"Ruan Guan, we can't do this. If you drink too much, I will take you back."
"Ruan Guan, this is wrong. I can't take advantage of others' danger."
"Ruan Guan, if you don't take off my clothes, I will tell you that I am a scumbag."
"Ruan Guan, don't be like this, can we have a chat? Do you think the moon is a bit round today?"
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"Brother Dong, don't worry, I don't want to be a third party, I just don't want to have any regrets after graduation."
"Brother Dong, I don't know if I like you? But Li Weijuan is right, I will definitely regret it if I don't sleep with you."
"Brother Dong, I may not come back to Xihong City in the future. This is the first time I have taken the initiative."
"Brother Dong, don't you usually call yourself a scumbag? Then you can scumbag me."
"Lin Zhendong, are you a man??"
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"It hurts, it hurts too much, Brother Dong, I regret it, I won't come."
"Why, why is this different from what I thought???"
"No, I regret it, I regret it."
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"Brother Dong, thank you. It turns out that what He Lu and Zhuo Mei said is true."
"Brother Dong, I don't have any dreams. I just said it at the party. My first dream was to work hard in a big city with Zhao Shiyong. Then we would buy a house and get married in a big city. I would give Zhao Shiyong Two children, a son and a daughter, combined the word 'good', and at the same time gained the recognition of his family."
"Brother Dong, I don't know whether I should hate you or thank you. I hate you because you broke my illusion of love, and thank you because you let me get out of the so-called bondage of love. But Brother Dong, What about you? What is your dream??”
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"Dream? In fact, I had a dream before, that is, I hope to have a house of 100 square meters, a wife who loves me, healthy parents, and a precious daughter and a precious son. In fact, our dreams were the same. .”
"But dreams are difficult to realize. Why do many people have dreams? That's because dreams cannot be realized. What is realized is no longer a dream. How many celebrities and successful majors sell dreams to us, but they themselves are capable Yes, it depends on dad, mom, and various relationships."
"Now? Now I just want to do one thing. I want to be...a good person."
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"Brother Dong, do you believe this? Are you a good person? If you are a good person, can you let go of your hands first?"
"Brother Dong, here again??"
"Brother Dong, don't stop."
"Brother Dong, I think I like you now."
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"Ruan Guan, do you really want to leave?"
"Ruan Guan, no matter what, I hope you will know that there is not only one path in life. I know a guy who lived to 37 years old and had nothing, but suddenly there was an inheritance of 30 billion waiting for him to inherit."
"Ruan Guan, youth will not last forever, but we can try not to live like the person we hate the most."
"Ruan Guan, come on."
"Ruan Guan, I am actually a...scumbag."
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The next day, when Ruan Guan returned to the dormitory, He Lu, Zheng Wei, Zhuo Mei, Zhu Xiaobei, and Li Weijuan all came over, especially Zheng Wei looked at Ruan Guan and said, "Ruan Guan, where have you been?" "
"I put Lin Zhendong to sleep last night."
Ruan Guan looked at Zheng Wei and said, "Weiwei, I don't want to lie to you, and I have no intention of competing with you for Lin Zhendong. I just don't want to leave with any regrets."
"Ruan Guan, I hate you, are we still best friends? I have the best relationship with you during the entire four years of college, how could you do this???"
Zheng Wei looked quite angry, her big eyes were even redder and said, "Why don't you call me???"
Ruan Guan: "???"
Li Weijuan even said to Ruan Guan: "Ruan Guan, it's okay. I didn't expect you to be the boldest one. No wonder you kept trying to get Lin Zhendong drunk last night. You wanted to get Lin Zhendong drunk?" But that’s not right. The guy in our family gets soft every time he gets drunk. I even checked the information and it said that 98% of men are actually unable to have close contact with their girlfriends after getting drunk. So, are you really Put Lin Zhendong to sleep???"
"Lin Zhendong was not drunk last night."
Ruan Guan shook his head slightly, and then said with a blush on his face: "Actually, I was very... sexually happy last night."
These words made both He Lu and Zhuo Mei smile tacitly. Only Li Weijuan's face was not very pretty. She thought of the way that person in her family looked half-dead every time.
But Li Weijuan has no regrets.
For money, you have to sacrifice something.
But what surprised the girls the most was that Zheng Wei didn't make a fuss. If Zheng Wei's character had been in the past, he would have exploded long ago.
"Why are you looking at me like that???"
Zheng Wei looked at the others and was a little amused: "What? Do you think I should make a scene? Or should I have the temper of a little flying dragon? If I were a freshman or sophomore, I would definitely be like this, but people always have to Learning to grow up is not.”
With that said, Zheng Wei hugged Ruan Guan and said, "Thank you, Ruan Guan, thank you for telling me the truth. I hope our friendship will last forever."
"Will do."
Ruan Guan said softly.
