Recently I have been listening to Guo Degang's ditties. Among them, there is a sentence in "The Truth" called "No gentleman will not support artists." ", these two little songs are in different moods when I listen to them recently.
It has been one year and 22 days since the release of "Movie World Rescue". Without the support of all of you gentlemen's genuine subscriptions, the orangutans may not be able to persist now. I really thank you all. Today I was listed on the 'Editor's Recommendation', which is considered complete. A small goal has been set.
Everything started with Brother Bin’s Silver League. This Silver League gave Orangutan great motivation. Then Orangutan started the explosive mode. The editor saw that Orangutan worked hard to give limited exemption. Because the limited exemption result was very poor, Orangutan no longer recommended other products. I had my hopes up, but I still insisted on breaking out, so I got the 'Editor's Recommendation'.
The hard work has paid off. The current performance of "Movie World Rescue" is still not improving very much, but this at least gives the orangutan another motivation. Next, we will see when the two recommendations of "Best Seller Recommendation" and "Strong Wind Blow" will be completed. Bar.
To be honest, this month has been extremely painful, but the orangutan still keeps bursting out, for no other reason than to gain some publicity. The writing is not good, which is due to a lack of ability, but the orangutan wants to show a ten thousand attitude.
If there is a counterattack, it will be a miracle and positive energy. If there is no counterattack, there is nothing to regret.
This single chapter does not summarize this volume. I will summarize it at the end. It is mainly just to chat with everyone.
At noon today, I received a call from a classmate, the one whose father had myeloma. His father passed away. Just after I hung up the phone, my aunt called and said that my father had high blood pressure. Fortunately, after the examination, the doctor He said it was no big deal, but he needed to be careful. After all, it was not a trivial matter. The father of the little orangutan boy is now also stupid and dying because of cerebral thrombosis.
Alas, I accidentally reached middle age. I act cute and shameless every day, saying that I am only 18, but I am already 30. I am already in my thirties. I am older and younger. Think about it, I have not brought much good things to my family. Not only do the family rent a house, but both parents work, I actually feel that it is quite a failure, but I am very lucky to be able to live in peace.
Just in the afternoon, I learned that my aunt’s niece also passed away. The cancer she was diagnosed with last year was not yet big.
Today, I have been experiencing quite a lot of mental fluctuations. Last month, one of the orangutan’s own grandfathers also passed away. In fact, he was not very old, only over 60 years old.
Sometimes I feel like a child, but the successive deaths of relatives, friends, and relatives of friends around me make the orangutans also feel somewhat divided.
On the one hand, I thought that it would be better to die peacefully than to live lazily. On the other hand, I thought that it would be better to die early than to live in pain.
Sometimes the orangutan wants to find someone to talk to, but sometimes he is so autistic that no one wants to talk to him.
Life is frustrating.
Everyone knows about my brother-in-law. That woman is a shrew. She can scold a person for three hours without drinking a sip of water, making everyone unable to say a word.
What's more important is that the other party is married for the second time, has a son, and he is not very good-looking. After all kinds of things, the final divorce came, and the orangutan helped find a lawyer, and the result was haha.
There is something even more outrageous among them. The orangutan doesn’t want to talk about it, but I feel embarrassed and inappropriate as a human being.
If you write a book, people will scold you for whatever you write. People will be right to watch piracy/editing. If you don’t dare to ban people’s words, they will report you if they ban them. Those who write books will be groveling, and they will scream for subscription until their throats are broken. Someone said in a book review: "Although I am a free prostitute, can you be faster?"
Especially this month, when the situation has reached an extreme level, I still see these kinds of remarks, which are quite boring and not very angry. After all, I have seen them a lot, but I just find them quite boring.
Orangutan has always respected genuine subscriptions. Some people have said that book reviews should be uniformly positive, because the majority of people who read books are silent, and they will be easily led. Some people have also done experiments, and unanimously positive book reviews can easily lead to good subscriptions. But Orangutan feels that if he spends money to read a book, he is qualified to criticize it. From the time he wrote the book to now, Orangutan dares to pat his chest and say that he has never deleted posts from genuine subscribers.
I don’t want to prove anything, I just feel that people’s respect is mutual.
I don’t know what to say. The world is so hot. This is a society that only looks at the results and not the process. Orangutans can’t speak and don’t know how to manage readers. I have been writing books for a little more than ten years and there are only a few readers. Now I can count the number of people who can remember orangutans and think of orangutans.
There were times when my book writing was booming, but it started to hit a trough in the second half of 2018. Some friends broke up after knowing each other for several years, some turned against each other because of money, and some were friends in need.
This is life. Sometimes I think that life is quite boring. I don’t want to admit that I am an ordinary person, but after all, I am an ordinary person, just like Truman in "The Truman Show". He goes to school, works, gets married, and has children. This life is just It's been set up like this.
This year's epidemic makes people feel that 2020 will be more difficult, and sometimes they feel that our safety is the greatest happiness.
All along, I have offended a lot of people because of my straight temper, and I have been called a fool behind my back because of my low emotional intelligence. I thought I truly regarded people as my friends, but they told me that they had tolerated me for many years. Looking back, my failure seems to have been destined.
Sometimes I think it's good to live a careless life without thinking too much. Sometimes I envy those cool people who don't need to take responsibility. I don't get what I ask for, but I want to complain about something.
It's a bit messy, and I don't know how many people will read it, but thinking about it, I don't have many friends in reality, so I can only tell the readers.
Strive to live.
Work hard, come on.
Good night.
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