Why are you so proud?
Why do I feel like there's something wrong with your style of painting?
What about that open-mouthed bastard and closed-mouthed worm, the King of Heroes?
"Unfortunately, I'm not interested in what terms you can name." Kirei Kotomine said with a straight face: "If you, King of Heroes, have nothing to do, please come back after drinking."
"Don't worry, of course I came here because I have something to do." Gilgamesh picked up the red wine glass, took a sip of the bright red wine, and said his purpose: "You can find the person the time wants you to use Assassin to find." After you find out your whereabouts, give me a copy of the information."
"Teacher Tosaka knows, can't you also know?"
"No, he won't know, because I want you to hide the whereabouts of that person from him."
"Conceal it?" Kotomine Kirei frowned: "As a servant, Gilgamesh, are you going to betray my teacher?"
"Betrayal? You seem to have misunderstood our master-slave relationship. I am the master, and Tokiomi Tosaka is the servant. It's just that he offered his magic power to me, and I will give him the Holy Grail."
Kotomine Kirei fell silent. After a while, he said: "But I am not. I don't need to provide you with information, and I don't need to help you deceive my teacher."
Gilgamesh raised his brows, as if he was about to get angry, but in the end he relaxed his brows, but it was because he was now in the state of Mr. Jin, and his temper was better, just like his loose hairstyle, which was a little softer: " Indeed, you are not my subject, and there is indeed no need to listen to me, so how about we make a deal?"
"trade?"
"For example, how about satisfying your curiosity?"
"Curiosity? I don't have such a thing!"
Kotomine Kirei said calmly.
"You're not curious? How do you explain that there are so many documents on your desk about a man named Emiya Kiritsugu?"
Kotomine Kirei looked over and found that the things on his desk had signs of being turned over. His expression remained unchanged and he explained: "This is preparation for the Holy Grail War. That man Emiya Kiritsugu is in the war-torn area." He is a famous magician killer.
This man has killed more than a hundred magicians, and countless ordinary people have died in his hands, but he is an extremely dangerous person.
And he also arrived in Fuyuki City. My Assassin secretly discovered traces of this man. I have reason to suspect that the current master of Saber, the Einzbern android, is actually just a cover on the surface. , and the real master is this person.
So I looked into this guy, any questions? "
"It's okay if you don't explain, but now you do." Mr. Jin showed a contemptuous smile: "It's useless to try to hide yourself in front of me. My eyes can easily see a person's essence. But you are a person who is confused about yourself. In the words of your magicians, you are a lost lamb."
Kotomine Kirei felt a little ridiculous, but for some reason he wanted to hear what else this guy had to say, so he did not refute, remained silent, and just looked at Gilgamesh.
"Let me ask you, what is your desire for the Holy Grail?"
"No, I have no desire for the Holy Grail." Kotomine Kirei replied without hesitation.
"So, if you get the Holy Grail, what wish will you make?" Mr. Jin's expression remained unchanged and he continued to ask.
"This is a meaningless hypothetical question. The only one who will win the Holy Grail is my teacher Tohsaka Tokiomi."
Kotomine Kirei continued.
"Then you might as well answer this question."
Mr. Kim is very persistent.
Take a deep breath and think about it carefully.
Kotomine Kirei shook his head and said, "I really have no wish."
"Wishes are desires, and it is impossible for a person to have no desires, unless he is a saint." Mr. Jin paused and then asked: "Do you think you are a saint?"
Kotomine Kirei couldn't answer this question, so he could only remain silent.
"Admit it, you are a confused person, and you do have desires."
Mr. King didn't stop.
"I am a clergyman, and desire is an unnecessary sin to me..."
He seemed to be answering Gilgamesh, but also seemed to be speaking to himself.
"Ha, it's interesting to say that your teacher has a desire for the Holy Grail, and your father who assisted him should also have his own purpose called desire. So, are they all guilty?"
Mr. Jin was a bit evil-minded, and he took advantage of the flaw and launched verbal questioning.
"this……"
Kotomine Kirei was speechless. As the former representative and heresy judge of the church, his faith should be firm, but the 'firmness' he once had was contrary to the situation he encountered now.
If he insists on his own opinion, his father and teacher will be guilty. In serious cases, it may even rise to the level of heresy and should be eradicated mercilessly. But obviously, things should not be like this.
"Accept this deal, and I will teach you what desire is, so that you who don't understand your own desires will no longer feel confused about your own existence in the world." Gilgamesh raised his hand and said as if he was inviting.
…
Kotomine Kirei thought he was crazy, but he agreed inexplicably.
Gilgamesh had already left, but his mind was still buzzing, and the other person's words seemed to be echoing in his ears: "Desire is the beginning of the pursuit of pleasure..."
If pleasure arises from evil deeds, it can be called corruption. But what would it be if it were born from good deeds?
Therefore, pleasure cannot be judged simply by good or evil, it is not that superficial thing...
Only by recognizing the nature of your soul and finding ways to please yourself can you be a person with desires.
I no longer feel confused about my own existence because I cannot feel my own desires..."
"That guy Gilgamesh is obviously just a follower, but he dares to preach to me..."
Kotomine Kirei raised his head and leaned on the back of the sofa. He called what the other party said a 'pleasure heresy' in his heart, "It's really, quite... ridiculous."
Kotomine Kirei believed that this kind of thing could not shake the heart of a person with a truly firm belief, but he suddenly discovered that his belief did not seem to be so firm.
"What exactly is this feeling in my heart? Is it really because of the upcoming deception that I am looking forward to it?"
"You are an interesting guy, but I have found an even more interesting guy, so this is the king's invitation. I invite you to observe with me. Maybe you can find your own in the guy I am interested in. one’s own positioning.”
Before leaving, Gilgamesh said this.
Kotomine Kirei had to admit that besides Emiya Kiritsugu, the magician killer, there was one more person he cared about.
Who is SurperBoy?
Why does it attract so much attention from the King of Heroes?
How can you help yourself find your own position by observing the other party?
Everything confused Kotomine Kirei, but at the same time he was really interested.
