"Are our positions reversed?"
"...Don't talk, or you'll just hide in a corner and cry alone."
Night had completely fallen by this time, and Emilia's silver hair was blown by the night wind, floating around her ears, shining brightly under the moonlight, and itching...
...This is true, Shen Fu can no longer see his own emotions clearly.
. . . . . .
The soft moments always pass quickly, and then comes the hard moments.
What was different from before was that Shen Fu felt more energetic than ever before.
"This time we are divided into three groups!"
Shen Fu stood on the podium of the combat meeting and pointed at the map on the projector.
"Because the plot has changed a lot up to now. Except for White Whale, which should not have any impact, these three sinners may not appear according to the timing in the original work. Therefore, preparations must be made in advance."
