The poorest people are just begging for food, and if you don't die, you will always come forward.
This is the encouragement that the orangutan has always given himself.
However, after ten years of walking until today, I actually understand that if I have a little bit of talent, I will become popular early.
To be honest, after persisting for 10 years, the orangutan cannot be proud even if he looks like this now.
A person who has been writing for 10 years is still a slut, what can he be proud of?
It was said that it was 10 years, but in fact, I wrote more than three million words in the first two years and did not earn a penny. It was only in the third year that I started to earn full attendance.
At that time, there were two levels of perfect attendance at Qidian. The first level was to update 5,000 words per day and earn 500 yuan for perfect attendance. The first level was to update 10,000 words per day and earn 1,000 yuan for perfect attendance.
In order to earn the 1,000 yuan for full attendance, the orangutan works in a decoration company during the day, earning 600 yuan a month, and spends the night coding and earning 1,000 yuan.
I still remember my wish at that time, when I could buy a laptop, because I would go to an Internet cafe to code every day.
There was a training class at Qidian in 2012, and the orangutan also attended it. At that time, I had no money, so I had to buy a hard seat to get to Shanghai. The 10-hour train journey was very hard.
I met Fu Xiaochen in the training class, the one who wrote "Martial God's Space". He was also a flamboyant at the time. We agreed to each other at that time that one day we would meet last year.
Then 7 years later, he became a great man. Every time at the Qidian annual meeting, he would sigh in the group: "Oh, I am alone again this year."
Every time he said this in the group, I could only cry silently.
When I came back from the training class, I remember very clearly that I opened a fantasy book, and it got recommended. At that time, I thought I was awesome, so I called everyone.
It was so exciting at the time.
I really cried.
Then the first order was over 200, and I started to burst out. It was really crazy coding. I coded for more than 10 hours a day, and my coding was rubbish. It all depended on quantity. There was a VIP update list back then, and I was in the top few.
It was really miserable at that time. In order to refresh myself, I couldn’t afford Red Bull drinks and the like, so I had to drink chili water.
Sometimes I would get up at 5 a.m. to code until around 12 o'clock, always on the verge of sudden death.
In this way, I wrote more than 3 million words. I remember that when I finished the book, the average order did not reach 500.
2014 should be a turning point. In that year, Orangutan changed his mind and wrote entertainment articles, the first entertainment article in his life, because that year, someone else’s kitten created the starting point of the literary stream.
I was chatting with my wife just now and asked her if she remembered what I did five years ago today.
got engaged.
It is such a coincidence that the first entertainment article that was transformed five years ago was released on May 10th, and the orangutan also went home to get engaged, or propose a marriage, the day before it was released.
Fast forward, five years have passed, and my daughter-in-law has remained the same. She is still the same good wife who is knowledgeable, courteous, considerate, and mild-tempered. She never complains about my failure or hits me.
The first order of the entertainment article did not disappoint the orangutan. It still received more than 200 orders.
Moreover, because the engagement did not go well at that time, and because the mother-in-law was later hospitalized for cancer, the orangutan went to accompany her. The orangutan, who was emotionally devastated, broke into code words while gritting his teeth and persisting.
Because my mentality has always been bad, I often single chapters, some scolding orangutans for being miserable, some saying that orangutans are the kings of single chapters, and some reading pirated private chats about orangutans writing such rubbish that your mother-in-law deserves to get cancer.
All in all, it’s really hard to put into words.
This book was also written with over 3 million words, but this book gained the first batch of readers in life, but in the end they all fell apart.
Then there is "Entertainment Master". The first order of this book did not surprise the orangutan, and it was also more than 200 orders. Fortunately, I persisted, and then it became a high-quality book.
Yes, it was this book that gave Orangutan another group of readers. It was really lively at that time, and I was not afraid of poor grades because there were people who supported me.
I still remember people like Dong Ming, Di Dio, Shahe Fellow, Qianxing, Hua Hua, Lao Tou and others, but unfortunately I let them down in the end.
Just disappointed.
The results of the two later entertainment articles were actually good, and they also accumulated some readers. Some of them helped me more, like Brother Bin and Brother Goose, but now I have no contact with them.
Because these two books later collapsed.
Sometimes, the author lets the book speak for itself.
Readers can feel whether your writing is good or not, and whether your attitude is right or not.
Last year was a year from heaven to hell for me.
The first order of the new book was 2,900. At that time, I thought it would be a great success, but it collapsed all the way. In the end, the number of follow-up orders was only 300.