No one knows what happened this year. Even Ruan Wan only found out why Zheng Wei changed so much in the dormitory many years later.
It turns out that Zheng Wei's mother and father had no relationship at all when they got married, and Zheng Wei's mother actually loved Lin Jing's father. However, the two of them were planning to divorce and fall in love. As a result, Zheng's mother divorced, but Lin Jing's father did not. Divorced and married.
The most outrageous thing is that Lin's father passed away due to depression, and Zheng's mother was not even qualified to pay her respects.
But Mother Lin seems to be quite digested, because in Mother Lin's view, Father Lin will be guarded by her even if he dies. You, Mother Zheng, are just a vixen and a mistress.
Zheng Wei went home in her senior year and learned that her parents' union was due to the general environment. The two people had no feelings. At the same time, her mother and Lin Jing's father met and fell in love, but they did not come together because of the environment. Together.
Not only that, Zheng Wei also knew why his brother Lin Jing disappeared.
It turns out he discovered the truth.
But why? ? ?
What happened to the previous generation was the matter of the previous generation. Why would Lin Jing prefer to disappear without telling herself? ?
That night, Zheng Wei finally grew up. She understood that there are some things that cannot be separated. If you don't love, you don't love. Think about how her father and mother have lived together for more than 20 years, but they share the same bed and have different dreams. There is no relationship between them. When it comes to love, I’m afraid there is no family affection.
The only bond between the two people is Zheng Wei.
Just so, Zheng Wei also gave up on Lin Zhendong. She had been chasing Lin Zhendong for more than three years, so what?
Others thought Zheng Wei was a lunatic, but Zheng Wei thought she was crazy about love.
But is that really love? ?
Zheng Wei thought about her parents and Lin Jing's parents, and it dawned on her. In fact, she was like a child who had not grown up. She was just a princess who had been protected by the people around her since she was a child. .
Just so, Zheng Wei didn't hate Ruan Guan, she was even grateful to Ruan Guan, because Ruan Guan really regarded her as Zheng Wei's friend, and Ruan Guan didn't hide anything from Zheng Wei.
Besides, Zheng Wei felt that it didn't matter what the relationship between Ruan Wan and Lin Zhendong was.
That's a matter between the two of them.
"Do you know who I saw when I came back last night??"
Zheng Wei and Ruan Guan were walking on campus, Zheng Wei asked as they walked.
"Huh? Who did you meet???"
Ruan Guan asked with some confusion.
"Xu Kaiyang."
Zheng Wei smiled bitterly and said: "You should know that she graduated a year earlier than us. I haven't even seen him this year. I went to sit with him when he graduated. We were a little embarrassed at the time. Even I could I could clearly feel Xu Kaiyang's alienation from me, but I didn't take it seriously at that time. I even stupidly said, "Kaiyang, we need to keep in touch in the future. When you find a partner, you must let me check it out." Shut it down'"
After saying this, Zheng Wei showed a look of helplessness on his face: "Looking back now, Xu Kaiyang was actually ready to stay away from me. Just like Li Weijuan said, Xu Kaiyang wanted to pursue me and be with me. When he found out When he couldn't pursue me, he chose to give up and stay away, because he felt from the beginning to the end that we were not friends."
Ruan Guan looked at Zheng Wei and said, "What about last night??"
"I wanted to say hello to Xu Kaiyang last night. I was very happy because I felt like I hadn't seen him for a year, but do you know Xu Kaiyang's expression??"
Zheng Wei looked at Ruan Guan and said: "He is wary and cautious. He didn't even introduce the female companion to me, as if he thought I would be too lazy to fall in love with him. That look kept me awake all night. I finally understood. , I am so stupid, really, I should have understood a long time ago that no one in this world owes me anything, what did Xu Kaiyang mean when he said, 'We will never go back again'."
Ruan Guan is a little unfamiliar with Zheng Wei next to her. When did Zheng Wei start to learn to think about other people's thoughts, when did Zheng Wei start to reflect on herself, and when did Zheng Wei learn to think about things from other people's standpoints.
However, Ruan Guan shook his head and laughed. After all, he had graduated. When everyone entered the campus, they would no longer be like "everyone in the world is your mother."
In the past half year, Zheng Wei has been doing internship.
I'm afraid I've suffered a lot.
Thinking of this, Ruan Guan patted Zheng Wei's shoulder lightly: "Don't think too much. Some people are just for a ride. When they get to the stop, they get off. We are together for eternity."
"Yeah, I know."
Zheng smiled and said: "Fortunately I have you."
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Xihong City Star Hotel.
It was already 10 o'clock when Lin Zhendong woke up. He felt that there was no one around him, and then he had a headache: "Was it a dream last night?"
But when Lin Zhendong looked at the sheets, he suddenly shook his head and smiled bitterly.
This is just great.
I can't take off the title of scumbag.
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