Summary of May, I hope June will be better to me

In May, 120,000 words were updated, which is barely enough, but it is extremely unsatisfactory for the orangutan. But there is no way. On the 1st, it was updated with 10,000 to 50,000 words and was ready to explode in one go, but who could have imagined that things would happen one after another.

Things at home and things with friends. The biggest realization about orangutans this May is that it is difficult to move without money. It is extremely difficult to borrow money. Friendships with classmates, relatives, and friends are instantly broken. Moreover, the royalties are extremely low. It is really not as good as earning from takeout. If there are too many, the orangutans will explode if there is any way.

It took a long time to calm down, but the mood was about to explode. After all, the orangutan thought that as long as the body was fine, it would be fine.

But it belongs to his uncle.

Who would have thought that he would suffer from hemorrhoids due to anxiety and anger. I used to take some 'Diyu Huaijiao Pills' to cure hemorrhoids, but this time it didn't work.

I crawled into bed every day and couldn't get up. I took 50 pills of Diyu Huaijiao Pills, 6 pills of Huazhiling and several other medicines at one time. No need to mention it.

This time was the most serious one. I didn't get a good night's sleep for four days and three nights in a row. I felt so painful that I wanted to cry in the middle of the night.

MMP.

I no longer dare to set any flags. Every time I feel that I have reached a low point, life always tells me, 'Young man, you still have a lot of room for decline.'

Really, I had a good sleep last night in the past few days, but I still can't get out of bed today. I understand why people who often stay in bed become disabled. I felt like I was disabled after crawling for six days. .

I won’t talk anymore, it’s all tears. Tears are worthless. I don’t dare to ask for anything more. There is no guarantee for the update in June. I don’t ask for anything anymore, because no matter how miserable it is, I can’t ask for anything from those who watch pirated copies. A little support.

I just want to say thank you to all the brothers and sisters who still insist on supporting me with genuine subscriptions.

I wish you a happy 61st.

I also hope that June will be a little better for me.