After turning to this page, Xie Chen's whole body was trembling. Even the contents in the diary looked very strange, as if they were not written by himself.
"How could those two people from Dagang be dead? How could it be?"
Xiechen's hands were shaking. The injury on his hands seemed to be less painful. But for some reason, the two hands that were flipping through the diary were shaking violently.
Xie Chen turned the contents of the diary back to the front and re-confirmed the contents about the death of his parents.
It seems that I really have this memory in my head, but in fact I don't remember it clearly. I even have the scene in my mind, but it's a bit fuzzy.
Xie Chen pinched his face with his fingers, and the pain told him that he was not in a dream.
Are those images of parents dying in your mind what you dreamed about when you were dreaming?
Could it be that the contents I remember in my notes now were written by me in a daze, and they are not so real?
Xie Chen comforted himself in his heart, stroking the wrinkled diary with some dirt on the edge, and then turned to the place where he had just finished reading and continued to flip through it.
The remaining contents of the diary also appeared in front of him.
October 21
Little red, little red, little red, little red, little red, little red, little red...
Sunday, November 22, seventy-nine
On an extremely bright and happy sunny day, Xiaohong's body exploded without warning in the classroom. Blood was smeared all over the wall, covering the snow-white paint vividly, but the internal organs were exquisite and unexpected. , evenly arranged on each classmate's desk, in an orderly manner, I was assigned to the head. Looking carefully, she is indeed more beautiful than when I peeked...
Wednesday, October 25
Gentle sky, it’s good that school was suspended after that incident. I think I can finally be with my sister for a long time and safely, right?
Xiaohong probably hates me, so it’s not worth being sad about. What should my sister eat today? Gotta think about it.
"Brother, I want to go to bed early today~" came the voice of my younger sister behind me.
"Okay, but wait a moment, my diary is almost finished."
"What do you want to write in your diary today, brother? You have to think carefully and write out all the details. This way the diary will be more vivid."
"I know, I know, like a little adult, you still want to lecture me."
Xie Chen picked up his sister and held her in his arms, falling into a deep sleep together on the bed.
And the thing in your arms is like this.
A shabby doll, without even arms, and the broken gap exposed the yellowed cotton.
The quality of the cotton was very poor, more like plastic threads, and several strands were floating around the room.
As these poor-quality cotton fell on the floor of the room, the dream of reading the diary was shattered, and Xie Chen, who was lying on the bed with the doll in his arms, slept soundly.
"Brother, you have been sleeping for a long time. Get up quickly. I think you must be hungry, and my stomach is hungry too."
My sister's voice came to my ears, and even though I was still asleep, I could hear these words very clearly.
There were gentle footsteps in the room, and he could feel his sister slowly coming to his side, and slowly leaning her head in front of him who was sleeping.
Xie Chen quietly opened his eyes, as if he felt something in his heart.
His sister's cheek reflected in his eyes, looking very clear and pleasant, and there was more of a sense of familiarity and closeness.
But I don’t know if it’s because I just woke up, so I’m a little drowsy.
Even with his eyes wide open, he couldn't clearly see what the facial features of the sister in front of him looked like.
It was like a layer of lingering haze, blocking my sister's face, sandwiching the line of sight between myself and my sister, which was very unsightly.
Xie Chen felt a little sore all over his body. After moving on the bed, he reluctantly got out of bed.
"Are mom and dad back?"
Xie Chen asked his sister who was standing by the bed. The sister smiled softly, then sat at the head of his bed and shook her head twice.
"Brother, didn't you tell me yourself?"
"Mom and dad haven't been home for several days. I don't know where they have gone. Maybe they don't want us anymore."
Xie Chen nodded absently, retracted his gaze, and sighed.
"That's good, that's good. Then everything at home will be intact. Not bad, not bad."
"elder brother……"
The younger sister grasped her slightly generous palm with her soft white hands.
"You haven't been to school for several days. Is there really no problem, brother?"
Listening to his sister's words, Xie Chen frowned. He didn't know how long he had been staying at home. It seemed that the things recorded in the diary had really been experienced by him.
But when it comes time to think about it carefully, there are only a few uncertain remaining memories left in my mind.
In those things that were recorded, it seemed that I was really involved, but it didn't seem to have much to do with it.
Xie Chen felt a little uncomfortable, and after listening to her sister's words, she quickly got out of bed.
"Has it been so long since I went to school?"
"Then I should go today, otherwise so many people in the school might not know where I am going..."
Xie Chen covered his head, feeling a little swollen. His sister was looking at him with a strange look.
It's just that Xie Chen didn't pay attention to his sister at this time, so he didn't notice the strange changes in his sister's eyes.
"Xiaohong must have been talking about me recently?"
"I haven't been to school for so long. He is definitely talking about me in school. It must be, it must be!"
Xie Chen stood in the room and said firmly.
The sister who was sitting in front of the bed stood up and shouted to herself.
"elder brother!"
"I'm hungry. I want to eat the food you cooked for me."
Then Xie Chen slowly turned around and glanced at the clock hanging on the bed. The seconds were really ticking, and it was already past seven in the morning.
It was almost half past seven.
"Yep."
"You have to cook now, otherwise you will be late for school. Brother, I will cook for you now. You finish your meal well. Brother has to go to school."
My sister seemed to be very anxious when she heard what she said.
"I don't want a brother, I don't want one!"
"You obviously promised that you would always be with me, and haven't you already stopped caring about Xiao Hong?"
"You told me yourself that you don't have to go to school. Have you forgotten?"
"The teacher asked you to take a good rest at home for a while, and your parents haven't come home yet. Are you comfortable leaving me alone at home now?"
Xie Chen was originally a little anxious, but after his sister's words, he gradually became stable, and even his excitement became very cold.
Xie Chen stood there in a daze, and looked at the diary on the table again, as if he remembered what his sister said.
Seeing her brother calm down, her sister had a gentle smile on her face, as if she was very relieved.
Xie Chen staggered towards the door of the room and pushed open the closed door with his hand. I don't know when, the shaky door of his room suddenly had a door handle again, and it also had a door handle. How strange.
After leaving the door, Xie Chen closed it gently, stood at the door, turned around, and staggered towards the living room.
"Yes, what does Xiaohong mean?"
"Xiao Hong is really boring,"
"It's better to be my sister. I want to be with my sister forever. Don't worry, sister, my brother will definitely protect you."