Among them, there is an objective reason. My daughter-in-law was suddenly diagnosed with a tumor because her mother-in-law died of cancer. She was so frightened at that time that she had no intention of writing a book, which led to the interruption of updates even when the wind pushed her.
But most readers read quietly, and no one cares about your reasons.
Another point is that I have been writing entertainment articles for five years. During these five years, I have been repeating myself and making up for it. Although my grades have improved, my mind is empty.
It is also time for transformation.
Since the first entertainment article was published on May 10, 2014, Orangutan has written several entertainment articles in the past five years, which ultimately overdrawn his character and trust.
When I was transitioning, I was also thinking about what to write. At that time, I wanted to write a book that I liked, and then let readers like it too.
I watched "Movie World Private Order" in heavy rain last night, and I watched "The Strongest Man in the World" by Seven Dancers.
I was the first to talk to Dancingao, and he told me that if I wanted to write, I should write in these two genres.
I finally chose to study Heavy Rain, but because it was the first time I wrote it, I changed my mind after writing it. But I thought my writing was okay, but my grades were very poor.
I don't dare post ads in a group with only a few dozen people, because I feel shameless.
I don’t even have the courage to talk to someone privately.
I am most grateful to Seven Fleabags, who has always encouraged me with this book, and to Heavy Rain and Xiao Cui.
Forget it about Tieniu, his grades have been soaring, and he always fails every time in the group. To be honest, Tieniu made me realize that some people have not been beaten since they were young, not because of how good they are, but just because of others. Can't beat him.
For this reason, the orangutan blocked him and chose to work hard to code.
Fortunately, God paid off, and my achievements gradually improved. Then I saw familiar IDs, like Wuzhou Feizheng, like Sanqian, like Weiwei, Low-key, Old Man, Dream of Love, Uncle Hai, and of course... There was a reward of 20,000 coins from a fellow Shahe fellow, and I even saw Yin Yan.
I wanted to cry at that time, as if the old readers from before were back.
I doubted my life in March about this book and felt that I was a piece of garbage. After writing it for 10 years, I became more and more dissatisfied with it. At that time, I thought I should just forget about it. I wrote it just to support the few readers of this book.
But in April, the results gradually improved, and the book was published in Sanjiang. I am really grateful to the editor of Science Fiction Yuanzheng Da.
Thank you also to the number one fan who encouraged me when my grades were poor. Although you changed your name, I still remember you.
And all the brothers and sisters who give rewards, chapter comments, recommendation votes, and book reviews.
real.
Every time you give a reward, your vote, or your encouragement, I will keep it in my heart.
Thanks.
It's all written down in the orangutan's notebook.
Orangutan is no longer young, and he can no longer write the passionate and passionate speeches of the past few years, such as "The Golden Monkey Rises," "Learning from the Great Sage," and "Treading the Sky".
A few days ago, I was chatting with a high school classmate who graduated 11 years ago.
We are talking about, why are you suddenly middle-aged?
It seemed like time was still stuck in the second year of high school, when he took me to an Internet cafe to watch a short movie.
It seems that he still wanted to hang out with me after graduating from high school. We would just find a restaurant and spend thirty or forty yuan. That was so happy.
The result suddenly became what it is now.
The topic of chat has also changed.
Chat now.
Children go to school.
Conflict between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
Do you want a second child?
Houses are unaffordable.
etc.
It seems as if I am still an 18-year-old boy and suddenly become a middle-aged man.
The world of middle-aged people is not easy in its own way.
I wanted to say a lot, but it turned out to be a bit long-winded.
It’s more than 2,000 words.
Could it be that as we enter middle age, we have really become verbose?
At this time, I feel very uneasy. I can’t understand the starting point now. Some of the collections worth 20,000 to 30,000 yuan only have a first order of more than 1,000, and some first orders are high-quality. Orangutan believes that this book should be worthy of everyone’s subscription.
The current collection is 23,000. Orangutan has never placed a high-quality first order, so I hope that this time it will be a high-quality one.
That is to say, I hope that 3,000 brothers and sisters among so many collections will subscribe.
Please everyone.
I asked the little orangutan to kneel down for you.
Orangutans really need subscriptions, food and clothing, and need to rely on this book to feed their families.
Of course, what is needed more is confidence.
Every one of your subscriptions matters.
Because only subscription is the only key to test whether a book is a good book.
If it's really difficult, can you recharge 1 yuan, just make an initial subscription?
So be it.
Once again, thank you to all brothers and sisters for your support.
bow.
Kowtow.
Let's see you in 10 hours.
It will definitely explode by then.
Hope you all come.
On May 10, 2019, I wrote this at 1:52 in the morning because of insomnia.
Rise of the Apes.
